When there is NONE for you...

God, ma finger was paining like hell. I woke up at the midnight n I was not able sleep anymore with the pain. I started to cry coz of this hecking pain. I was not even able to drop ma hands down. Ma thumb got swollen like a Burger bun, full of puss. I thot of calling ma roommate, but what can be done at 12 o clock midnight. So i dint. Both of ma roommates were in deep sleep, but the pain in ma finger dint allow me to sleep anymore. I was awake for rest of the night.

It was 5.30 wen ma alarm rang, but i was already awake. Ma roommate woke up n i asked him immediately like, is there any hospitals located nearby.
"Why, what happened?", he asked me.
"I bit ma nails n puss formed in ma finger now. Its paining like hell. I cant tolerate. I dint even sleep", i replied him.
"Oops, thats bad. But we cant go to hospital now. Bear the pain till evening da, we'll go to hospital then", he told me n went to take bath.
"Till evening huh, oh god, how am gonna tolerate the pain", i thought.

I went to office then, n its one the hardest day for me. I had never felt such a pain ever before. Somehow i managed till evening n came back to room. But ma roommate dint come. I called him.
"Am going to airport da, will be back soon. We'll go to hospital after that", he told
"Anna, its paining like hell, pls try to come soon", i almost cried.
"yeah da. Sure. I'll come", he dropped the call.

Time passed, but ma roommate dint turn up, n the pain in ma finger, goshhhh, it was killing me. I started to cry again.
"I cant tolerate anymore", i thought n came outta room.
I donno any hospitals n again i donno arabic. Thats the F*****G problem coz of which i cant go alone. Am new to the villa, n i knw very few persons. May be some five. Ma roommate is one among them n he is not available.
"Lemme ask somebody", i thought again n went to a room
To be frank i rely donno who is inside, but still i knocked the door. A gentlemen opened the door.

"Sir, am new to this villa, staying in second floor. I got wounded in ma finger n its paining. Will u pls come with me to hospital?, i donno anything in this city n i don't know arabi too. So pls....", i asked him.
"Oops, sorry pa, i got some official work now, i cant come. Am rely sorry", he told n locked the door.

I went to the next room.
"Sir, am new to this villa, staying in second floor. I got wounded...........................................................", i told the same to him.
"Oh is it, well even am new to this villa, so sorry pa, i cant come with you", he told.

I went to another room.Again the same i told, n the gentlemen in the room told me another polished reason n went inside.
I went to almost some 10 rooms and no one was ready to come with me. I have no other choice other than going back to ma room n i did that.

Even ma worst enemy should not face a situation like wat I've faced. Almost begging everybody to take me to hospital. Its the worst ever situation anyone can possibly face.By this time, i dint feel the pain in ma hand, but i felt more pain in ma heart coz of the idiotic loneliness. If at all my mom was there with me, she would've cried for the pain i felt in ma hand. Ma dad would've bought the doctor to ma home itself. But i miss them. I cried again. This time lil bit louder. I dint feel the pain in ma hand, but the loneliness had made me to cry even more.

"Hey wat happened?, why are u crying?", the guy who stays in the next room of mine asked me.
Before i reply, he saw ma finger.
"God, wat happened to your finger? did u check with the doctor?,he asked
"No, i donno where is the hospital", i told him
"Oh, thats hard. well, I'll take u the hospital. Give me 5 mins, we'll start" he told.
Atlast after a day of struggle, someone is ready to take me to the hospital.It was 12 midnight wen i came back to ma room.

"Thanks alot", i told him
"Thats ok, take care. sleep well", he replied n went.

There was no pain in ma finger after that, but still ma heart was damn heavy. The way i stood in front of other persons and requested them to take me to hospital came in to mind. I cried again......

Well, I came abroad for some reasons, n i never regret for that, am Happy. But some incidents like this keep on pinging me inside...
Wen there is NONE for you.........