"All set da, I vacated my room. Waiting for my brother to pick me up", Swathi texted me
"Annnnaaaaa, I am pretty eager to see my anni, and so I bunked my college today" Lavanya texted me
"Pattu, Be watchful with your words when you are talking to her", I replied her back. Pattu is how I used to call her and more importantly I used to call Swathi too the same way.
"I'll na", she replied
I was happy oneside because the two best girls in my life gonna meet each other, get to know about each other, but at the same time I was little bit worried about how Swathi gonna take Lavanya and her childish behaviour.
I dint text Lavanya after that.
I thought I could sleep for sometime and I switched off my mobile and slept.I hate people calling me when I am sleeping.
"Its time for lunch and you are still sleeping??", my mom shouted at me
"Am feeling sleepy maa, and I am not feeling hungry", I woke up and sat in the bed.
"Why can't you help me cleaning your room today??", my mom asked me
"Cleaning my room??, I'll clean it for myself. Why do you want to strain?", I told her
"Then start cleaning it. You room is like a garbage bin", she replied
"Dude, If you are not cleaning the room now, mom will start cleaning it. Its not a big deal but you just wont be able to safe hold all those love letters and greeting cards with Swathi's lip mark. If mom sees that, its going to be the end for you, so
act fast", I thought.
It took almost an hour for me to clean the room and just the moment I finished it, I remember my mobile and switched it on. I waited for sometime to check whether am receiving any text from Swathi or Lavanya, but I din't.
Losing my patience, I texted Lavanya
"Pattu, met Swathi???, howz she??"
"This is Swathi and I just wanted to ask you that how can you call her with the same name you used to call me??. I never expected this from you", I received a reply from Swathi the next minute.
What the fuck?????, I was expecting problems like this but not so soon.
"Anna, I was talking to Swathi and just showed her your text. She smiled after seeing it. She is sooo cool na, I just love her. She is an apt girl for you", Lavanya replied back
I was really clueless about how to react back but I just went mad about Lavanya and her innocense.
"She is the best and am not gonna lose her at any moment", I thought
"Thanks da pattu, you carry on with Swathi. I'll call you tonight", I signed off immediately.
"Hey dear, You are always special to me. Lavanya is totally different. You don't confuse. I'll call you tonight", I replied Swathi.
"Handling two girls is pretty difficult and if those girls are together, then its gonna be a Himalayan task", I thought
...............
"Text me when you are free, I wanna talk to you", I saw Swathi's text as I just entered my room after a heavy dinner.
"I'll call you in a minute", I replied her back and locked the door.
"Hi dear, how is your new hostel?? got settled???", I asked her
"Yeah", Just a one word reply from her
"Hmmm, how about the food and all other things??"
"Its good", again a short reply from her
"What about your roommate??"
"I don't know"
"Swathi, are you angry??", I asked her
"Don't you know that??", She replied
"Come on da pattu, what happened???"
"Pls for god's sake, dont ever call me with that name", she replied
"Hmmmm"
"How can you??? How are you able to call another girl with the same name????"
"No swathi, try to understand me"
"I don't need anything da, you hurt me"
"I dint mean it Swathi"
"Pls don't talk. I spoke to Lavanya for almost 3 hours today and she always talks about you. Always ANNA ANNA ANNA"
"Well, she calls me ANNA right???, whats the big deal Swathi???"
"It bothers me da and you won't understand my feelings"
Now, I am gonna kill if somebody tells again that Men can't understand women's feeling.
Unless or untill women tell what they feel, how the hell can men understand it????
"What bothers you???
"A lot"
"What does it mean???"
"I dont like you calling her that way"
"I will not call her again like that, I swear", I made a Fake promise
"And I don't like her talking about you always", She said
"I cant help it out dear"
"Do you love me??"
"What kind of question is that Swathi, you know how much I love you"
"Then leave Lavanaya, will you??"
"What the hell Swathi??, She is my sister and you know how much I love her too"
"I can't take it anymore buddy, you got to do this"
"I can't Swathi, I need Lavanya too. Her relationship is something like a dream come true for me", I replied her
"I WANT TO TELL YOU JUST ONETHING DA, IF YOU WANT ME THEN LEAVE LAVANYA OR IF YOU WANT LAVANYA, THEN LEAVE ME", Swathi said and hanged the line abruptly.
"Am I doing a mistake? or Swathi is too possessive??", I asked myself and looked at my mobile and found a new message
"Anna, guess yar talking to Anni. Call me once yar done with her. Feel like hearing you", that was from Lavanya!
"Swathi? or Lavanya??", that was the only thing running on my mind at that moment!
Contd...
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Monday, July 5, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 12
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Saturday, July 3, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 11
"Hey beauty, how you doing??", I pinged Varsha
"Stop calling me like that"
"Come on Varsha, take it cool"
"Hmmm...well, I am doing great and how about you??"
"I am ok Varsha"
"Just ok???", she asked
"Well, Its a big story"
"Why can't you tell me?"
"Why not, but you have to listen patiently", I told her
"Thats ok, I'll"
I started from Swathi, continued with Lavanya and ended up in Swathi's plan to join Lavanya's hostel.
"Da, you know what?, I cant control my laugh"
"What the hell???"
"Really buddy, you're one idiot. You don't know to tackle two girls at a time. Dont tell me that you are a guy"
"Hey, don't pull my legs", I replied her
"Ha ha, chill down. I was just kidding. But you have some really wonderful people around you"
"I know that"
"Swathi is awesome and Lavanya is damn cool, wish I will get a chance to meet both of them someday", Varsha replied.
"Yeah"
"So, with a girl like Swathi as your love, are you trying to flirt with me ????", Varsha replied
"I never tried that dear, I love your smile. I can see Swathi in your smile", I said
"Oh really???, thats so good of you"
"Hmmmm, so tell me now. What shall I do now???"
"What you mean??"
"What if Swathi joins in Lavanya's hostel....."
"What's gonna bother you buddy???"
"Nope Varsha, you don't know Lavanya . She is pretty childish and Swathi doesn't have enough maturity to understand Lavanya.She talks non stop."
"Hmmmm, that means even Swathi is childish", she replied
"Ofcourse she is. And Lavanya on the other side, doesn't even care that she is with Swathi. She will talk, talk and will keep on talking like Swathi will surely get angry"
"Hmmmm"
"And there are chances that Swathi may turn possessive on me"
"That's not something new in love da", Varsha replied
"May be, but am not ready to lose Lavanya. She is my sister Varsha. Her relationship is something which I had been dreaming about until she came"
"Hmmmm, I can understand"
"So??"
"Sooo, let Swathi stay in the new hostel"
"What about the problem then??"
"Be optimistic dude, what if Swathi started liking Lavanya???, its good for you right?"
"Ofcourse, it will be like a dream come true for me"
"Then, let us hope", Varsha said.
"What if she doesn't??", I asked her
"Its your headache then, you gotto pay for what you did right??"
"What I did???"
"Telling Swathi about Lavanya's hostel"
"Yeah, that's my fucking mistake", I said.
"Then you gotto face the conseqences but let us hope that they will be good", she smiled.
"And yeah I forgot to ask you something", Varsha continued
"What??"
"When is your B'day??"
"Why do you need that??"
"Do you think that one should have a special reason to ask that???"
"Not like that, well its on Aug 20th", I replied
"That's cool"
"Hmmm, and now I want to ask you something", I told varsha
"What is that??"
"Where is the photo which I had been asking you for quite a long time?"
"You really need that??"
"Do you think that I was kidding???, Am serious, I need your picture with your typical bright smile"
"You're crazy dude, with all these problems around you, you still need my pic...??!!"
"Yeah, I need it"
"I'll give it for sure"
"When??"
"VERY SOON BUDDY", Varsha smiled and I went mad...!
Contd...
Watch out for Part 12!
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Sunday, June 27, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 10
I came to know about Varsha through my friend Bhargavi. The first thing I noticed when I saw her was her smile.
I saw Swathi in her smile! It was difficult to differentiate between both the smiles.
"Hey, nice to meet you"
"Nice to meet you too", She smiled!
God, I literally saw Swathi in front of me!
"This is our first meet, I don't know anything much about you, but still, I want to tell you something Varsha", I said
"Ha ha, thats interesting, go ahead buddy"
"Your smile is just out of world", I said
"Is that a compliment??", she asked
"Ofcourse, it is a compliment, why do you doubt?"
"Nah nah, I just asked, I've seen many guys like you, some admired me and none had guts to express it and you are the first guy"
"And now, is that a compliment??", I asked varsha
"You can take it anyway", She smiled!
"I want you to do me a favor even though it is too early to ask you", I said
"What's that?"
"I need a photo of yours with that bright big smile of yours, do you have any??"
"Ofcourse, I have some, but why do you want that??"
"I'll tell you the reason, but am sure you won't beleive what I am going to say"
"Come on dude"
"I'll see your pic in the morning when I wake up. Seeing a smile like that in the morning will do lotta good, you know that?"
"Ha ha, why do you want to impress me???", she asked
"And that is why I told you that you won't beleive me"
"May be"
"Now, tell me, can I get your pic??", I asked her again
"Not now"
"Then when??"
She just smiled!
"Dude, no girl can replace swathi and her awesome smile", I told myself.
....................
I went to chennai on that day to meet Swathi! I told my mom that one of my friend is getting married and I am going to attend the marriage!
If you are in love, you have to lie! No other choice!
"Hey sweetu, I am planning to stay in private hostel, I hate this college hostel da", Swathi told me as we both waited for our zinger meal at KFC!
"Why dear, what happened??", I asked!
"I don't know, I don't like the people around me, they are selfish and there are lot of politics going on in my hostel"
"Politics??", I asked her
"That's a big story and now tell me. Do you know any girls staying in a private hostel here in chennai???, your relations or someone??"
"Ofcourse, how can you forget Lavanya??", I replied
"Oh yea, I forgot, your sister", She replied in a way that anyone can understand that she dint like me being so close to Lavanya
"Oops, now what kind of reaction is that??, you got to be careful dude", I thought
"May be, if you are not interested, I'll check with someone else", I said
"Not like that, she is staying alone or what?", swathi asked
"She got a roomie, her college mate"
"Will there be any vacant rooms there??", She asked as if am the hostel warden!
"Let me check with Lavanya and let you know soon"
"Why can't you ask now"
"Sure, I can", I told her and took my mobile out and called Lavanya!
Her number was Busy! Sometimes I feel pissed when Lavanya talks on phone with someone else when I call her. I even want to tell her the same, but I controlled myself! She always used to blabber on phone no matter even it is a wrong number and she never cared about my advise too!! But I never felt angry on her for whatever silly thing she did! Her love is the biggest reason for that.
"Whats up??", Swathi asked
"Her number is busy", I replied
"Hmmm, try later then, no harm"
"Cool. This zinger meal is awesome", I said!
"Yeah, even I love it"
"Hmmm"
"So what about your placements??", Swathi asked
"Ufffff, that's a big story Swathi, I chose to attend Caritor last week, but got out in the first round, what about you??", I asked her
"My placements are starting next month da and I was appointed as a placement co-ordinator", she replied
"Hey, thats cool, rock the show then"
"Thanks sweetu, but am kinda nervous"
"About what?"
"Am not sure whether I will get enough time to prepare for my placement. This co ordinator tag will kill most of my time"
"I have more confidence on you dear, you will rock", I said and heard my mobile ringing!
It was Lavanya!
"Annnaaaaaaa, tell me da! I was talking to rajesh!
"Rajesh, I wanna kick you like hell", I thought!
"I just called you to check about your hostel"
"My hostel? for what?"
"Swathi wants to stay there"
"Oh wow, Anni?????, super na! Ask her to come"
"Its not confirmed and first tell me, is there any vacant rooms there", I asked her
"There are some da anna"
"Are you sure??"
"I am sure", she said!
"Enna na, having good time with anni huh??", Lavanya continued
"Oh, nothing like that"
"Dont lie na, I know!", she replied!
I saw swathi's face and it turned little red! I understood the situation and if I continue talking to Lavanya, Swathi will go wild.
"Okie lavi, we'll talk later", I tried to hang her line
"Dei anna, don't try to escape, tell me. Where are you?? What my anni is doing?, take some snaps na", Lavanya was non stop!
"Nothing Lavi, I'll call you later"
"Dei anna, what is this??, You are ignoring me when anni is with you", Lavanya laughed!
"Not like that Lavi"
"I know anna, I was just kidding. Don't worry. I'll hang the line now. Have a good time with my anni! Convey my love to her. I love you soooo much, Mwaaaaahhhhh", Lavanya hanged the line!
"Thank god", I thought
"There are some rooms available it seems", I told swathi!
"I heard that"
"You heard??"
"Yeah, your lovable sister talks in a way that everyone around you can hear her", Swathi's voice changed a bit rough.
"Hmmm"
"I heard her telling about room vacancies, I heard her telling I love you and a sound after that, is that a Kiss??", Swathi asked me!
"Yeah"
"That too when I am with you??"
"She is my sister dear. Why you want to compare you with her. You are totally different"
"I don't want to tell anything da, its up to you, I never said no to Lavanya, but still you have to make sure that our relationship is smooth", She said!
"I swear dear, You know how much I love you", I tried to bring some smile on her face and got succeeded!
"So let me go and check her hostel and if everything is well, I will join there", Swathi told!
"God, I beg you, there should not be any vacant room by the time Swathi goes there. If she stays there, I am gone", I thought!
"That's a good idea", I replied her and heard a message tone in my mobile and it was from Lavanya!
"ANNAAAAAA, I CHECKED WITH MY WARDEN. THERE IS A VACANT ROOM OPPOSITE TO MINE AND IT IS THE ONLI ROOM AVAILABLE NOW. SO I TOLD MY WARDEN ABOUT SWATHI AND ASKED HER TO HOLD IT. SO SWATHI WILL SURELY GET IT. AM HAPPY THAT AM GONNA STAY WITH MY ANNI. I LOVE YOU:)"
If Swathi stays there, whenever Swathi sees Lavanya talking to me, she will get angry and Lavanya is going to be non stop for sure.
"Dude, you're screwd", I thought!
Contd....
Watch out for Part 11
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Saturday, June 26, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 9
"So, When are you planning to join?", Swathi asked as we both sat in the balcony at Swathi's place.
"Classes have already started and am planning to join next week, I need some more time to enjoy before I get dumped in that stupid college", I replied
"Hmmm, try to concentrate on your career, keep those enjoyments apart"
"Why do you always talk like my dad???"
"Its just because, after four years, I want you to be in a good position so that it will be an advantage for me when I talk to my parents about you"
"Girls always play safe"
"Come on da, I want to be practical"
"Hmmmm, you know what?, I've got a new sister"
"What you mean??", Swathi asked
"Lavanya, my new sister", I smiled
"Who is she??"
Its always difficult to explain a girl about another girl and it took almost 1 hour for me to explain her about Lavanya starting from her Orkut friend request!
"Hmmmm, that's nice to hear, but make sure that your relationship with Lavanya will not harm our relationship in any way", she replied!
"Well, is that a warning???? or is she asking me to chuck Lavanya outta my life???", I thought.
"It won't for sure", I replied after a pause
"I love you", she smiled!
"I Love you too"
"So take care, here after it will be pretty difficult for both us to meet often"
"I know"
"We will try to meet on weekends"
"Hmmmm"
"You study well, don't freak out too much in college, don't bunk the classes, be good and please don't think that I am talking like your dad", Swathi smiled!
"Shall I tell you something??"
"Ofcourse dear"
"When you smile, am going mad", I replied!
She smiled again.
"Please don't smile like that Swathi, you're killing me"
"I am flattered buddy", she replied!
"Its time for me to leave", I said
"Hmmm"
"Just an hmmm??", I asked her
"I don't know what to say"
"Don't worry, four years will pass like 4 months"
"Let us hope", She replied!
"Hmmmm, so I'll make a move dear"
"Wait da, just come inside for 5 minutes, I've something special for you"
"What's that?", I asked Swathi
"Just come inside", she told and went inside and I followed her.
"So what's that Swathi??", I asked
She Came near me. Hugged me tightly locked her lips with mine!
"I love you", she smiled but I saw tears in her eyes!
"I love you too"
"Now you can leave"
"Byee dear", I hugged her again.
I Badly wanted to kiss her again, but this time her mom came from kitchen and spoiled everything!
She looked like a villain for me at that moment!
.............
Three years passed!
I started loving Swathi more than anything.
Thanks to the distance which made me to realize how madly I love her!
On the other side, I started to love Lavanya too:) She is a part of my life now.
The two girl's had made my life beautiful with their presence! One as my love and another as my sister!
..............
Days passed pretty fast and just at the time when I thought there is no more room for any other girl in my life other than Swathi and Lavanya, there was this girl…
"Hey I am Varsha", She introduced herself!
Contd....
Watch out for Part 10
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Thursday, June 24, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 8
"Dude, you should not go there to her place when she is alone, it will end up in problem!
"Just think about your age, if you meet her alone in a private secured place, you cant control yourself buddy, keep that in your mind"
I hat lot of thoughts in my mind and finally I decided not to go to her place, after all it is gonna do good for me and Swathi!
.........
"Sweetu, I can't come this weekend, I have some work! Am so sorry!", I sent an sms to Swathi!
There wasn't any reply from her for almost an hour!
"Oops, she is getting ready for another fight or what??", I thought!
Its always better to keep your mouth shut when a angry women is shouting and I got mentally prepared for the same thinking about Swathi!
But to my surprise, she replied something different!
"That's OK dear, even I am going to Banglore with my parents. At the last moment, they are asking me to join them and I have no other choice"
"Hmmm, good! Go and come back safe. I'll miss you", I replied her
"I'll miss you too. Anna is sitting next to me, so don't text me", she replied!
"And for god's sake please don't use all those sweetu's and sweetheart's in your text while I am at home! If my brother sees that, you're gone buddy,Byeeee"
Swathi signed off!!
"Thank god, she is going to Banglore! If that is not the case, she would've killed me for not meeting her", I thought!
Girl's are always smart in love. If the guy commits a mistake, its a biggest blunder for them, and if they commit any mistake, its nothing.
Swathi had never missed to react the same way whenever she get a chance.
But still, that had made me to love her more and more and am not able to figure of the reason for that.
..............
"Hey da, How are you?, are you online?", I saw Lavanya's scrap on Orkut!
"Am good and of course am online, add me in messenger", I gave my ID to her!
"You want to chat with her privately just because you don't want anyone to check your chat history?? or you don't want Swathi to check out the chat history??", I asked myself!
"Nice to see you in messenger buddy, so its been quite a long since we both spoke and you know what?, I missed you", Lavanya told!
"Hmmm", I replied back
"Enna da?? just a Hmmm??"
"Yeah, you want me to say something else or what??"
"Nothing"
"Hmmm..even I missed you", I said
"Thats sweet of you da"
"Yeah, am always sweet you know", I replied
"This is the thing! This kinda replies from you, very frank and jovial, it makes me to go mad on you"
"Mad on me??", I asked her
"Yeah, I love you idiot", she said
"I love youuuuuuuuuuu??, No dude noooo. ManagingSswathi alone is a big task for you and if Lavanya joins the list, its going to be impossible for you", I thought!
"What you mean Lavanya?", I asked
"Don't you know what I meant?"
"You love me??"
"Yeah, pretty much"
"But am committed", I replied!
The next five minutes she had sent only the smileys resembling a heavy laugh!
"Whats so funny about that?", I asked
"About what?"
"About my relationship"
"If I say I love you, I doesn't mean the way like how you're thinking now", she smiled again
"Then what?"
"Its something different da, am not able to express"
"See Lavanya, you don't know about Swathi. If she comes to know that you had proposed me, she will go mad! Even I love her madly you know", I replied
"Oh!!! her name is Swathi?? so sweet"
"I know that"
"BTW, when did I proposed you da??", she asked me
"Then what you wanna do?
"You remember??, when we spoke last week, you told me that you had always love to have a younger sister??"
"yeah", I replied
"You know what, even am longing for the same"
"For a younger sister??", I asked
"No idiot, I always wanted to have a elder brother who can guide me in all my goods and bads", she said.
"That's sweet"
"And you know what??"
"What??"
"I LOVE YOU ANNA:)", she smiled!
Contd...
Watch out for Part 9!!
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Sunday, June 20, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 7
"LAVANYA", I tried to figure out her for almost and hour, and at last I got a hint!
She is my friend's friend! I had spoke to her once when my friend was talking to her!!
Well, that had happened almost 6 months before and why does she gave me friend request now???, I thought!
I accepted her request and replied her back!
"I do remember you, good to see you back"
..........
Some say that having bed coffee is one of the worst habit to follow, but I never cared about it! I had a sip and took the news magazine!
A girl cheated in love had filed a complaint against that guy in the local police station
Its so sick to think that most of the girls("few girls" for those who are not ready to accept the word "MOST") goes behind the guys who cheat them!
Chuck out this girl, what happened to my girl??, I thought and took my mobile!
As I expected, there weren't any message from Swathi!
"What mistake did I do??, supporting my mom is a biggest mistake or what?", I asked myself!
Girls always over react and Swathi is not exceptional!
"So you're not gonna have your breakfast or what??", mom asked me
"Nope, not at all, I am damn hungry actually"
"Then brush your teeth and come soon", she told
I was damn hungry but I was not even able to eat anything!! Thanks to Swathi!
...........
"Are you still angry??", I sent an sms to Swathi!
Sometimes I hate myself to the core for doing things like this!
"You weren't wrong, and she is overreacting! Why the hell you want to convince her?", I shouted at myself
"You should never talk to her even if she is apologizing"
"You should never text her even if she replies you now"
"First of all Switch off your mobile", I told myself and took my mobile!
"Am sorry sweetheart, so sorry", text from Swathi!
"Oh dear, why should you ask that, its my fault, I always wanted to hurt you, I should ask you sorry for that", I replied!
"No da, I'll adjust! Its for your mom na, you take care of her, I'll manage", she replied back
"Thats so sweet of you dear, I love you", I replied
"Come to my home in this week, I wanna meet you", she replied!
"Sure honey, I'll let you know", I replied her back!
"Okie da, I am leaving to temple now, will catch you later", she signed off!
"A few minutes before, you decided not to reply her back, not to talk with her!! But why the fuck you dint do all those things now???, love is screwing you dude and its gonna screw you more", I thought!
...............
The next day!!
"Hey, nice to see your reply, well what you do???", I saw Lavanya's reply on Orkut
"Am just stepping in to college and what about you?"! I replied her back!
"Am a year junior to you buddy", She replied back!
I was surprised to see her reply immediately and found that she is in online!
"Oh that's good, so yar online eh?? cool"
"Hmmm, so buddy tell me! You spoke too much on that day"
"When?"
"Hey, you forgot or what??, the first time when you spoke to me"
"Oh yea, and sorry for that, I just did it for fun"
"No big deal buddy, I dint take it seriously too"
"That's cool then"
"So what else??"
....
....
....
....
....
We chatted for almost 3 hours on that day and it continued for almost a week!
"I like you very much da, you're so jovial and funny"
This is how she ended up the chat at last after a week of chatting!
"Oops, what is this??, its gonna end up in a problem buddy! Keep it in mind that Swathi is already there for you"
"Why do you want to think like that?, she may feel in a different way too"
"Whatever it may be, it always better to keep distance from other girls specially when you have a girl friend like Swathi who is possessive on you! Your mom's issue is the best example buddyy", I thought!
Just in a moment I read her reply, all these things came in to my mind!!!
"You gotta be careful dude", I told myself and took my mobile!
"Hey, you know what?, my parents are going out this weekend and I'll be alone, why cant you join me at my home??", a text from Swathi!!
.......
Contd
Watch out for Part 8!!
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 6
18 months passed and love life tasted sweet for me!! We finished our Schooling too!
Swathi had become a part of my life! I had gone to a stage where, I thought that without her there is nothing for me in this world.
On a fine day, I got a call from my school telling that they are going to issue the mark sheet!
The next moment, I received an sms from Swathi!
"Tomorrow is the last day. I dunno when I'll meet you again and am gonna miss you badly. Do come to school soon, I'll be waiting for you at the roof top near water tank!"
As she said, even I am not sure that when I'll meet Swathi again as she is gonna join in a private college in Chennai and I had joined in a local college near by my home just to keep my mom happy!
If any guy is in love, its difficult to keep his mom and the girl, both happy at the same time! They have to sacrifice either one among them and am not ready to let my mom to miss me!
............
"I hate this", Swathi felt bad!
We both were sitting at the roof top with the mark sheets in our hand! For the past one year, we had spent most of our time here!!
"What?",
"Why can't you join some college in Chennai?? For your marks, you will get some good colleges in Chennai",
"I know, but still I cant let my mom to stay alone here without me"
"Your mom is important to you na??, then leave me", she said!
"See, I may love you, but still she is my mom! Why the hell you're talking like this?", I got irritated!
"B'coz I love you", Swathi started to cry!!
Girl's are always sentimental! Swathi reacted in a way that she loves me madly and am not loving her anymore!
"Do you think that am not loving you or what??", I asked her
"Why do you ask like that"
"B'coz you're reacting in a way that you're gonna miss me and am gonna enjoy it"
"What??"
"Why do you want me to come to Chennai?", I asked her
"I just don't wanna miss you da"
"But if I come there, my mom will miss me",
"You can meet her in the weekend na?", she asked me
"You really dunno about my mom, she is so sensitive",
"This is not fair da", she said!
"Why do you think so??"
"You are not ready to give up your mom now itself and am worried about our future"
"Why you want to link this silly thing with our future"
"Its not silly for me da"
"Then?"
"In future if your mom say no to our love, you will leave me", she got angry!
"Girls are so sick", I shouted!
"Why do you want to scold the entire girl's community, if you have any anger, scold me, JUST ME", she raised her voice a bit.
"Its not about anger Swathi"
"Then what?, I had been noticing you from this morning, you never shown any reaction, You look calm n cool"
"What kinda statement is this??"
"You don't have 1% of the tension and feelings that I have now"
"Girl's always want to express themselves, guy wont, is that a mistake??", I thought!
"Do answer me something da"
"So what??, you want to me to cry like a little child??",
"I don't want you to do that"
"Then???, what you want?"
"Join some college in Chennai, please! Its for me"
"Am really sorry Swathi, I love you so much. But for that, I cant leave my mom alone here and come there to Chennai"
"Then you forgot me", She said!
"Swathi, what are you talking???",
"You never care for me da", She cried
"Its not like that dear"
"Then what?"
"Nothing, I am leaving"
"Swathi??"
"Sorry da, please don't call me here after, am leaving you forever"
"Swathi....whats happening to you??"
"If your not ready to sacrifice your mom's love, am not ready to die everyday without seeing you and its better to leave you forever", she stood up and started to leave!
"Swathi, where are you going??", I tried to stop her
She dint even care to hear me and when I was about to call her again , she was already gone!
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I dint had my dinner that day. I shouted at my sister for no reason. Whatever I saw, it looked ugly for me for the first time after felling in love. I was not able to sleep. Without knowing what to do, I opened my lappie and logged in to orkut!
There were some three friend requests. Some two unknownn guys and before I could see the third person, my mobile pinged!
"DON'T CALL ME HERE AFTER", it was from Swathi!
I got pissed and threwed my mobile and came back to Orkut again!
"HEY DO YOU REMEMBER ME?? THIS IS LAVANYA", that was the third friend request!!
Contd..
watch out for part 7!!
Part 7 will be after 4 days:)
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