En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 1

In a guy's life there are no chapters without a girl!!
Somewhere, sometime, there will be a girl...N in my life I had few...

Just for some reasons, am changing the names of those angels who had made my life beautiful n memorable till now...

It all started with Priya when I was too young to differentiate between love and friendship, the time when I thot like talking to a girl itself is love :P!!
Priya broke all those jiffs inside me!

First girl in a guy's life is always special no matter its a love or friendship. Priya is very special to me.

I dunno how many of you guys will accept this, Guys always loves to share things with a girl than a guy and yea I love it too!

"Oyeee", I pinged her as she sat next to me in the maths class! The only girl I feel lotta comfortable without any thots inside me while sitting next!
"Listen to the class", She replied!
Gals are always studious! I hate that!

"Chuck it, who cares bout all those X squares n Y squares, its like we screw ourself!", I replied.
"Idiot", She said!
"Thanks, but still I want to tell you something very special to you, as yar pretty special to me!", I told!
"Oyee, wats that?", she was curious!
"Now shut and listen to the class", I replied!
"Stupid Guy's attitude", She told!
"And now, dont drag the whole guys in the world inside this, its just between you n me", I replied!
"Then tell me wats so sepcial bout wat yar gonna say", She told me!
"Its all about love", I replied!
"Love??? you??? who is that unlucky???", She said!
"N now this is the stupid Gal's attitude!", I replied!
"Chill chill, just tell me who is that gal??", she asked!
"Definitely not you", I told!
"I'll kill you", I expected that reply from her!
"My pleasure!!"
"Dai, dont be stupid, just tell me, who is she??"
"To tell the truth, its more a crush than a love!", I replied!
"Who cares bout love n crush, I just wanna know who is she", priya told!
"Aparna!!!", I replied!
"Aparna???....Yar uncle's daughter right?????", She asked!
"Ofcourse, do you have any doubt in tat?"
"Ada paavi, kudumbathula kozhapam undu panaatha", She warned me!
"Wen it comes to love, who will care bout family n relations????", I replied!
"Love???, not even a minute before you told like, its more or less like a crush than love, and now how come ya can tell that its love??", She asked!
"Ha ha, that was a good question and that why am asking you, wat should I do??", I asked her!
"Wat you mean?", She replied!
"Do you feel that am in love??", I asked her!
"How can you expect me to answer this when you yourself was not clear about it??", she asked me!!
"Its simple!! Its just becoz yar my better half!!", I replied!
She smiled!

"What?", I asked her!
"Nothing"
"Then answer me", I told!
"I'll tell you soon", She replied!
"Soon??", I asked!
"Yeah very soon, n now listen to the class", she told!
"Why should I??", I asked her!
"Its just becoz, am your better half and am telling you, wont you do??"!
"No more talks, Am gonna listen", I replied!


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"So its been a week now, and still you hadn't told me anything", I told priya as we both sat opposite to each other and started eating at our school canteen!
"What?", she asked!
"What???, did ya forgot?? aparna...my love..my crush, my uncle's........."
"Okay okay, I got it...n now you shut", She stopped me!
"Okay, so tell me", I asked her!
"Well, I dont think that yar in love!! Wat do you think???", She asked me!

I just looked at her!
"Ennada paakura?", she asked me!
"Nothing, you continue", I replied!
"What do you think?, yar still in school, and even aparna is in school and how can you expect her to love you back?, wont you feel hurt?, all these things comes at this age, thanks to our indian cinema industry"
"Its all a mere infactuation da, understand that first", she continued!
I kept silent!
"Do react something buddy", She told me!
"So what you want me to do?", I asked her!
"Leave those crush stuffs n concentrate on yar studies first", she told!
"Done", I replied her!

"Shall I ask you something??", she told!
"Ofourse, ya can ask me anything", I replied!
"May be ya would've felt in love with aparna, but still how did ya told "DONE" immediately wen i asked you not to go after aparna?", she asked me!
"Its just because you are my better half", I told her and started to eat!
We dint talk after that!


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"So yar gonna leave this school?", I asked her with the marksheet in my hand!
"I got to, and even yar gonna join a different school right?", she asked me!
"Yeah, am gonna, but not in the school where ya gonna join", I replied!
"I know, coz am gonna join in a Girl's school, and one cant expect you to join there", she smiled!

"Why you look so dull?", she asked me!
"I donno, may be I'll miss you", I replied!
"Hmmm", she replied!
"Wont you??", I asked!!
"I wont", She smiled!
"Priya.....??"
"Coz, yar my better half da", she told and started back to her home!!
"Take care, olunga padikira valiya paaru", she advised me!
"I will", I replied!

I really wanted to hug her at that moment, but the surroundings dint permit me to proceed!! Fuck the soceity!!

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CONTD......
Watch out for PART 2!!

Nostalgic moments at CSI Hr Sec School :)

21/09/2008.
It was 8am in the morning, i was sleeping like hell. Guess i was in front of Tajmahal, dancing for a duet with kareena kapoor in ma dreams . This Riyaz called me n spoiled the dreams.
"Dei, come to skool at 10 da, yogesh too will come. Don't make it late.", i felt like thrashing him, but controlled!!.
"Ok da, I'll. You too come soon, cya there", i dropped the call.
Yeah we had planned for a get together at our school.
I closed ma eyes again, searched for kareena kapoor, but not even paravai muniyama came !! No use of sleeping further, so i got up from bed.
"Wat a miracle, you woke up so soon!!", my mom was surprised actually.
"Am going to CSI mom, some of ma old friends are coming, where is ma coffee??", i asked ma mom while ma eyes where fully focussed in the newspaper!! How awesome it is to have coffee without brushing the teeth, very few knew bout it!!

I confirmed with Prisci bout her presence. Atlast i got ready.
"Dei, return soon da", I had not even started, but even before that ma mom told me. Sometimes you feel good to have such a caring, affectionate mom. But am 22 now, still she is afraid bout me n ma driving, that made me to feel kinda different.
"I guess, I'll be late mom, I'll call u then", i told ma mom n started.

I took just a matter of two minutes for me to reach the school.
CSI MATRICULATION HR SEC SCHOOL. The school where i had studied for 12 long years, from ma LKG to 10th. Just a matter of second i stepped inside the campus, i saw each n every moment i enjoyed here, in front of me. Wow, almost everyone in this world would've loved that n of course am one of the everyone!!

I parked ma bike in the stand. Started to walk. There's no one in the campus except me. I searched for Prisci.
"She might be inside the church", i thought. As i thought, she came out from the church n asked me to wait for sometime till the prayer ends and she went back. I called Riyaz n asked him to come soon. Lazy guy, he spoiled ma dreams, n now he's making it late. I started to walk around, n finally sat in the steps in front of the stage. Felt like am sitting in front of 700 students, i remembered the assembly meet that used to happen every morning!! Everybody would've got some unforgettable moments n ofcourse i got many. The mischievs i did in the class, ma first crush, the fraud work i did during the lab classes...huh, lot to tell. But even in those incidents, some of the them are rely special .

When i looked around the school, the first thing i noticed was, in these six years, the chemistry lab dint change at all. It looked the same. There is a special reason for me to mention about chemistry lab now. Ma last happy moment at CSI happened in the very same lab.

ANRU ORU NAAL...

BOARD PRACTICALS - CHEMISTRY LAB:

In the Chemistry practicals, there are two portions. Volumetric Analysis and Salt Analysis. I donno how to do the both . It was raghu, standing in front of me. Thank god, both of them got the same experiment in volumetric analysis. I asked Raghu to start the experiment. Some 5 mins, he got the color change in his solution and i asked him the End point.
"19.2", he told.
I opened the valve in ma burette. Started to mix the solution. We're supposed to note the color change carefully. But instead i was busy waiting for the solution in burette to reach 19.2 level. I dint even noticed in what color the solution is, but i closed the valve when it reached 19.2!! Yippee, i finished the experiment, i jumped in joy. Now, i saw the solution, oh god!!, i don't even know what color is that. We're supposed to get the pale pink color, but mine was totally different. I called Raghu again.
"Dei, wats this?? i stopped at 19.2, but i dint got the exact color da, what could be the problem??"
"Did you add Hydrochloric acid with it in the beginning before starting the titration??", he asked me
"Ada paavi, why you dint tell me this before, i donno da, I'll add now", i told n searched for HCL in the lab.I added two drops, thats it, the entire solution turned dark blue instead of pale pink!! Huh, wat to do now??, this lab internal will yell at me!! I came back to ma place.
"Dei, what da, am getting blue color??", i asked Raghu again
"You're supposed to add it before the titration n not after it, n thats why you're getting this color", what a great discovery by Raghu!!!
"You idiot, why the hell you dint tell me when i went to add HCL???", i shouted in way that onli Raghu can hear me.
He laughed at me.
"Am i doin any comedy or wat???", i asked myself.

The lab internal came to me to check the endpoint. I hided the solution.
"So wats your end point??"
"19.2 ma'am, and i got the pale pink color", i told her.
"is it???, show me the solution", she asked me
Gosh, why the hell i mentioned bout the pale pink color now, if at all i stopped with the end point alone, she would've went, but now she's asking me to show the solution. I showed it to her.
"Is this is pale pink?", she asked
"Yes ma'am", i replied her without any shame.
"Are you blind?"
"Not at all ma'am, but this color is what am getting", i replied her.
"You guys are fit for nothing, how many time i would've taught you??", she yelled at me
"Your teaching is not good, your teaching changed a bright student like me in to a dull student", ha ha..i felt like saying this to her, but i controlled.

Some 45 mins from then, i came outta lab.
"How you did da??", a guy from second batch asked me.
"sooooper da, am the first to get the perfect end point", i told him
Immediately a guy kicked me at back, it was Raghu!! I donno why, i started to laugh loudly, and so did Raghu!!
"Why the hell you making noise here, get lost", the lab internal shouted.
"sardhaan podiiiiii", i thought!!, n we continued laughing but moved away from that place!!

Well, that happened to be the last day at school!! The day no one will forgot!!

INRU...

I heard a car horn sound, that was someone who came to church. Honda CIVIC, one of ma dream car. I Wish i could own one. Well, this Riyaz still not came, n Yogesh...totally no idea about where is he.
"Nobody is punctual other than you", i told myself
It was pretty hot, n so i got up from the stage n started to walk. I saw a classroom, it was 3rd std.
I remembered ma first crush!! It happened at ma 3rd grade!! he he he...too early to have a crush na, but wat to do . After all its ARIYAADHA VAYASU . I guess, no one knows bout ma first crush, i feel glad to share it with you all people...
Yeah its LEENA MARIAM!!

ANTHA SILA NAATKAL...

I used to sit next to Leena during ma 3rd grade and there started everything. Even at that age itself i used to check out her. She used to write those four line note book stuffs for me, coz, i got a poor hand writing. Whenever i saw a love song, i used to remember leena!! . I enjoyed ma days with her, sitting next to her. ufff...athellam oru kaalam!! She left the school then, i felt like i was left alone!! I missed her badly. I rely donno where is she, and what she is doin now, but there is always a place for her in ma heart!!!

This is for Leena Mariam:
Hey Leena, I wish u read this blog sometime in future. But i wanna tell you one thing. If u fall in love with me after reading this, sorry to say this, AM COMMITTED now.

INRU...

I heard someone calling me, i turned back. It was Riyaz. Lazy fellow .Sam and Prisci followed him, then Yogesh!!! All came. Very few turned up for the meet actually, but still the next few hours we all enjoyed to the core!! We all went back to our school days actually!!

Some three hours then, we all were about to leave, i carved ma name in a tree!! so did the others!!! We left the school then.

KAALAM KADANTHU SELGAIYIL
ANTHA THANI MARAM
ENGAL PEYARAI UCHARIKUM!!

Malarum Ninaivugal...Group Study with Sathish!!

Seems like, if i chat with ma friends, i'll get some awesome topics to write!! ha ha, this time its rasika!!. While chatting with her, I asked her like, what doing???
"just came home....a few mins back...was at my friend's house studying...", She replied!!

Wow, i remembered the days when i used to study along with sathish in his home!!

It was during ma third year of engineering. Myself n Sathi both were in study holidays. I hate studying, especially in study holidays. n ofcourse, Sathi is pretty much the same!! ha ha, after all we both are UYIR NANBARGAL!. Exactly at 9am, he called me!!!

Me : solda!!
Sathish : Enna mama panra??
Me: Veetla padi padi-nu uyira vaanguraanga da :(
Sathish : Enga veetlayum athe thaan da, nammala purinchika maatenguraanga :(
ME : Yeah machi.
Sathish : Group study panalaama??
Me: Naan kekalaam-nu vandhaen, athukulla nee ketuta da, this is wat we call friendship mama!
Sathish : he he he, yes da. Ok, wen are u coming???
Me: Naan innum kulikala, so i'll take bath n come at 10.
Sathish : ok da, come soon.
Me : yeah ok, Byeee
Sathish: Byeee

I took bath immediately. Mom scolded me to have breakfast, N so i had one dosa. Now, i searched for the longest note book I've got (wondering why??? u'll find the reason in the later part of this post!! ). Told my mom like, am going to college to meet the HOD (She knows bout me n Sathi too, n yea she wont allow me for sure if i tell the truth!). Am pretty much punctual, reached Sathi's home by 10 o clock sharp! Sathi's mom was sitting in the hall, "Ennada padika vanthiya???",she asked me, "YES", i replied her with a big smile!

Wen i entered Sathi's room, he was comfortably seated in the bed, with a book opened in front of him.
"Eppada vantha, naan serious-ah padichitu irunthaen,so i dint noticed wen u came", without any kinda shame he asked me!!
I jumped in to the bed, kept some pillows near me. Hmmm, am feeling comfortable now!! Now, i opened the long note book which i bought, kept my mobile in between! If Sathi's mom see me from outside, it'll look like, am reading!! (ha ha, hope u got it, y i searched for that long note book!! ). Sathish too did the same. Now, we both started chatting in mobile messenger, ha ha!! what a wonderful job!!

In between, Sathi's mom prepared tea for us. Oh yeah, we were very tired of reading, we badly need tea!! After having tea, again we both started! ha ha, it continued for an hour. Now we are bored of chatting.
"Ennada pannalaam?? ", i asked sathi.
"Let us play games da. Get the bookmarks from Ranjith, for downloading games", he told me!
Ranjith, another fraud like us, texted me the bookmark immediately. Yeah, we got it atlast! We both started downloading the games. Some 15 minutes from then, we got deeply involved in playing games, suddenly we heard a voice, "Padichathu pothum, saapda vaangada", sathi's mom called both of us for lunch!!. ha ha, again we both are tired playing games, had stomach full of food!!

"Mama, konja neram rest edukalaam da", sathi told me, we both slept. After an hour, my mom called me.
"Just now am gonna start from college ma, HOD made me to wait for a long time". i told her!!
"Ok come soon", she replied n hanged the line!!
I woke him up , "Mama, my mom is calling me da, i've to go now, study well, i'll come again tomorrow".
"ok da. Olunga padi!", again without any shame he advised me!!
I came back home!!!
This happened for some two weeks, ha ha!! We did the same everyday!!

Uffff...Athellam oru kaalam!!!

PS:- Myself n sathi, both are from different college, different dept, different Universities!!! ha ha ha

Felt bored!! N yea, this is wat i did :)

Nowadays am finding it pretty difficult to kill the time in home. Well, thinking bout wat to do, i was looking after the fotos which i took during the alumni meet in ma skool. Suddenly something flashed in ma mind. ha ha, opened photoshop in ma system n this is wat i did....

































































any comments????

Two years in VEDAVALLI VIDYALAYA:)

Well, being jobless at home, I decided to pen down something about my school life..
Am not a good writer, so don't mind for any mistakes in my writing!

Here we go....

After my 10th grade, I planned to join vedavalli as my cousin was studying there. Everything happened so soon, and it was ma first day in vedavalli Vidyalaya.

When I entered the classroom, it was kind of pretty new atmosphere where Girls and Boys mingled together!! To be frank, I had never been in to such kind of classroom as in my previous school, a guy talking to a girl was considered as a greatest sin.

There was no place for me to sit and a guy stood up.
"Dude, get up and give him a place!!" that was Nithyanandam!
I felt like I was being teased by him, but I just told him a thanks and got seated in the first bench! That was the first time in my life, I am sitting in the first bench. I felt pretty uncomfortable.

Immediately my eyes started to search for girls. A typical boys's attitude..
I found two girls laughed at me and still I am wondering why...
Well, the girls in my class were not up to ma expectations though!

Two days passed and we had another new joinee to our class and that was a girl. I haven't noticed her in the beginning but it was during the General Assembly, I saw her as she was standing parallel to me.
I called Ramu
"Ramu, who is she??", I asked
"New admission dude", tats all he told!! He dint know her name and I was pretty curious to know her name I asked someother guys but all invain.
We came back to class and we had language class.
The teacher was taking attendance and I was very keen to know her name and atlast I got succeeded.

Days passed and I stopped checking out her then and I got some awesome frnds. We had fun to the core. Did all kind of nonsence in the school and I started love my new school!!

I am now some six months old in Vedavalli Vidyalaya and here comes that GIRL again!! I spoke to her for the first time and found her pretty cool. I started liking her and we started to share a good rapport.

Days passed again. and on a fine day, we all were informed that the seatings will be rearranged by our HM. The plan was avoid the gap between girls and boys and made girls to sit between to guys which I felt weird. I had never been like that, sitting next to a girl, but my heart was pumping fast.

"How awesome it'll be if she sits next to me!!" I prayed god but everything went invain. She was in the first bench, and I was in the last bench!! First time in my life, I felt too bad for grewing tall.

Days in school life was always awesome and it always amazing to think how fast the time passes.
We were heading towards our 12th grade and as expected everybody started to advice me!! Gosh, I hate advice. But being helpless, I heard all those patiently.
Lots of stress, tution, assingments, test. I am not a Geek, but a average student. But even then, I felt like I am under stress and in between this GIRL started to move pretty close with me!!
I felt some different feel inside me and I guess it was all cinema effect.

As days passes furhter, everybody found that me and she are pretty close and they started to tease us which is pretty common in school life. And the problem went a step further as our HM found out that we both are pretty close.
HM asked both of us to come n meet her in the evening. I was wondering why as I had no idea about for what she had called us. But when we went, there was loads n loads of advice for us. To tell the truth, we both are just friends at that time, but my HM imagined all nonsense and started advising us as if we both are lovers.3

"Its just an infactutaion, and dont get distracted by this, concentrate in your studies." She continued for almost an hour
I never listened to any of her advice, but i started to have some different kinda feel on that GIRL!! I really don'no what am doing was right or wrong!! But, I was not able to divert myself.

Atlast I was in 12th grade. We were asked to attend the special classes some 20 days before the school reopens. I was in cloud nine, just because I thought that I could mee her all the day!! Fortunately, we both sat next to each other, and there were no words to express how I felt at tat time!
But confusions started to grip me tighter as I was not sure whether its a friendship or love. I reckon she too would've felt the same. I started to realize tat it may be some infactuation as my HMtold. But, I was in a mind set like, even if its an infactuation, am not gonna stop it!!

Even though lot of people teased us, my frnds stood behind me. I don'no what they thought bout us, but they dint object anything. I felt like, i was gifted with such kinda frnds!!

Days passed...

We all enjoyed our time in schoo to the core!!
Morning tution with frnds, then school and again in the evening we had tution!! Days moved damn fast!! But, again lots of stress!! We were made to write test daily and I started to hate studies

One fine day, myself and her sat together and started to discuss about our future.

"How good it'll be if we both continue our career in a same college", I told her.
But, I know its pretty difficult. Coz she is a GEEK, n am pretty average!!

I saw in many movies, a zero will be a hero if he's in love, but it never happened in ma case.
Revision exams started and my highest mark in the entire 12th grade is around 72% but her score will be not less than 90%. I tried my level best to match with her in studies thinking that atleast we will find a chance to study in a same college.

Board exams came and it was feb,2004 we were given study hols for a month.
I started to work hard, keeping her in mind. Sometime when I think about it, it sounded funny, but still i was able to give up her and it pushed me to work hard.

I wrote all the papers consideralbly well. But even then I had some fear in me thinking whether I will be able to score good marks so tat we both can study in the same college. We had a big break after our exams and I started to miss her.

But later, I started to miss my school more than her. For the first time actually I felt like that.
"I had been in this school for 2 yrs, but never felt like this and whats up with you now??", I asked myself.
I felt like crying and with all these worries I never enjoyed my holidays.

One fine morning, I saw in a newspaper that the board exam results will published the next day. My heart started to beat fast.
And my situation at that time had forced me to travel to banglore to meet one my cousin and I went there on the day of my result. and being there, I was not able to check my results as we dint have net facility and also mobile phones are not much familiar that time among the students. And after a huge struggle I managed to get my results and I scored 86%. That was the first time in my life, I crossed 80%.
Thanks to her n to my SCHOOL!!

Now, I was curious to know her marks. But I was not able to find it on that day.
The next day morning, I called her, and her mom told that she got some 90+%.
The first time in my life, I felt like, I dint study well.
But it was too late to realise!!

She joined some private college in chennai then and I joined in the nearby college in my locality.
My school life came to an end and its one of the hardest thing one will come across in his/her life!!

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Four years went pretty fast! To be frank, we both are still in love, and its no more an infactuation. Fortunately we both got a good job now, and we're bout to join our conern very soon.

Well, it was just two years in vedavalli vidyalaya, but it gave me a perfect meaning to my life. Its not just b'coz tat I found ma love in this school, but I got some gem of friends. They are my everything now. We guys do meet daily nowadays and we visit the skool often, no matter we're invited or not.

I can't even able to imagine how I'll be now, if I had not joined this school. Thanks to Vedavalli Vidyalaya. It rocks!!