In a guy's life there are no chapters without a girl!!
Somewhere, sometime, there will be a girl...N in my life I had few...
Just for some reasons, am changing the names of those angels who had made my life beautiful n memorable till now...
It all started with Priya when I was too young to differentiate between love and friendship, the time when I thot like talking to a girl itself is love :P!!
Priya broke all those jiffs inside me!
First girl in a guy's life is always special no matter its a love or friendship. Priya is very special to me.
I dunno how many of you guys will accept this, Guys always loves to share things with a girl than a guy and yea I love it too!
"Oyeee", I pinged her as she sat next to me in the maths class! The only girl I feel lotta comfortable without any thots inside me while sitting next!
"Listen to the class", She replied!
Gals are always studious! I hate that!
"Chuck it, who cares bout all those X squares n Y squares, its like we screw ourself!", I replied.
"Idiot", She said!
"Thanks, but still I want to tell you something very special to you, as yar pretty special to me!", I told!
"Oyee, wats that?", she was curious!
"Now shut and listen to the class", I replied!
"Stupid Guy's attitude", She told!
"And now, dont drag the whole guys in the world inside this, its just between you n me", I replied!
"Then tell me wats so sepcial bout wat yar gonna say", She told me!
"Its all about love", I replied!
"Love??? you??? who is that unlucky???", She said!
"N now this is the stupid Gal's attitude!", I replied!
"Chill chill, just tell me who is that gal??", she asked!
"Definitely not you", I told!
"I'll kill you", I expected that reply from her!
"My pleasure!!"
"Dai, dont be stupid, just tell me, who is she??"
"To tell the truth, its more a crush than a love!", I replied!
"Who cares bout love n crush, I just wanna know who is she", priya told!
"Aparna!!!", I replied!
"Aparna???....Yar uncle's daughter right?????", She asked!
"Ofcourse, do you have any doubt in tat?"
"Ada paavi, kudumbathula kozhapam undu panaatha", She warned me!
"Wen it comes to love, who will care bout family n relations????", I replied!
"Love???, not even a minute before you told like, its more or less like a crush than love, and now how come ya can tell that its love??", She asked!
"Ha ha, that was a good question and that why am asking you, wat should I do??", I asked her!
"Wat you mean?", She replied!
"Do you feel that am in love??", I asked her!
"How can you expect me to answer this when you yourself was not clear about it??", she asked me!!
"Its simple!! Its just becoz yar my better half!!", I replied!
She smiled!
"What?", I asked her!
"Nothing"
"Then answer me", I told!
"I'll tell you soon", She replied!
"Soon??", I asked!
"Yeah very soon, n now listen to the class", she told!
"Why should I??", I asked her!
"Its just becoz, am your better half and am telling you, wont you do??"!
"No more talks, Am gonna listen", I replied!
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"So its been a week now, and still you hadn't told me anything", I told priya as we both sat opposite to each other and started eating at our school canteen!
"What?", she asked!
"What???, did ya forgot?? aparna...my love..my crush, my uncle's........."
"Okay okay, I got it...n now you shut", She stopped me!
"Okay, so tell me", I asked her!
"Well, I dont think that yar in love!! Wat do you think???", She asked me!
I just looked at her!
"Ennada paakura?", she asked me!
"Nothing, you continue", I replied!
"What do you think?, yar still in school, and even aparna is in school and how can you expect her to love you back?, wont you feel hurt?, all these things comes at this age, thanks to our indian cinema industry"
"Its all a mere infactuation da, understand that first", she continued!
I kept silent!
"Do react something buddy", She told me!
"So what you want me to do?", I asked her!
"Leave those crush stuffs n concentrate on yar studies first", she told!
"Done", I replied her!
"Shall I ask you something??", she told!
"Ofourse, ya can ask me anything", I replied!
"May be ya would've felt in love with aparna, but still how did ya told "DONE" immediately wen i asked you not to go after aparna?", she asked me!
"Its just because you are my better half", I told her and started to eat!
We dint talk after that!
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"So yar gonna leave this school?", I asked her with the marksheet in my hand!
"I got to, and even yar gonna join a different school right?", she asked me!
"Yeah, am gonna, but not in the school where ya gonna join", I replied!
"I know, coz am gonna join in a Girl's school, and one cant expect you to join there", she smiled!
"Why you look so dull?", she asked me!
"I donno, may be I'll miss you", I replied!
"Hmmm", she replied!
"Wont you??", I asked!!
"I wont", She smiled!
"Priya.....??"
"Coz, yar my better half da", she told and started back to her home!!
"Take care, olunga padikira valiya paaru", she advised me!
"I will", I replied!
I really wanted to hug her at that moment, but the surroundings dint permit me to proceed!! Fuck the soceity!!
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CONTD......
Watch out for PART 2!!
Saturday, June 12, 2010
En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 1
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Life is a Journey....
Life is a journey n how true is tat..
There are days wen we cried to go to school n there are a days wen we cried to go back to home from college!!
There are days wen we used to hang out with our frnds for the whole day, n there are days wen we will find less than 5 mins to talk to our same frnds!
There are days wen we used to shout at mom for not cookin well, n there are days wen we used to call her n tell tat we miss her cooking!
Life changes alot n everything happens....
N yea, my life too is a sweet lil journey..
FOrtunately i got some time to recall it back, n it was something we call heavenly feel..with full of happiness n pain!
Its been 22 years now, how drastically my life has been changed...
" Life romba maaridichu-na, its so unpredictable, but still, its damn good", i told razvi.
"Dei, enna thoonga vidu da, he yelled at me n slept immediately!!
Some 19 yrs back, ma parents forced me to join LKG in a nearby skool, n i cried like hell to go, but there is where ma journey started actually!!
Both ma dad n mom were working at that time, they tried hard outta their life to make me n my sister to feel comfortable in all aspects!! At that time, ma family was kinda financially poor, we stayed in a rented home where we got just three rooms. A hall, a kitchen n a bed room! As every child do, i too dreamt like i should take care of ma family as soon as i can!(at the age of 4, i feel its too early to dream like tat
I flunked in most of the subjects in LKG itself! he he, i still donno why I feel alergic to studies! These teachers in the skool used to pinch ma ears, god, I feel the pain even now wen i think bout tat!
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I Looked at razvi, he was in deep sleep i guess! I dint feel sleepy, so just switched on the tv. Its weird, being in saudi, if i hear someone talking arabi,I feel like he is scolding me in bad words, n in the tv too, someone was talkin with full enthu, but in arabic!! I changed the channel..
"Ennaku nee, unnaku naan, Yettile eluthinaan", sathayaraj was singing the song n i guess it was suganya, his lady love..
I just went back....
From ma KG class, slowly i grew up, n i was in ma third std i guess, i donno wats ma age at tat time, but tats the time i used imagine myself in a hero's position wenever i saw a cine song in tv!(I guess its common among many guys
These dreaming stuffs continued for almost two years i guess, n after tat i gone one step forward n started to fell in love with ma class girls, from annamma to kavitha(my class gals), from rani to deepika(ma junior gals), from gayathiri to archana(my family friends)
dint leave any gal, i loved all, n changed the gals for every 3,4 months! To be frank i still donno, whether onli i got this habit of loving gals , or its common at that age! But i enjoyed those days! How wonderful it was to love different gals at differnt times!
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"Dei, konjam TV off pannu da, am feelin sleepy, unnaku enna, veetla irukura maathiri nenapa, intha nerathula tv-a potutu paathutu irruka, poi padu da velakenna" Razvi said n slept again!
"Home", there aren't any best place in the world than home!! Its something makes us feel a lotta comfortable! I love ma home....
I went back again...
As days passed on, my dreams started to come true! A big house for us!! Just for us!! I still feel ma parent's hard work, how badly they sacrificed their happiness to built it!! I was one proud guy n told all ma frnds in skool bout the new house. I still rem, i kept ma shirt collar rised for the whole day in school! Tats how i used to be. All credits goes to ma parents!! N after a year, we got a car too! The budget middle class car! MARUTHI 800, well almost in the entire india, if someone is gonna buy a car for the first time, the first choice will be Maruthi 800! Again the next day, i kept ma collar raised for the whole day in skool.
Days passed..
As every guy do, i did all kinda stuffs then, from eating pani pooris without telling ma parents, to watchin porn movies!( Well, i want to be frank!) Enna oru nalla vishayam, i dint try smoking!(well, again i want to be frank). After doin all these, one cannot expect me to score good marks in 10th board exams, n yeah, i got 70%!
"Padicha thaana mark varum??", thats one of the valid question my dad asked me on tat day!! Yeah, tats rely a good question! But did that question changed ma attitude towards studies??, obviously not!!
Ma dad got lots of hopes on me, just imagine, he used to drop me in the school in the morning, n again he will pick me back in the evening inspite of his tight schedule in business! he did that From ma LKG to 10th, for 12 years!! Tats something i rely love n feel proud of!
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Got bored n i just took ma lappie!! Am treating it as ma best friend nowadays, ofcourse, it made me to feel better lotta times after coming here to jeddah!
Logged in to yahoo, n saw an offline from fahad. Some song it was, thot of checking it, but my net was kinda poor n it took so long time to load..
I went back.....
Fahad, the best Machan anyone could possibly have. Many says that we both are the replica of each other except for luks!! After ma 10th std, my dad thot of changing me to a new skool, n he chosed a private skool near ma place, just becoz fahad studied there!! I neva had any single thot in ma mind bout the new skool, i neva knew that the next 2 years will be one of the most unforgettable days in ma life, n ofcourse am not nosterdams, to predict things. I learned the meaning for the word TRUE relationship then. Frienship n love, the two best things i was gifted for joining there! Thanks to fahad n ma skool!
Friendship, i saw wat its all bout!! There are some guys in ma life, n i cant imagine a life without them! My life changed drastically! N wow, i got 86% in ma 12th board exams.
"Nalla mark thaan vaangi irukaan, but his mom wants him to stay here itself, she is not interested in sending him to hostel, so ingaye hakeem-la serthudalaam-nu irukaen", ma dad told someone in phone! I was kinda diappointed, but at the same time, i felt happy tat am gonna stay with ma mom for the next four years!! Unlike others, my college life doesn't tasted tat much sweet to me, may be the way i enjoyed in ma skool is a big reason for that, but still, its my mistake too, not enjoying my college days to the fullest!! But still, I got some good frnds there too!!
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Oops, i donno why, am not at all feeling sleepy! How to kill ma time?, i just thot, n yeah i started checking out the photos which i took during ma skool alumini meet! N there was a gal with me in the most of the photos, My one n onli true love.. I donno how many ppl would've fallen in love, but i reckon, being in love is one the greatest feel anyone can possibly have!
I went back.....
It all happened like a drama! 7 yrs, seems like just 7 day! So fast n yet so beautiful! From a guy of no hopes, no ambition, no responsiblity...to a guy of lotta hopes, full of energy!! Can love make all these changes possible?? yeah, it does, atleast in ma case!! N now, we both took one of the valuable decision in our life just for some good cause, n i hope we'll prove our decsion right!!
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"Good Morning da anna", I got a text!!
Good Morning????, wats the time now..i asked myself n looked at ma watch!
It was 4.30 am in saudi!
Oops, time ponathe therila...
"Good morning", i replied back her!( Thanks to airtel n Way2sms!!)
Subhashini......My dream!
I went back...
Brother sister relationship is always special n ofcourse i longed for that special relationship n i got this gal!! I still remember how my mom called her wen she met her for the first time! She addressed her as her daughter! Thats rely sweet of ma mom! I am not a sentimental guy nor a emotional guy! But some persons in our life will make us emotionally attached to someone, n my sis in tat type of gal!! Always special to me!
Uffff...its been 8 months since i met her!
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I heard some sound outside, guess it must be a aeroplane...I immediately peeked outta window n looked up. Yeah, it was an aeroplane!! I smiled...
"Nee innum thirunthala da", i told myself n came inside!!
I went back....
"Dei mama, life-la oru thadavaiyaavathu flight-la poidanum da..", blaky told me,
"kandipa da", i replied,
"Porathu mukkiyam illa da, pona LUFTHANSA-la thaan da poganum", sathi told me,
"Y so?", i asked him,
"Anga paaru da, antha flight evlo perusa irruku", he showed me a lufthansa flight, as we were standin in the terrace of sathi's home which is pretty near to chennai airport!!
"Mama, lufthansa-la sarakku elaam kodupaangala da?", ranjith asked!
"Sarakku mattum illa da..elaame kidaikum", sathi replied!!
"Elaame vaa???!!!!!", blaky asked in a suprise!!
"Yeah da Elaame", i replied!!
"Appo done machi, college mudicha udane naama elaarum oru velaiya join panrom, we're gonna save money, lufthansa airways's parakarom!", blaky told in a bold voice!!
"Athuku mothalla M-3 arrear clear pannanum da", sathi replied!
"Intha nalla nerathula atha yenda remind panra naaye" blaky yelled at sathi!
"ENga da machi polaam?", i asked
"Atleast GOA-kaachum poganum da", ranjith told!
"Ada *********** lufthansa international flight da, athu goa-kellam pogaathu", blaky laughed at him.
"Aiyoooo, appo venaam da..lufthansa airlines-la mattum thaan ELAAME kidaikum, so naama vera engayaathu polaam", I told all!
Seriously i donno wats the meaning of ELAAME!!
"DONE"
We all took a URUTHI MOZHI, that we'll be flyin in lufthansa airways soon after completing our degree!!
N after tat, wenever if i hear a sound of aeroplane, i'll look up the sky!!
Hmmm, we took oath on that day, but it dint happened!! Instead i flyed alone, not in lufthansa but!!
We never thot like, we guys will part off in our life like this!!
Atleast we all got a job n seeking our future now! But no matter wat, we guys used to talk atleat twice a week even now!!.....
"Dei nee innum thoongalaya??", Razvi asked me
"Illa na, ennaku suthama thookam varala", i replied.
"Dei unna pathi ennaku theriyum da, ippo thookam varalai-nu sollitu, morning thoongiduva! Appadiye office mattam potruva, athaana un plan??"
"Ada, athu maathiri ellam onnum illa na" i replied!
"Appo thoongu da venna", he replied n slept again!
"Yeah, i need some sleep atleast for an hour" I thot!
I rested myself in bed n just closed my eyes!!
The things which i recalled, everything comes in to ma eyes...How beautiful my life was, how dramatically it has been changed, its like a flash!!
Its been 8 months in saudi now, n am goin back to my home country in another 3 months!!
Am badly waiting for tat!
To continue ma LUFTHANSA dreams with ma frnds, to meet ma sis, to meet ma buddies n ofcourse my sister's Marriage!! The best thing tats gonna happen in ma family...
yeah, life is a wonderful journey!!
PS:- Thanks to Mr.Cheran, Director, AUTOGRAPH!!
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Happy Bday Sweetheart:)
In every guys life, there will be gal holding a special place apart from his family!! I guess there will be very few to oppose ma statement!!
Even i got a pretty spl gurl in ma life!! Infact she is the one who made me to realize wats life is all about, ma responsbilities, everything...n yea, she is ma gal!
It all happened wen i was in ma eleventh grade, i met a kutti chotta gal.
Love at first sight?? na na!
love in a month after meeting?? not at all!
Got impressed with each other n felt in love??, again a big NO!
Then how??..
"PYAAR DHOSTHI HAI"("Love is friendship"), i donno how many of u knw this dialog from the movie kuch kuch hota hai, and it proved pretty much true in ma life!!
I still find no reason wat had made me to fell in love with her n tat makes her even more special!
N yea, its her Bday today! N i thank some spl ppl on this occasion without whom i wouldn't have got her in ma life!!
Its something related to THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT and CHAOS THEORY!
First of all i got low marks in ma 10th board examz, so i dint get admit in a skool where i applied, so i was forced to check for some other skool!
Then Fahad machan! The ultmiate! Just becoz he studied in a skool, ma dad asked me to apply for the same skool!!
Nirmala miss, who asked me a easy question like how to prepare chapathi in the interview for admission!
Vivek @ Bada!! Just coz of his brother n my gal's cousin brother are classmates, they both got a chance to talk, n just becoz vivek and me choose Computer science grp in ma higher sceondary, i got a chance to talk to vivek, and thro vivek i got a chance to talk to her!(Confusing??,well tats was choas theory is all about!!
Sowmiya, just becoz she sat next to me, i got chance to know more about ma gal, as she n sowmiya are close frnds!
Sathish, just becoz he pinged her in compass, she went to nirmala miss to complaint, n thats the first time i loved her character!!
Aishwaryarai, just becoz she was in love with salman khan at that time, i dropped her from ma heart, n kept it vacant, n ma gal got a chance to fill it!
Now stop here! For wat am tellin all these butterfly effects n choas theories?? oh yea, to thank ppl!! So here i go, these are the ppls thro whom i gotto know bout ma gal more, n am rely thankfull to all!!
well, i guess many of u wonders like, ma post is no way related to the topic!! Enna panrathu, mokka podaama, i feel its difficult to post something!! he he
Happy Bday Sweetheart!
"I've neva felt like missing you, Coz i always feel like you're enclosed in ma palm!, n wenever i feel like seeing you, I'll see ma palm!!, I will see you", even now am hearin those wonderful words from you! Love u!
This is ma mokka Bday wishes for u!!
Sunday, April 5, 2009
The Knock off Shopping!
Gold chain??, na na...its pretty difficult to send it thro cargo!
Watch?? oops, i already got it for her!
Enna thaan vaangarathu...
Confused??, yeah its ma gal's bday on april 9th, n i decided to get her something special, but i donno wat to get lemme admit, intha maathiri vishayathula ellam naan konjam weak
"Ava kitta namakku enna vekkam, lemme ask her itself", i thought.
I called her.
ME: Hey, lemme ask you something
She: What?
Me: Wat u want for yar Bday?, ennaku enna vaangarathunu therila
She: Neeyallam ethuku da uyiroda irruka?, enna vaagarathu-nu enkittaye vanthu kekara paathiya
ME: Its all in the game, nee sollu..wat you want?
She: Get whatever you like!
Me: Intha dialog ellam enkitta venaam, tell me something.
She: Ippadi takkunu fone panni ketta, naan ennada solvaen!
ME: Seri Yosichu sollu
She: Hmmmm
ME: Enna Hmmm??
She: Seri, get me a saree
ME: Saree ah..done!! I'll get u!
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We spoke for sometime.
"Enna venum-nu ketta, ava saree venum-nu sollita, but unnaku saree vaanga theriyuma?", i asked myself!
Some two days passed, n i spoke to ma sis, subhashini.
"Naan onnu kepaen..sirika koodathu", i told her
"Ennada, sollu..", she replied
"Saree eppadi vaanganum??", i asked her
And just under a minute wen i asked her not to laugh, she started to laugh out louder
"Sirikaatha di, ketta kelvi-ku pathil sollu", I told her
"Dei anna, ethuku da ippo unnaku ithellam, therinchi enna panna pora?", she asked
"***** asked me to get her one for her Bday, so yea", i told her
"Wow, thats great, kalaku", she replied
"kalakarathu ellam appuram paathukalam, first you tell me how to get a saree", i asked her again
"Ithula ennada anna irruku, kadaiko po, paaru, nalla iruntha eduthudu, simple", she replied.
"hmmm, lemme try", i told her
As i dont have much knowledge about where sarees will be available in jeddah, i asked ma roomie
"Who knows??", he just replied in two words
Intha maathiri vishayathukellam, irukave irukaar namma ameen. I called him n he suggested me some two shops.
I went there.
"Welcome to city center sir, wat would you like to purchase?", varaverpu ellam balama irunthuchu, n this is the first time am seeing a arabian guy speaking english! ha ha, funny isn't, but tats true, these ppls even donno "yes, no" type of english!!
"I would like to see some sarees", i replied
"Well, u can find the collections on third floor sir", he replied!
"Thanks boss", i went to third floor.
Just a matter of second i came outta lift, i got a call. It was Akka:)
Akka: Ennada panra??
Me: I came out ka, for shopping
Akka: Shopping ah??, ennada thideernu?
Me: ***** asked me to get a saree for her bday ka, athaan vaangalaam-nu vanthaen
Akka: Ada paavi naaye, en bday-ku ethavathu vaangi koduthiya nee??
Me: He he he
Akka: Ennada naaye ilipu, ooruku vaada, unna polakuraen
Me: Ennaka ippadi solra, naama ellam enna appadiya pazhagi irukom??
Akka: Poda panni
Me: Thanks thanks
Akka: seri seri, u continue, will call u tom, seekrama vaangitu, veetuku po
Me: Yeah ok ka, byeee
Akka: Byee
"Vannga sir, neenga tamil ah?", wow i was suprised hearing it.
I turned back, there was a shop keeper(Lemme cut short as SHPKP from now onwards) standing!
"yea, naan tamil thaan, vellore, neenga enga??", i asked him
"Naan kerala sir, saudi vanthu 10 yrs aachu", he replied
"Wow, tats great, naan inga vanthu 5 months thaan aaguthu", i said
n after some 10mins of all kinda formal conversation, I asked him to show me some sarees
"kandipa sir, i'll show u", he replied
"Enna maathiri sarees venum ungalukku?", he asked me
"Ithu ennada puthu kathaiya irruku?, enna maathiri-nu kekuraanga, neraya types irruko??", i asked myself
"Elaa maathiriyum kaatunga", i replied!
The way he looked at me after hearing ma reply, it clearly showed tat he understood that this is the first time am buying a saree!
Some 15 mins, I would've seen some 100 odd sarees, but ennaku onnume pidikala
"Sir, itha paarunga, nalla irukum", he showed me a saree
To be frank, it was nice, but the cloth was kinda liked crushed!
"ithu enna ippadi kasangi irruku??, vera piece illaya??", i asked him
He laughed at me, "Sir, ithu CRUSH material, appadi thaan irukum", he told
"oh oh, intha maathiri ellam kooda iruka?", i thought!
"Intha maathiri material ellam ava poduvaala??", i thot again.
"Sir, aalu konjam lean-ah irupaanga, so saree konjam Buff-nu iruntha nalla irrukum", i told
"Athu enna sir buff??", he asked me
"Buff na, eppadi solrathu, paakarathuku oru maathiri, well, konjam gunda theriyanum..something like tat", i tried ma level best to explain him the meaning of buff!
"sir, neenga ivlo kashta padrathuku unga wife-a kooda kootitu vanthurukalaam!", he told!
"Wife??", ha ha, i was happy to hear tat, ang also got pissed of hearin tat!
Why i felt happy???
Well, ofcourse its gonna happen somewhere in the near future, n this guy addressed her as ma wife! Some butterflies went merigo round inside ma stomach!! he he he
Why i got pissed off??
"Am just 23 yrs, enna paatha kalaayanam panna payyan maathiriya theriyuthu, oru vela ilamai poiducha??", eppadi ellam nianaiku vendiyatha irruku!!
"Illa sir, she is not ma wife, we are gonna get married soon", i told him
"Insha Allah", he replied
Am not much religious, but still the moment he told that word, i felt like God is great!!
"sir, look at this saree, this is kinda spl, but konjam costly", he told
"Money doesn't matter, neenga kaatunga paakalam", i replied
He showed an awesome saree. It was damn good,
"sir, but ithuku blouse thaniya vaanganum", he told
"Ithuku thaniya vaanganum-na, mathathuku ellam koodave varuma??", i asked him
He laughed again, "yeah, saree kooda attach panni irupaanga, we gotto stich it", he explained me!
"cha, maanam poguthe", i thought!
"oh i c, cool..seri where i'll get that?", i asked him
"I'll show u, come with me", he took me to another place
He tried, tried, tried..almost for 15 mins, but nothin matched with that saree colour.
"hard luck sir, kidaikala", he told
"Velila engayaavathu kidaikuma?", i asked him
"I dont think so, coz in saudi, ppl wont wear saree much n so there aren't much shops available here!" he replied!
"huh, appo freeya vidunga, show me some other sarees", i told him
It continued for hours, but i dint like anything!
"Look at this one sir, nice colour, it'll be good", he told me
I rem once ma mom, while buying a saree, she kept the saree under lights n checked the colour!!
N i too did the same
"Sir, neenga enga vachi paathalum orae color thaan theriyum", he told me
"illa sir, oorla i had seen many checkin out the sarees like this, may be something is there, athaan paakuraen", i replied
He dint reply anything, but instead he looked at me!
"Dei venna kelapa, unna ellam yaaru da saree vaanga anupchu vachathu, rendu mani nerama saree paakura, onnu kooda vaangala, ithula 1008 doubts vera unnaku", guess he would've told this inside!!
"Dei, raja..ithuku mela inga iruntha unnaku nallathuku illa, kelambite iru", i told myself."
"Hello, sollunga na, eppadi irukeenga", got a call in ma mobile n i started to talk.
"hello, kekutha, anna..can u hear me??", the signal was too weak there.
"Just hold on the line, i'll go out", i told
"sir, oru nimisham, seriya kekala, velila poi pesitu vanthudraen, konjam wait pannunga", i told the shpkp and went outside!!
uffffff, nobody knws except me that, none called me, n i was speaking to myself without anyone on the other side!!
ESCAPE!!
I came back to home n called ma gal.
Me: Hey, am rely sorry!
She: Why da?
Me: Sorry da, i dont knw to select sarees, i had spend almost some 3 hrs, but i was not able to select one!
She: He he, ennaku theriyum da unna pathi, seri seri, freeya vidu..get me watever u like!
Me: Am rely sorry.
She: Come on da, just chill!
Me: Gift enna gift..No gift will match ma love!! Thats the best ever gift!!
She: Intha dilaog-ku ellam korachal illa da unnaku!!
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To be frank, i rely felt kinda bad that am not able to get her what she had asked me, but as i told, nothing is better than ma love!! 
Enna, naan solrathu correct thaana???
N yeah, here i go...
Happy Bday Sweetheart!!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Bye Bye INDIA :(
It was 5.15am wen i reach the airport. I was kinda nervous. There are two reasons for that.
One is, am going abroad for the first time and the second reason is am gonna miss ma friends n family. Till date i had neva been away from ma family and friends for more than a week, but now am going almost 7000miles away from ma family and friends. There are no words to express, how hard a person will feel in that situation. But still i controlled everything n was smiling all the time. Its the worst ever thing to happen, but i have no other choice coz if i feel
bad, it'll upset my mom more, and i don't want that to happen.
All ma friends were with me except three. Santosh, my gal n Fahad. Well, Santosh was sick n he told me like he cant come. I guess he felt more bad than me for that. I missed him to the core. I called ma gal.
"We missed the train, 5 mins for the next train. we both will be there in another 20 mins", she told me.
She n fahad both from same place, and so they had decided to come together.
I went n hugged Sathi as soon as i got down from the car. Sathish, the guy who gave me the real meaning of friendship. The guy who had been with me in all ma goods n bads. I felt like crying out louder, when i think like, he's gonna be with me for just 3hrs. I dint show any of ma feelings outside. We started to walk towards the entry.
"lets have some coffee first", ma dad told all.
We went to the nearby coffee shop. I immediately started ma job. Yeah, took hell lotta snaps with ma sister, mom n ma buddies. In the mean time, ma dad got some 20 entry tickets. I called ma gal again.
"10 mins", she told.
We all went inside, n we got some two tickets extra. Ma dad gave it to me. I looked at ma watch, it was ten to 6 o clock. N yeah, atlast Fahad n ma gal came.
I went to the entrance with riyaz. Fahad luked so young in his red color Tshirt. I gave those extra tickets to them. Just a matter of some 10 seconds i guess, i took a snap with ma gal, Thanks to Riyaz.
vantha udane aarambichitiya??, fahad said.
I smiled at him and we went inside. I was thinking for years like, when n how to introduce ma gal to ma mom, n yeah this is an awesome chance
"Ma, this is *****, my friend. Thats it, a simple introduction is enough for now, i thought.
And to ma surprise, they both started to talk, wow wow, awesome scenes!!
I turned back, all ma guys were standing n talking something, Guess, they were discussing bout an Air hostess. She was standing near to them. My friends always rocksss.
I went near to them.
"Dei, two other guys are coming with me to jeddah. I'll bring them here after sometime. Avanga munaadi gethu kaamikanum da. Neenga elaarum pesara pechula, antha pasanga aadi poidanum", i told all.
"You don worry mama, just wait n see. We'll make sure that those guys will afraid on seeing you!", blaky told me, in a GETHU tone.
"Romba elaam merataatheenga da, pasanga alarida poraanga", i told them n went to ma mom.
Guess wat, ma mom n ma gal were still talking. It'll be danger if i allow them to continue, i thought n i interrupted in between.
"Appadi enna thaan pesareenga??, i asked ma mom, she dint reply, but smiled. Its great to see ma mom smiling, that too in the airport, when i very much worried like, how she'll manage without me.
Some 5 mins passed....
I got a call, "it must be subhi", i thought n took ma mobile out from ma jean. N yeah, ma guess was right.
"Hi da anna, happy journey. Don feel for anything, do mail me asap after reaching. She was keep on talking"..n i felt like am gonna miss her badly.
"Am gonna miss you da thongachi", i told her.
"Me too da anna, But be bold always, we both will be the same forever", she replied.
We both spoke for some 10 mins. There are days, we used to chat thro sms for a whole day. But those things n all are practically impossible here after, n that made me to feel hard even more.
I sat near ma mom.
'Ma, don feel bad, eat well, I'll call you daily. So dont worry. Ma friends will come to home frequently. Subhi will call you daily. So you keep engaged with them, take care of your health.......", to be frank i donno wat to speak, coz ma heart was pretty hard. But still i somehow managed to keep ma mouth busy.
Friends, Ma family, ma gal... how, hard it is to stay away from them. Felt like crying.
"Mama, come here da, we'll take a snap", ranjith called me.
I went, we all took a snap.
"Come to the entrance", Ma gal said.
We both walked towards the entrance. She took a ring from her bag! n then something we call KAAPU in tamil. I always love gift n this time its from ma love. Wowwwww, No words. I loved it.
Time passed like a giff, and for every passed second, i started to feel more hard, but still i was very conscious that i should not let anyone know that am feeling bad. I was keep on talking, taking snaps, cracking jokes n all other blah blah stuffs to make myself n others happy.
SV767 checkin starts!!, we heard the announcement. I was holding ma gal's hand, n after hearing the announcement, i tightened ma hold. Her face reaction shows that she's gonna cry out louder. I saw ma mom then, she already started crying n ma sister too. I had no clue like how to react. God, its one of the hardest situation anyone can possibly face, going far away from family, friend, love!!
I went to ma mom and hugged her.
"Don cry ma, i'll call you daily. Am always there for you....", n i was not able to talk anymore. All ma control gone in a second. I cried. N on seeing ma sister, i cant stop crying. I looked at ma friends, all there smiles were gone.
"DO I REALLY NEED TO GO??", i thought, but nothing can be done now!! I saw ma gal, she was crying, There are some situation in which one cant done anything other than crying and i was in the same kinda situation.
I went for checkin. It took some 30 mins for me to finish the process.
"Boss, can i go out n meet ma friends now??", i asked a staff there.
"Yeah you can, but you are not allowed to go beyond the gate", he told.
Who bothered about the gate n all, i wanna see them, thats more than enough for me i thought n went back to the boarding entrance. I went to ma mom first.
Her eyes showed that she had just stopped crying. I hugged her, thats the best ever medicine to make a person to feel good! I somehow managed to console her, but i can clearly see that she is controlling her feelings just for ma sake. And the same happened with ma sister.
"Machi, call me after reaching da. We'll put conference", blaky told me.
"yeah sure da, i'll", i replied.
"Mama, take care of ma mom da. Adikadi veetla poi paathuko", i told sathish.
"Dei, you dont worry da, we all are there. We'll take care, you just try to enjoy there n be happy, don feel bad", he replied.
"Enjoyement without you guys???", i thought!
"Dei...", Riyaz called me. I went near him,n ma gal was standing at his back. She was crying.
"Don cry da, am not goin far away!", tried all kinda bit dialogs
She was keep on crying.
Now i got two things to worry.
1] I cant see her crying.
2] Wat if ma dad saw the scene, in which she cries n am consoling her.
Somehow i managed to console her.
"I'll miss you", she told me.
"Me too, I love you", i replied her.
She gave me a very very spl gift then, which i would rate as THE BEST EVER.
"Excuse me sir, are u going to jeddah?", a staff asked me.
"yeah", i replied.
"Its time sir, pls start for your emigration process", he told n went.
Ma heart started beating fast, n i felt the shivering in ma hand.
"Ok guys, its time for me. Am leaving. Will be missing you all, take care", i said
"yeah mama, we too will be missing you, all the best da, take care", ma guys told me.
"Ma, akka, naan kelamburaen, byee daddy, take care of your health", i told ma parents.
"ok da, be bold n happy. Don feel for anything, We too will call you daily. olunga saapdu, nerathuku thoongu. Be carefull withyour things, jeddah poita udane call pannu", ma mom was keep on advising me.
N yeah, atlast i started walking towards emigration. I walked for some 5 mins. I thought like i should not turn back to see them again, coz it'll make me to feel hard, but i cant able to stop myself turning back. They were at a long back, i waved ma hands to them,n they too did the same. I saw ma mom, she waved her hand. I immediately turned back then. walked few steps, thot of seeing ma gal, so turned back again n waved ma hands to her.
THATS IT!!
I was standin in the que, n sathish called me.
"Mama, pathrama poitu vaa da",
I noticed a shake in his voice.
'Dei, are you ok??", i asked sathish
"He dint reply, but instead he cried.
God, this is the first time am seeing sathish crying.
"Mama, pls don cry da", i donno wat to say other than these 4 words.
"Ok da, all the best. Take care. byee da", he dropped the call then.
I reached the emigration section, n after completing all the formalities, they made me to sit in the traveller's waiting hall. 30 mins to flight. Everybody around me were talking, but i heard nothing. I kept quiet for a minute, then bursted out all ma emotions n feelings which i had been controlling from the moment i got down at airport. I cried like hell.
"Passengers of SV967 are requested to get inside thro gate no - 4", they annoucned. But i was still crying.
"Mate, wat happened??, anything wrong??",a guy, sitting next to me asked.
"Nothing", i replied.
"I can guess wats happening in you, It happens you knw, even am also going abroad alone leaving ma family here. Be bold, everything will go on well", he told me n started towards gate 4.
I got in to the flight n switched on ma mobile.
"No mobiles inside", i heard a voice immediately. It was an air hostess.
"Sorry ma'am, but still i wanna use it now", i replied her n called blaky.
"Mama, naan ulla vanthutaen da", i told him.
"Good da, take care", he replied.
In the next five mins, i spoke to all, ma frnds, ma sis, dad n mom, but not to ma gal.
I asked sathish to give the phone to her.
"Ok da, paathuko, naan ulla vanthutaen. anga poitu cal panraen, take care of your health. ok va. Miss you, byeeee",
"All the best da, come back soon", she replied me. I hanged the line then!
Some 10 mins then, i was in air.
I looked down thro window, i can see nothing other than the sea water.
The days with ma family, friends everything came in to ma mind.
I'll miss them!
The place where i lived for 21 long years, the place which had seen all ma worries n happiness, the place where i learn what life is all bout....am gonna miss everything.
Byee Byee INDIA.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Love... Is it Beautiful?? or Painful???
Disclaimer : Everything i mentioned in this post, is purely based on MY OPINION!!
Love.... Is it Beautiful?? or Painful??
There are some reasons to mention that, Love is Beautiful
- It'll create a feeling inside everyone which cant be expressed. It worth a million, in fact more than a million.
- If its a guy, he'll surely get some responsibilities. At least some.
- Well, everything you see, it'll look beautiful.
- It gives one the ultimate meaning for his/her life.
- It'll turn any person, a poet!!
- It gives you immense happiness SOMETIMES (only "sometimes").
Well, tat not matters now. Many who fall in love just look at the above mentioned stuffs only. Of course, even me!!! he he he.
- In no love, both a guy n a gal will act with a maturity at a same time!! One will try to change another, in this course, both of them will be changed in their character. Ha ha, tats funny isn't it??.
- Who the hell told that distance will increase the love between two???
If i see him, i got plans of asking him a question,"Have you ever been in love?? that too with someone who is far away from you".
- Possessiveness, huh here comes the ultimate reason. There are two kinds of possessiveness,
- One will frankly tell like, i don't like you to mingle with others. I want you to stay away from others
- Second type is kinda like, one wont tell anything if u move closely with others, but they will wait for there time to come n they will pin point that he/she is not giving importance to them!!
- I heard many telling like, the pain in love is sweet, one can enjoy the pain in love, blah blah.....If i see them in person, for sure, i'll kick them. If you all look at those persons who used to talk alot bout love, they will be single!!!
- One cant do anything freely, listening to what his/her heart says. They have to think in as many ways as possible, so that it wont create any problem for both of them!!, ultimately losing there individuality!!!
Again, lotta reasons can be said for this too...
Now lemme come to the topic, is love painful?? or beautiful???, tats what the hell am thinking even now, but i cant able to find it out!!!!!
Not only me, no one can judge, n tats y LOVE STILL PREVAILS!!! n ofcourse, Am enjoying it!!! :)
Friday, August 29, 2008
My Sweet Angel Sister, SUBHASHINI:)
ANNA:)
Well, u can find this text in ma mobile often!! Tats from SUBAHSHINI:). I would say tat she is ma Dream!!. Whenever i saw her text in ma mobile, I'll go insane!! Sounds funny isn't?? but tats true! I guess many wonder who is she!!
Lemme rewind.....
Am a kinda guy, who always used to long for a Brother - younger sister relationship. I haven't blessed with a younger sister in ma life, but i was gifted with a elder sister:) She is such a sweetheart to me. But still, I've got a feel inside me like, i dint get what i want!! Yet, i was happy with what I've:)
Some 21 years from ma date of birth, it was Aug 30th, 2007. I was in chennai for the eve of ma friend blaky's sister marriage. Aadhavan, one of ma friend, came to the function. He is kinda close to me. I sat next to him, we had a nice lil chat. After sometime, he got a call. I guessed tat its a girl on the other side. I grabbed the mobile from him. I saw the display to check her name, SUBHASHINI, it showed. Well, i started talking with her, our conversation started with a formal Hello. Tried to show some senior gethu to her 
Days passed....
Some four months i guess. One beautiful evening, i logged in to orkut. I received a friend request. Its from SUBHASHINI. I was wondering who is she, n wen i checked ma scrapbook, i saw her scrap."Hey its me Subahshini, do ya rem??? aadhi's friend!!". Oh yea, i can recognize her now. N i scrapped her back!! But she wasn't in online at that time. After a week, i got a reply from her. N after that we both started chatting frequently. To be frank, I used to check out almost all the girls, ha ha, all age problem
Six months from then. We're now the best affectionate bro-sis i would say! The way she cares for me, The way she loves me, n of course even today wen she calls me ANNA, i'll go mad!! A very short period of time we knew each other, but i feel like we are been together for years:)
Its August 30th, 2008 today n now, She's exactly a year old kid in ma life.:) I thank Aadhavan for showing me such a wonderful sweet sister.
Thongachi!! (This is how i used to call her),
You're the only one, whom i got in ma life after longing for such a long time, and that makes you very special. Its coz of you am now feeling the completeness in my life. There aren't any words to express how much u mean to me!! You made to feel alot better now!! Hope we stay the same forever.
Thedi Thedi
Kidatha porul
Enrum nammai vittu pogathu
Enru solvaargal,
En Anbaanavale,
Neeyum ennaku appadi thaan,
Enrum En Thangaiyaai!!!
Love u loads!!!
