The Episodes of ma LIFE......

MUDI POCHEEE :(

2011-02-20T11:54:00.000-08:00

"You are coming late to office I know, But still its 8.30 now and you are still in bed. Ithu konjam over sollitaen", Shahul shouted at me on phone.
"I slept da, i'll be there in another 30 minutes", I told him and got up from my bed in hurry.

It took 5 minutes for me to search for my towel and brush
"Bloody, Intha room-la ethuvum vacha idathula illa", I thought and then I realized that am the only person staying in the room!

"Thoongi eluntha udane, Warm water shower edukarathula Inaaaaaa sugam", I thought as I stood still in shower.
"Vitta ingaye paduthu thoongidalaam pola, avlo ithama irruku", I thought and took the soap!

"CINTHOL SANDAL -- EN VARUMAANATHIRKU YETRA THARAMAANA SOAP"

Just the moment when I took the soap in my hand, I dropped it and accidentally I kept my leg on it, got slipped and fell down.

"Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwd, Yammmaa....", I screamed in pain as my head got hit in the shower holder.

Somehow I managed to get up and it was paining like hell in my head and also some other parts in my body!

"Etho different-ah smell varuthe", I sensed something different and in couple of seconds when I saw the shower tray it was full of blood.
"Mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, aiyooooo... En manda odanchi poche", I screamed!.

Bloood came like a fountain from my head and I started to feel dizzy. I took the towel and cleaned the blood in my head but the bleeding never stopped and as the bleeding increase, I started to feel like fainting. Somehow I managed to get out of the bathroom and took a cotton, kept it on the wounded place and pressed it to stop the bleeding.

"Man, its paining like hell. Guess your whole body weight transformed to your head when you got it", I thought.
"Alava saapdu, Odamba korai-nu sonna kekuriya?", I remember how subhi and my mom used to scold me.

I called my driver and asked him to take me to the hospital and he did.

"It's an emergency, Its bleeding badly", I showed my head in the hospital reception and they directed me to the emergency ward.

"Oops, the cut is pretty deep", the nurse told me
"Oh really?, I tried to figure it out in the mirror, I was not able to", I told her
"No problem. Let me clean it first, and the doctor will come and see then, But before that, I want to shave your head in the wounded place"
"Shave??????????????????"
"Yes"
"No Please, Am young and already I have a very lil Bald in that place. So it will look bad. Try not to shave please"
"I can't help it", She smiled

"Nee mattum azhaga sirikira, Naan sirikarathu azhaga illana kooda, atleast en mudi aachum nalla irukanume", I thought

She shaved my head around the wound and I almost cried.

"Okei, its done. Please wait for a minute. The doctor will come", The nurse cleaned the blood strains and went.

"The cut luks pretty deep and big. Its better to stitch it", The doctor said
"Stitch??, Doctor naan bathroom-la thaan vizunthaen, athuke stitch-ah???", I asked him.
"Its doesn't matter where you fell down. It always matters how you fell down", He replied
"Intha punch dialog-ku onnum korachal illa", I thought

"It will be little painful and you have to co operate", he said as a nurse came and joined him to help.

"If she is going to stay here, I'll co operate for sure", I thought.

"No problem doctor", I said

"Shave this place a little more", the doctor said the nurse and I got shocked
"More????, No doctor please"
"We have to, we won't be able to stitch it then"
"Try something other than shaving my head", I asked him
"I cant do anything else", He smiled.

They shaved a little more and I remembered Superstar crying in Thillu Mullu Movie when Nagesh shaves his mustache.

The stitching process took almost 10 minutes and it pained like hell but all those time the nurse was holding my hand and I felt like flying even at that time.

"Yeah, its done", the doctor said

"Cha, ivlo seekaram mudinchiduche", I thought as the nurse took her hand off from mine.

"Thank you doctor. But I have a small doubt", I asked him
"What?"
"You shaved my head all right. Hair will grow their again. But what bout the place when you did stitching??"
"Whats the problem there?
"Will I have a hair growth there??"
"Obviously NO", he smiled

"Aiyoooo pocheeee pocheeeee", I cried inside!

"No problem. It will look stylish", the nurse smiled at me
"Siri di..Nalla Siri", I thought

She made dressing then. I met the doctor and he prescribed me some tablets and asked me to come after two days to change the dressing.

I came back home.

Immediately I went and looked at the mirror.

I looked like a bald headed guy with no hair at the right top of my head with a big bandage.

I dint felt bad for the bandage or the pain, but..............................................

"MUDI POCHEEEEEE :( "

The Adventurous Fun!

2011-01-28T07:10:00.000-08:00

PS:- This post is strictly for those who knows Tamil!

Everybody saw me in a surprise on that day as I came to office on time.

"Wow, what a miracle, you came on time?", asked Mr.Ravi
"It seems like it gonna rain heavily today, and these idiotic taxi drivers will ask more charge which I can't afford, so yea", I smiled
"I expected this"
"I know that, so what do you think? The clouds are looking horrible today"
"Yeah, even am expecting a heavy rain today and its better for us to leave early today"

As we were talking, the rain started and just in matter of few minutes, it started to pour heavily.

"Call our driver, its better to leave now. Inform all the workers and arrange for workers trip too", I told my secretary and went out to enjoy the rain.

It took almost 30 mins for my driver to reach the site, and by that time the rain was showing its Evilness.

We all started from the site, and the rain got even worse then. The road were quite clear in spite of heavy rain, but it all lasted for just 10 mins.

"Raja, where are you??, If you are in site, better dont start coz the roads are completely blocked here. Heavy flood", I received an SMS from my colleague who works in another site.
"You could've told me this before. We are on the way and its not possible for us to go back at this moment", I replied
"Its yar fate then", he replied me back

And just when I kept my mobile in my jean and looked at the door, I saw the water flooding like a river in the road.
Gosh, it was horrible. And as we drove further, the water level increased and at some point, almost half of the car got completely submerged in water and everything happened so fast, before we could sense the danger.

"Sir, the car can't move further anymore, what shall we do?", I asked Ravi.
"Its better to sit inside. Let us wait until the water drains, we are helpless", He said
"Yea, even I felt the same. Thats the only thing we can do now", I replied.

But again, nothing went in our way, and the force of the water increased and it started to push the car and it started to jostle with other cars in the road

"Sir, if we stay inside the car after this, we're finished. Lets Jump Outside", I told Ravi
"Jumping outside?, Are u crazy??"
"Am not, but If you're not gonna jump now, i'll go crazy for sure. Its risky to stay inside the car at this situation", I replied

I told him and immediately jumped outside through the window as i was not able to open the door and Ravi followed me

"Aiyo sir, thanni romba chill-nu irruku", I told him
"Inga avan avan uyira kai-la pudichitu ninutu irukaan, ithula ungalukku thanni cool-ah iruntha enna? hot-ah iruntha enna?", he shouted back.
"Uyir-ku elaam onnum aagathu sir, nammaku aayusu getti"
"Podalanga getti, stop talking and try to move away from here. The force of water here is damn high and am not even able to stand here. Am afraid of falling down", He shouted again.
"Even am afraid sir, but the thing is, it is impossible for us to walk in this flood without any support to hold and am not going to move from here. Its better to stand here holding the car and we too will go wherever the car goes in this flood", I laughed
"You dumbass, how come your are laughing now", Ravi's face gone red

"Ada, cool down sir. Kaasa Panama? Innaiku setha naalaiku Paal. Jolly-ah irunga, Innaiku oru kai paathudalaam", I told him
"Thambi, you're single. But am not like you, I've a family over there in india. My kids...OMG, Please save me, atleast for my kids", he started to scream.

Atleast for him, i've to find a safe place, I thought.

"Rightu, azhaatheenga..ippo enna aagi pochu?, U see, there is a tree. We'll go there and climb that. Someone will come to help", I told him
"Thats a good idea", he replied and we both started to move towards the tree holding each other's hands.

"Sir, enaala nadakave mudila, thanni thalluthu sir", I was lil afraid
"Innum konjam thooram thaan...Eppadiyaachum poidalaam", Ravi said
"Mudila sir........", I fell down, being not able to fight with the flood and as I was holding Ravi's hand he too fell down.

We were carried away by the flood and I had no clue about in which direction we are going.

"Sir, Kaiya vitraatheenga....Am afraid", Ravi screamed.
"Dont worry, Main hoon na", I laughed
"F&*^*&^*&^*^K *(&(*&(*&(*&", he used all kinda bad words then
"See the tree, hold it hold it", I shouted at him
"Enga??"
"Anga paarunga sir, pudeenga pudeenga..vitratheenga", I kept shouting, and atlast Ravi caught the tree and so do I.

"Seekaram mela yerunga sir", Ravi shouted at me
"Sir, I don't know to climb tree", I said
"Sir, Loosa neenga, avan avan uyir pora bayathula irukaan, intha nerathula maram yera theriyaathu-nu sollitu irukeenga, Yerunga sir"
"Yera theriyaama eppadi sir naan yeruvaen, konjam thooki vidungalaen"
"Yovvv, naane thanni-la adichitu poiduvaen-nu bayathula maratha getti-ya pudichitu irukaen...ithula naan ungala vera thooki vidanuma"
"Yes Ofcourse"
"Sir, comedy panra time illa ithu, please....Mela yerunga", Ravi started to plead.

And after a big struggle, I somehow managed to climb the tree and ravi followed me.

"Sir, Super sir neenga, Naan 15 mins yeruna marathula neenga 2 mins-la yeriteengale"
"Shut your mouth", He shouted at me. I could see that his hands were shivering in fear.
"Ha ha ha, enna sir kai elaam otharathu...avlo bayanthaangoli-ah neenga", I laughed but he dint reply and sensing the seriousness I dint talk to him then.

"Anybody there, please help us", I shouted deep from my throat but there were none.

.....

"Pare", someone called me
"Sir, koopteengala", I asked Ravi
No reply from him

"Pare, Kamasthaka?", Again a voice
"Sir, Neenga filipino language elaam eppo sir kathukiteenga??", I asked
Again no reply from him

"Sir, Kochikaatheenga sir, Ippo kochikittu enna panna poreenga", I asked him
"Pinna enna Raja neenga. Naane Uyir pora bayathula irukaen...neenga chumma comedy pannitu irukeenga?"
"Saagum pothaachum sirichite Saagalaam-nu thaan"
"Ungala thirutha mudiyaathu"
"Rightu vidunga. Now tell me, when did u learn Filipino language?"
"Nope, I dint learn it. Why are u asking?"
"Illa, I heard someone talking in filipino. Thought it was you"
"Its not me. Look above. You will understand"

"Mela paakanuma??, Inaa solraaru ivar", I thought and I looked above and to my surprise there was guy sitting at the top of the tree.
"Pare Kamasthaka??", He asked the same again
"Dei, Nee ennada solra? ennaku onnnume purila", I said

"U NO FILIPINO???", a typical Flipino english
"Sir, Ivan ennaku filipino theiryuma-nu kekuraana? illa filipino theriyaatha-nu kekuraana??", I asked ravi
"Better you ask him"
"Rightu", I replied him

"Pare, Me no Filipino. Me only English", I replied in typical Filipino english.
"Oh ok. 3 hours before, Me come here. nobody coming help. Very Difficult", He said
"Oh me just now coming. Very difficult for me too"
"oh, good. Pare, I have cookies. You want to eat?"

"Yappa, Kola pasi ennaku. Kodu da en theivame", I thought

"Yes pare. Me very hungry. Thanks for cookies", I said
"No problem pare. You and me Same situation. good to help each other"
"Yes yes, Nee mothala cookies-a kodu da", I said
"Wat Pare? Me no understand", He said
"You No understand. Tamil da....", I said
"What?"
"Nothing, so can i get the cookies?"
"Oh yes pare, catch it", he told and throwed the cookies packet and I caught it

"Indian Cricket team thothuchu po", I thought

"Sir, Cookies saapudreengala??", I asked Ravi
"Atha neengale saapdunga"
"Yen sir, you're not feeling hungry or wat?"
"Ennaku pasi elaam pochu. I need someone now to rescue me"
"Varuvaaanga sir, Poruthaar Bhoomi Aazhvar"
"Bhoomi aazhrathuku uyiroda irukanum-la??", He said
"Ada enna sir neenga? Naalaiku poi sorgam kathava thatta pora maathiri pesitu irukeenga, Chill chill..Some one will come", I said
"Ennaku appadi thaan thonuthu...The water level too is increasing rapidly. Am afraid"

"Bayanthavan Pozhaika maataan, Eppadi sir ennoda punch?", I said
No reply from him
"Rightu. again kochikiteengala? Kochikonga...Naan en filipino Nanbanoda continue panraen", I told him

We both spoke in typical filipino english language for almost 2 hours. It was damn interesting!

"Pare, See coming helicopter", He told me and pointed out the helicopter which was flying above
"Oh..super Pare, Wave your hands. They will see us"
"Yes pare....Heyyyyyyy, help help", he started to shout
"Oh Pare, No shouting. If shout, they No hear, Just wave your hands", I told him

"Sir, Neengalum Kai aatunga. There are chances that they will see us and come for help", I told ravi

We all waved our hands and after some 5 minutes, we noticed that the helicopter is heading towards us

"Pare, Coming coming....", The filipino shouted in happiness
"Yes Pare, its coming. Atlast, there's someone to rescue
"Sir, Santhosha patukonga..Namala Kaapaatha vanthutaanga", I said him and just that moment I saw some change in his face. It was bright!
"Yappa, ippavaachum face maaruche, good good", I said

The helicopter came near and some guys throwed a big ladder outside and asked us to climb up

"Pare darling, You go first", I said
"Oh no problem pare, You go first", He replied

"Rightu, Unnakum venaam, ennakum venaam. Inga oru manushan romba nerama uyira kai-la pudichitu ukaanthutu irukaar, let him go first", I said
"Pare what??, Me no understand"
"Tamil da", I said
"What??"
"Nothing, I smiled"

Ravi then climbed up first and we both followed and the next 5th minute, we all got in to the chopper.

"Sir, Helicopter super-ah irukuthu sir, Elaarum headphone maatitu irukaangale, ennakum tharuvaangala?", I asked Ravi
No reply.

"Neenga ippadiye irunga....Ennaku en Filipino nanban irukaan", I said
"Pare, Me want window seat please", I said him
"Oh no problem pare, you sit, I take middle seat", He told me

"Thol kodupaan thozhan maathiri, Ivan seat kodutha thozhan sir", I said Ravi
"Rightu, neenga eppadi irunthaalum pesa porathilla, so unga kitta solli use illa", I said

"Pare, what you talking. Me not understand at all"
"This is our own language pare. Its tamil", I said
"Tamil or Tamil da??", He asked me

"Ha ha, its only tamil...Not tamil da", I smiled

We flyed for some 10 minutes and then we were dropped at the rescue camp.

"Okie Pare, Nice meeting you. I had an awesome time with you"
"Same here pare. Nice meeting you", he said
"Where your house?", He asked
"Its very near...just 5 mins walk. I'll manage. And what about you?", I asked him
"Me too near by pare. I go by walk", he said

"Done, and Pare what is your name?", I asked him
"Oh yes, I forgot to tell. I am Robert and what is your name pare?", He asked me
"I am Raja Mohammed"
"Oh, Nice name", He said
"Thanks pare. And I want to ask you only one thing", I said
"What Pare?"
"What does PARE means??"

"Ha ha, PARE means brother. Its filipino"
"Oh...Brother! Thanks alot man. WIthout knowing the meaning I was talking to you all these time", I smiled
"No Problem"

"Sir, Kelambalaama??" I asked Ravi
"Yea okie", He said
"Yappa, Ippvaachum themba pesreengale. Good", I said
"Konjam siringa sir. Uyir polaichu vanthurukeenga. Smile atleast now", I said
He smiled!

Thats good!

"Okie da nanba, Naanga kelamburom! Nice meeting you again. Hope we will meet agian"
"Me no understand starting pare", He said!

"TAMIL DA", I smiled

I came to my home after a big struggle walking in almost a meter height of water and when I opened my room door, I just noticed!

"MY IPHONE IS MISSING. GONE IN THE FLOOD"

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - Final Part

2010-07-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

"Why do you want to resign now??", My General Manager asked me as I handed him the resignation letter.
"I need to go back to my home due to some personal reasons", I said
"Ok. I'll give you a solid 6 months break. You go back, look into them and come back again"
"Sorry Sir, I want to quit. I want to leave permanently. Mr.Asif has accepted to fill in my duties until you find someone for my place"
"That will be taken care of! But Think well. It is not easy to get a job like this and if you resign, you are going to miss something good."
"I already missed a lot of better things in my life. I want to quit"
"What do you mean?"
"It's personal sir. Please accept my resignation"

“I understand that you are in some stress. Don’t be haste. You might regret your decision in the future”

“I won’t Sir. I may regret if only I stay away from my home”
"Look Mr. ###....."

My GM tried his level best to convince me but he failed!

"Ok..Ok..I give up!!So when are you planning to leave??” he asked
"I already booked tickets and I am leaving tonight"
"Tonight????You are impossible...”
"Yes sir. Please do complete all the formalities as soon as possible"
"You are making a big mistake"
"I don't think so! I’m counting this as one of my best and right decisions!”
"...well, it’s your wish then. Good luck. I’ll do all my bests to release you from this project by this evening"
"Thanks a lot sir. I hope I had delivered my best at work in these 8 months"
"Of course, you did and that is why I don't want you to leave"
"I’m helpless. I need to go back to my home"
By evening, I was released from my project. My GM signed my resignation letter and I completed all the formalities and got ready to travel!

....

I looked out through the window glass. Chennai was materializing down there as my flight was proceeding to land. Chennai, a heaven where I’ll find all my loved ones!

"Welcome to Chennai International Airport", said the crew member.

I didn’t hear the rest of the words as my mind swirled with the thoughts from the time I left this dear place, the people that I saw here last, “Will I see all of them now..Why all...Will Swathi be there” the love I had then, the pain I’m having now… thoughts that I held back since we broke up came back gushing into my mind.

“God..How I left this place… And how differently am returning now” I thought and tears came running down my eyes.

I know my eyes would be red. I went to restroom and washed my face!
"What am I going to answer if everyone asks me about my sudden resignation? What will I tell mom and dad", I thought!

I came out of the airport. It was 9A.M and I found my parents, friends, Lavanya, Varsha waiting for me!

I was surprised, but deep down my heart I was expecting.

“Hi mom… dad… hey guys… And Varsha, Laavi… Hi all… Thanks for coming...I missed you all too much that I took the next flight and came here” I said with an artificial smile!!
"What happened da???” That was the first thing my mom asked.
Silence…
“I’m asking you. What happened there?? You don't like the place or was it your job???”

Silence again…

"Where the people good over there???” she was asking all kind of questions!
"Mom, Nothing like that. I’m here.. Let’s go home soon"
It was dad’s turn now.
"Are you alright???” my dad asked me a single question!
"Dad, I’m perfectly alright”, I told him!

My mind made a mental calculation of the number of persons there and the average number of questions I will have to answer.
”God...give me the strength to sound normal” I made a mental prayer.
I walked towards my friends expecting something emotional since they knew everything.

“Dude...How was the air hostesses this time?” Rahul said.
“Even an old lady will look like a beauty to him after being in Saudi da” chuckled Arjun.

Boys are boys…What will the world be without boys!!

"Annaaaa", Lavanya called me.

"Hey buddy..Are you fine??", Varsha asked me
"Hey Laaviii, you gained lot of weight in these 8 months! Part of your pre marriage plans huh?", I smiled.
“Varsha, you are still the same. No change at all!!” I said.
She smiled back.
"Nothing like that. Are you ok?This should've never happened to you and Swathi . She is an awesome girl. You both would have made an admirable pair"
"It all happened Laavi! Nothing to think about that now", I told her!
"....Anna"
"Please don't talk about that Laavi and for God's sake, mom is here. I don’t want her to know anything about Swathi."
"...Hmmm"

I stared at Varsha now.
"I am not going to talk about Swathi now. Go to home and have some good time with mom ! Call me whenever you are free", Varsha said
"Sure. Let’s leave"

My dad and the guys were already walking towards the car with the luggage. I followed them holding my mom's hand! My mom was crying!
"Mom, you were crying when I left you! Now I came back to you and why do you want to cry again???” I asked her.
"I know you are hiding. There is some problem for you "

“God..Mothers are the best“I thought.
"There is nothing mom. Don't confuse yourself", I told her
Somehow I felt better, a lot better than the last few days.
....

Three months passed....

“I am worried.You are not normal", my dad started the conversation in the dining table.
“Nothing dad. Am good” I said.

“What are you planning now about your job?”This is the first time my dad mentioned about my job after my arrival to India.
"I have no idea dad. Planning to try for some job in Chennai",I answered.
"Shall I talk to Kumar uncle??He knows some persons in L&T. Your 8 month experience in Saudi will be helpful too", he said
"I'll try myself dad. If nothing works out, I'll come back to you"
"Hmmm, That’s good. Start working on it"
"I'll dad"

“Dad..I’m lying to you dad.Am not normal.Am feeling lost. Guide me like you used to when I was a kid. I’m missing all those times dad” I was thinking as we finished the rest of the dinner silently.

My mom went to bed while me and dad were watching tv.I was also about to leave when my dad spoke

“Feeling sleepy son? I remember you staying awake late nights a lot of times”
“No dad, Not sleepy but no interest!”
“Let’s talk then. I’m missing all those times when we all stayed together”I heard my feelings from my dad’s mouth.

I sat opposite to him.
" Why can't you shave????You look so dull and old with that bushy beard. You look like how I’m now"
“You look good and so I must be also looking good dad “I smiled.
He smiled back.
"I saw you yesterday in bus stand"
"Oh, when dad??” I asked him.
"Yesterday evening”

“I was with Rahul dad”
“But I didn’t see him. And I saw you smoking”
"......."
“I never knew you smoked. From when did you get hold of this habit?”
“Dad,No issues.I rarely smoke”
“Yes,I saw that day and understood that you rarely smoke and if you do, you smoke 3 at a time”
“……”
"What happened to you?? What's your problem?? Why are you spoiling yourself??"
"I’m sorry dad"
"Promise me that you will not smoke here after"
"I promise. I'll will not. And I’m sorry too”
"Don’t be sorry. But please take care my son.”

“Dad, I’ll”

“I know you have some problem and you came back to us because of that. I’m not going to ask you anything. Whatever the problem , I understand that it has become worst and it can’t worsen anymore. Its over.Try to come over it and rock on! I know you can do it"

I kept quiet without knowing what to reply!
"Am really sorry dad"
"Don't ask sorry again. Try to apply for the job as soon as possible and please shave. Good Night”
He left to bed.
I sat there smiling and that was after a long time! I felt some great change in me! Those few words from my dad boosted me so much that I slept peacefully that night!!

…..

Next morning, I went to barber shop, trimmed my hair, shaved my beard! My face looked very bright and I loved it!
"Is that youuuuuuuu?????" My mom was surprised seeing me!
"Of course mom", I smiled!
"Clean shave, full of smiles. I’m so happy my dear", she said holding my hands.
"You’ll always be happy hereafter mom", I said her and went to bath.

"Come soon da, I have a surprise for you", I heard my mom while I was bathing.
"What's that??"
"You first take bath and come", she smiled again!!

....

"Wow, So you both are my surprise????", I said to Laavanya and Varsha. They were in my home!!
"Ha ha.Your mom’s plan", Varsha smiled!
"We were worried about you. From what mom told us now, all our worries gone", Varsha told
"You should thank my dad for that"
"Dad???"
"Of course, my dad.Dont ask me why.” I said!
"That’s great da Anna. I am happy for you and you look cool after this complete shave", Lavanya said
"And its great to see you both too. Thanks for coming", I said!
"Don't mention that anna. We are happy that we came lese we would have missed seeing you like this", Lavanya replied
"I promise. I’ll be like this only hereafter"
Both of them smiled.
"Did you speak to Swathi after that????", Varsha asked me
"...Nope", my face turned a little dull.
"Okie. Let us not discuss it anymore"
"Hmmmm" .

We went to my room.

"What hmmm?? Idiot, where is my photo?? You told like you will be keeping it in your bed place??Varsha asked me
"I do remember Varsha and I think you didn't see the table back of you"
She turned and found her photo on the table!
Varsha just smiled!
"Don't smile Varsha, I am going mad", I smiled
"Dude, even after all this things, I don’t find any change in you. You are so cool even now", she said.
I just smiled for a reply!

They both stayed with me for the whole day and in the evening Arjun, Rahul, Mani, Syed also joined them. Everyone was talking on casual topics. As I sat there in between them, I felt so fresh and relieved. I know I belonged here and I was back to normal!!

"People come in to your life for some reason. Some stay. Some don’t. Swathi came, showed me what love as well pain is and these girls came and are staying with me through all this pain", I thought!

The next day, I started applying for jobs and after couple of months, I got selected in one of the reputed construction company in India!
Life started to move on for me from then....

....

6 years later.....

"I’m tensed honey. I hope everything will be fine", Sameena told me holding my hand!

Me and Sameena have been married for the last 20 months. She is a lovable wife and a wonderful companion in my life! We are expecting our baby today!

"Don't worry, you will be fine” I assured her.
"I want you to stay with me here", she said!
"Where do you think I’ll go other than the place you are”, I said smilingly.

She blushed and said “There is a place. Wherever your lappie and your blog is there. Last one month you were impossible”

“It was because my post was about some special people. You know everything about Swathi and You also know how much Laavi and Varsha mean to me and my dear, it was you who suggested the topic”

“I know my dear. Hope there were only these 3 girls” She smiled across those tensed moments.

“Definitely not…”I started to answer but she tightened her grip over my hand. The pain must have increased!
"Doctorrrr", I shouted.
But everything happened so fast. She was having so much pain and was screaming.
"I can’t dear, its paining", Sameena shouted.

I started feeling tensed.
"Nothing Sameena, I am there with you. Bear everything for our baby", I got hold of her hands tightly!!

After some tough time, she delivered a beautiful girl baby!!

"Sameena, its a girl", I said with full of joy looking at the little doll the doctor was having.
She smiled back, but went unconsious immediately!
Doctor assured me that it was normal and I was jumping inside the operation theatre.I was asked to wait outside.

"Its a girl baby mom", I went out and hugged my dad and mom!! Sameena’s parents wished me.
I was not able to control my happiness!!

....

"So the doctor told that you will be discharged today", I told Sameena .
"That's fine dear", she replied
"I love u soo much", I said kissing on her forehead.
"I love you tooo", Sameena smiled!
“Aunty was having tears while seeing our baby. How wrong I was thinking that my mom was the most emotional person here”Sameena said.
"Lavanya was wishing me.God, she was so excited and the usual non stop", Sameena was talking about the phone call she had with Laavi.
"You know how she is. She’ll be in India by next week with her hubby. Seems like her hubby's project got over and they will be settling here in chennai. She can’t wait to see our little girl", I smiled!
"Oh, she is coming back. That’s good.What about Varsha??"
"Varsha screemed like a kid on phone after I told her about the kid.You were sleeping then.She said she will call again in sometime. She had asked me to mail me the pics."
"Hmmm, when is she coming back from Singapore???I haven't seen her after our marriage"
"She will be coming back next year I guess. Thomas will be getting promotion next year and after that, he too will be posted in Chennai"

"Thank God. These girls will be a great company to me if they come to Chennai.Speaking of company, you didn’t say anything about your guys, Arjun, Rahul and all"
"Oyeee, You didn’t notice all these dolls and balloons in this room or what? I thought you would have understood . You were sleeping but our little angel was awake and they were playing with her. It was tough making them to stay silent since you were sleeping", I chuckled.
"Ahh, I understand now. You guys are always cool."

"I forgot to ask Laavi about the blog. Actually she didn’t give me a chance to talk. Did you ask Varsha and Laavi about it???"
"Ha ha, how will I miss it. There comments in the post said it all.But both were curious about your reaction"
Sameena smiled!!

"Shall I tell them that you smiled??” I asked her
"Tell them that I love you more after this blog. You’ve completed the blog successfully . Congrats honey", Sameena smiled again!
"You're my best Sameena but I left something in my post", I told her as I kissed on her forehead!
“…..”

"I finished it. But still, there are two more girls in my life about whom I had not mentioned anywhere in the blog", I said
"Honey, this is not fair, who are they??" she asked smilingly. I know she understood what I was saying.

"Swathi, Varsha, Lavanya..they all came in to my life. Made my life beautiful. But they all came for a season and now are busy with their own lives"
"Hmmm",She smiled again.

"But now I have two more girls, who made my life meaningful and made my life worth it"
"Interesting...who are they???",she smiled mischieviously.

“Its you Sameena from the day I met you and now our little girl!!” I said looking into her eyes.
"That’s dame sweet. I know it", Sameena smiled!

“I know you that” I smiled back.
"Know what, I can’t wait for the day she will call me daddy", I continued!!

Sameena smiled!!

"You showed me what true love is all about Sameena. I love you so much.I love you for everything ."
Sameena didn’t reply and continued to smile!!

"Take some rest. We will leave to our home this evening after mom and dad comes", I told her as she started to sleep!!

I got up from that place and went near the craddle!!

"THE LAST, BUT THE BEST GIRL OF MY LIFE WAS SLEEPING THERE PEACEFULLY - MY ANGEL:)"

THE END! :)

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 15

2010-07-22T02:33:00.000-07:00

I spent almost half a day to set up my lappie and the internet!!

"Internet....Without it, you will go mad in this country dude", I thought!
And after setting up everything, I called my home!!

"How was the journey??, Howz the city?? How about the climate??? How is your room and other things???"lot of Hows?? from my mom!
"Everything is ok ma. I feel like am in home"
"Hmmm"
"What about your company?? Will they allow you to come back home once in a year atleast??"

"Mom, what is this??. Its been just a day I came here and you're asking about my vacation"
"..Hmmmm"
"Dont worry ma. See, we have internet. Whenever you want to see me, just give me a ring. I'll come online. Its not going to be a big deal"
"...Hmmmm"
"Mom..................."

It was hard convincing my mom but I succeeded!!

"How is she going to manage without you buddy??", I asked myself!

....

The best thing that happened to me after coming to Saudi was the days sped like anything.
It used to be like seconds before I woke up in the morning thinking that, I’ll be late to office and I will be already ready to go back to my room in the evening!

"Goooossssh, 8 months passed Varsha. Its still like yesterday I came here to Saudi. Thanks to internet.", I pinged Varsha as we both started to chat after a week.
"Yeah dude, even I feel the same"
"So, how was the trip??", I asked Varsha

"Trip was ok da, I was missing you actually"
"Ha ha, don't bluff Varsha, I know you"
"Really da idiot"
"Hmmm, even I missed you to the core"
"I know that"

"So howz Laavanya? How is her job in Infosys?? She is working for 4 months right?? Infy training..she would've got screwed I guess", Varsha said

"Ha ha, ofcourse, they are screwing everyone at Infosys and Lavanya is not going to be an exceptional case. But still, she is enjoying there"
"That's good to hear dude"

"And Varsha, I wanna tell you something"
"What??"
"I heard many told that distance will increase love. I never beleived in that. But I really felt that in you and Lavanya"
"Idiot, is this is what you wanted to say???, I thought something else. I know how much we all mean to you. And I don't want you to feel emotional like this anytime", she said
"I am not emotional Varsha, Let me complete what I started"
"....continue"
"I felt the same with Swathi too. We both are madly in love. But you know what, its been 2 months since I spoke to her"
"Whaaaaaatt???"
"Yes Varsha. I don't understand what the hell is wrong with her. I never find her online. I tried to contact her manytimes, but no use. Whats happening to her, what is her problem, what is she doing now, where is she..I don't know anything"
"Da, what are you telling..", Varsha said
"Varsha... Am going mad. I am calling her almost everyday, but she never attended or returned my call"

"Da, there must be something wrong in her home then"
"Yeah, even I am guessing the same"

"I am missing her like anything Varsha. I am not able to concentrate on anything here"
"Dude, I can understand. But there must be something disturbing her or else she wont be like this. Give me her number, I'll try to call her"

"No need Varsha. I'll wait for some more days."

"I am sorry da"
"For what Varsha???"
"I’m surprised that you managed this situation for the past 2 months”
"I have no other choice Varsha. I came here for Swathi. And I got to be patient too. Swathi won't do anything like this without a reason. She will call me back. Let me wait"
"You're wonderful. I admire you da", Varsha said!
“….”

"Let me know afetr you talk to Swathi. I pray that there should not be any problem and hope everything will turn up well"

"Sure Varsha"
"Ok dude, I gotto go now. Will catch you later. Take care. Byeeeeee"

Varsha signed off!

"Swathi..What the hell is wrong with you??", I thought

....

I was waiting for my clock to tick 8pm and that will be 10.30pm in India. That is the time Lavanya used to come back to her hostel room from work

I was missing her badly after she joined work. She used to come back late from office. And whenever I call her, she will be sleeping.

Hoping that, she will be free, I called her and my call was on waiting.
I called her again after some 20 mins, and again the same waiting.

And after 10 minutes, she pinged me asking to call her!

"Annnaaaaa, I was talking to Prasad and I dint hear your call waiting"
"ok"
"Seri na..I’m damn tired and feeling sleepy. Let me sleep. Good night"

"Good night"

Thats it. She hanged the line!!

"Fuck that Prasad. He had stolen some precious time of mine. I could've told Lavanya about Swathi in this 30 minutes and this guy had spoiled everything. What the hell does he want?? calling her at this time.....idiot", I scolded him until my anger level and frustration reduced a bit. But even then, I dint get angry on Lavanya. That was something crazy!!

Just when I thought like, its just not enough scolding that guy, my mobile beeped and that was a text from Swathi!!

"CALL ME".

....

Just two words… I became tensed.

"God, everything should be fine on her side. I hope nothing is wrong", I prayed n called her!

"Am Sorry buddy", that was the first thing she told immediately after attending the call. She had just finished crying!I sensed from her voice.
"Hey Swathi. What happened?? Where were you all these days? I missed you to the core...No calls, no mails nothing..what happened???", I just can't stop asking with my questions…
"Am really sorry da", she started to cry! I had never heard Swathi crying like this!

Being thousands of miles apart from her and am hearing her crying on the phone.
"What happened Swathi?? Pls don't cry"

That was the only thing I was able to do while Swathi cried so much.\
“God,I’m useless” ..I thought!

“but I’m helpless too!”

She finally managed to stop crying after my desperate try to console her!

"Now tell me, what happened???"
"My mom came to know about our affair"

"Hmmm, I expected something like this"
"So what did she tell?", I asked her

"Buddy, you know what, for the past two months I was trying to convince her"
"Hmmm"
"And in that situtation, I was left clueless"
"Clueless on what??"
"I felt guilty to talk with you da. I imagined cheating my mom"

"Hmmm, I can understand Swathi"
"And even after this two months, I am not able to convince her da"
"We will be able to Swathi. Don't lose hope"
"No da, I was stubborn, but I am not able to now"
"What you mean?"
"I am not able to oppose my mom"
"Hmmmm"
"And I love her too. You know she is not of good health..she is a patient. I just don't want to lose her"
"Hmmm"
"And in this two months, whenever I think about you, I remember my mom's face and that feel was too bad.. I felt like I was betraying my parents"
"Hmmmm"
"You know my brother’s marriage last year was a failure, just a month after his marriage. My dad and mom were almost half dead by then"
"And now, the way my mom reacts for our love, I just can't imagine how they will be if we stay stubborn in our decision", Swathi continued!
"Hmmmm"

"Buddy, please don't react like this. Just a "Hmmmm" is killing me"

"Its not like that Swathi. I just want to know how you feel"
"I don't know what to do buddy. I feel ashamed and guilty"

"Stay calm. Just chilldown and then decide", I said

"Hmmm"
"And now what this Hmmm means??", I asked Swathi as she started to cry again
"Please Swathi. I just cant bear to hear you crying like this"

"Am really sorry buddy. I am locked between my mom and love"
"I can understand Swathi. I told you na, stay calm. Stop crying. Then decide"

"WE WILL BREAK UP DA"

Just for a second, my heart skipped a beat.

"Swathii????????"
"Please forgive me da. I cheated on you", she started crying again!

“…..”

“Da…”

"Dont ever tell like that, I can understand your situation too and I respect your decision"
"Da, I am really sorry", she continued crying
"See Swathi, you decided. And its just for someone who brought you to this world. Feel proud about that"

"Don't you feel like scolding me??"
"To be frank, I don't know how to react Swathi. I love you and so I respect your decision too. That's all I can say"

She started to cry again!!

"Come on Swathi. There is no point in crying. Be happy. Take care of your mom and stay with her. That's the best thing we can do for them"
"I’m ashamed to see our friends now. They were all so much happy for us"
"Don’t feel that way. They will understand us"

I tried to stop her from crying but I was not able to. She kept on crying and at somepoint, I heard her mom's voice and the line was disconnected abruptly!!

....

I looked around my room. Two of my colleagues were talking about something and I felt very uncomfortable to stay there. I took refuge in the bathroom and locked the door!

I started to cry and was not able to control.
I was crying for almost half an hour and heard someone knocking the door.
I looked at my face in the mirror. It was swollen!!

I washed my face and came out!

"Dude…half an hour..What were you doing inside…”,chuckled the guy.
"Nothing", I replied and went!

....

Midnight 1.30am.
I tried to sleep that night, but I wasn't able to.

"I never expected this Swathi. I love you to the core. Am mad about you. I dreamt my life with you. I wanna make love to you. And now after all theseI feel like its better to end up my life. I still respect your decision Swathi, but you left me empty and soulless"

I lost my control and bursted out again!! I remembered my friends who were there with us throughout and now the end has come.

I called Rahul. He dint pick the call.
I called Lavanya. She dint pick the call.
I called my home. None picked the call.

I threw my mobile in frustration!

"MOM… I NEED YOU…AM COMING BACK TO INDIA", I said myself!

Contd..
Watch out for Climax!!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 14

2010-07-20T02:02:00.000-07:00

I got an offer from Saudi, good pay and a good company", I told Swathi
"Wow, that's really great buddy, Congrats:)", Swathi was too happy.
"Why are you so happy about this Swathi???"
"Bcoz now I can talk boldly about you to my parents. I have some valid point to support our future. They will have some hope on you"
"Is that the reason??"
"That is one of the reasons da"
"Hmmm, so you feel that if I join, it will be an advantage for our love"

"Ofcourse da", Swathi got hold of my hand!
"But Swathi.."
"....???"
"If I go to Saudi, who will take care of my mom??she will feel lonely here", I told her.

"Buddy, I can understand, but at sometime you have to consider our love too"
"I do, but still something is stopping me Swathi"

"Come on da, just think about our future. If you join now, our future will be happy, and sometimes in your life, you have to sacrifice onething or the other for betterment", She said!
"Hmmm"
"Don't confuse too much. Its a very good oppurtunity for you as well for us and you're lucky to have this, dont miss it", she continued!
"But my mom???"
"She will be alright", Swathi told me looking into my eyes!

Swathi's eyes locked me. Her eyes conveyed lotta messages to me! I was not able to talk anything after that.

"You've to do it. Just think about our love and this is for our love",!

"Am going", I decided!

....

I was not able to console Lavanya as she was crying like a little kid!
"Come on Laavi, I am just going to Saudi. I can come back anytime when I need to come"
"Still, I will miss you anna", she said
"I know, and I'll miss you too, but na, I gotto go now. Just for Swathi. I never compromised anything for her and this is the right time to do something for her, something for our love"
"Hmmm"
"Just an hmmmm??, won't you wish me???"
"Wish??"
"All the best, good luck..blah blah..all those stuffs??"
"I wont"
"Thank you"
"When are you leaving na??"
"In another 20 days"
"Just 20 days???? I wanna meet you before that anna"
"Sure dear"
"When and how???"
"You come to my home or else I'll come to your place", I said

"I'll let you know na"
"Done"
"But anna...."
"What??"
"Do you really have to go??"
"Laavi???I told you na????"
"OK na, I understand. Its for your love. I seriously wish your decision will prove good for you and Swathi:)", Lavanya smiled.
"Its great to see you smile atlast"
"If I am not able to understand what you feel, then its a shame for me to call you anna", she said!

"I am blessed to have you in my life"
"Me too anna", she said!

"Take care of my mom, try to meet her every week and make her feel comfortable", I instructed her.
"Sure na, no need to tell me that, she is my mom too and how can I make her to feel lonely. You be bold", She replied!

Hearing those words from Lavanya was like a boost for me and my worries about my mom reduced a bit at that moment.

"But onething..", Lavanya said
"What??"
"I won't be coming to airport"
"Laavi...why???"
"Don't ask me why. I wont be coming and please don't force me too. Its for your good. If you really want to leave peacfully, then its better I stay back"
"Are you worried about Swathi??"
"Well, not exactly.....but.."
"Why are you thinking like that??, Swathi isn't possessive to the extent that she won't like you coming to airport"
"I know about that anna, but still, I don't want to give a chance for anything"

"What the hell Laavi. You're talking like a fool"
"Am not a fool. I love Swathi too and I know how she will be feeling when you are leaving and I don't want to be an interruption there"

"....Laavi??"

"Anna, its for your good am telling. Please understand. What if I am not coming. Wont you feel my presence??"
"....."
"Well, are you going to answer me or gonna stay dumb like this??"
"Nothing to say Laavi"
"Thats ok. Everything is for good!! We will meet before you leave and I don't wanna miss that"

"Hmmmm"
"Cheer up anna", Lavanya smiled!

"You smile like a kid", I said
"Ofcourse, am a kid!! Atleast for you. Am I not????", she asked

"You are", I replied!

....

"Dude, thats great! I am happy for you and I wish you a very good luck. Rock the show idiot", this is how Varsha reacted soon after I told her about my job at Saudi!
"Thanks Varsha!! and you know what, you made me to realise the real difference between love and friendship"
"What you mean??"
"I told the same to Swathi and Lavanya. The way they reacted was totally different from how you reacted"
"Ha ha, how did they react??"
"I will tell that later, but at this moment I just want to tell you that, I went mad on your reply. You are the best"

"My pleasure dude"
"And can I expect you at airport??"
"Why do you want to ask such an idiotic question?? will you leave without seeing me??", she asked!
"Ha ha, I won't dear"

"Then stop asking like that idiot"
"I am going mad Varsha"
"Idiot, as I’ve always told, dont try to flirt"

"I never do that Varsha"
"I'll see that", She said!!

....

The next three weeks, I spent my time with my mom to the fullest.
Lavanya came to my home. The big “Miss You” card she gave is still in my eyes!

Swathi promised me that she is going to give something special at the airport!
Varsha promised me that she will stay with me in the airport until I leave!

....

It was 5.30AM in the morning, and by the time I arrived at the airport, Swathi was waiting for me!

"When did you come???", I asked Swathi
"Just some 15 mins before da, you took all necessary things?? your certificates and all those stuffs???", she asked me

"Come on dear, am not a kid", I said

"Hmmm, so howz mom now??, is she alright??"
"Yeah, she was crying the whole night, but not now. She wants to send me off with a smile on her face"
"I am sorry da, just for my happiness, all these..."
"Don't ask sorry, its not just for your happiness, its for our happiness. so yeah.."

"Hmmmm"

I checked my mobile for calls from Varsha and there wasn't any.

"Dude, you're checking for my sms or what??", I heard someone talking to me and it was varsha standing with a bright smile!!

"Varshaaaaaaaaaaaa…. That was a great surprise"
"You know I'll come. so wats so surprising??"

"I know you will come, but I never expected in this way"
"That's Varsha for you and here I've something special for you", Varsha gave me a card!

I opened the card!

"I will miss you. All the very best for your career and love. I hope You and Swathi will succeed in every step of your life together and this is the first step"

"I don't know what to say Varsha, I'll miss you tooo", I told her
"Idiot, this is not the place and time for sentiments"
"Okei. No more sentiments. And wait, I'll introduce you to Swathi"

"Be careful while you do that. Thinking about the way Swathi reacted for Lavanya, I have no clue on how she will react for me", Varsha told.

"She will be too good with you until I call you honey or sweetheart in front of her", I replied.
"You're crazy"
"Ofcourse", I smiled

I introduced Varsha to Swathi and after somepoint of time I just can't beleive my eyes when I saw two of the best girls in my life together in front of me!!

Time passed pretty fast and I dint spend anytime with Varsha and Swathi!!!

I was standing with my mom holding her hand!!
I was keeping on talking with her about everything and also nothing.

"Why can't you tell about Swathi now itself??", I thought!

I went to my friends who were busy looking at the girls in the airport

"Dei, am planning to tell my mom about Swathi now itself, what you guys say??"
"Oh really??, ok da. Its time for my office. I gotto leave. You go safe. Happy journey. Take care. Byeeeeeeeeeee", two of the guys replied immediately

"Idiots, What the fuck?"
"Idiot,You gonna fuck all of us… By telling your mom about Swathi now. After you leave we’ve to manage your dad and mom. Its better to leave rather than stay now. They believe us and after you tell them, they will surely think that we spoiled you"
"Ha ha ha, silly guys", I laughed

"This is not funny da fool, Dont ever do that"
"Do what??"
"Your telling about Swathi now…"

"Dei, Even if I tell them a year later, they will surely blame you guys"
"Thats fate da, none can change that. But let that fate be delayed. We don't want now"

....

Just a minute after I heard that check in has been started for my flight, Swathi called me to the front gate!

"Hey, whats up???
"I promised you to give something special right?? you forgot??", She smiled
"Ha ha, am curious. Whats that????", I asked her
"Close your eyes then"
"Hey, you are making me more curious, whats that??"
"I said na, close your eyes", she said as I closed my eyes in curiosity!

The next second, She kissed me on my lips in front of some 100 people!!
"I love you. Take care of your health. Do sleep on time and eat well. All the very best da. Come back soon! A girl named Swathi will be waiting for you. Just for you", she said!

I was standing speechless and almost everyone in the airport were seeing both of us!! They were speechless too!!

"Do react something buddy", her lips smiled but her eyes betrayed… She was crying.

"I love you and I don't know what to say"
"You need not to tell anything. We have to go back to the terminal or else these people around us will miss their flight watching us", she smiled!

"Yup, you have lotta guts", I told her!
"Yup, I do.. until and unless your dad n mom dont see anything like this", she smiled!

"Ha ha, thank God they didn’t see you kissing me", I smiled back and we both went to the terminal.

....

"Where did you go??", My dad asked me
"Swathi's friend came to meet me, Just went to the gate", I lied to my dad hoping that he didn’t see anything!

The next 10 minutes, everybody cried and I felt hard to see my mom.

"Dude, its time for you. Don't worry about mom. We are there to take care of her. You proceed with the formalities", my friend told me!

"Okie guys, I'll leave now. Take care. Will call you once I reach", I said
"Sure dude, take care. Bon Voyage, we will miss you.."

"Happy journey dude. Do call me after landing there", Varsha told

It was very difficult to bid goodbye to everyone but being choiceless, I left the place!

Just for a moment, I felt like I could see my mom n dad one more time and I turned back!

My mom was standing there holding my dad's hands trying to smile! But she wasn’t ..

"Sorry for hurting you mom. I really don't want to go but I have no other choice. Some say love is all about sacrifice and I am sacrificing now for my love.."

Swathi, Varsha and my friends were standing next to them!
I waved my hand and they waved their hand back!! They all smiled at me!!!

Am gonna miss them!!

....
I boarded the flight and got settled in my seat. As the air hostess was instructing to switch off the mobiles..my mobile beeped. Swathi had texted…

"Come back soon da. Am here waiting for you. Mom will be fine, dont worry!! We will take care of her! I love you. Mmmwwwwwahhhhh",

Contd....
Watch out for Part15 n the Climax!!!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 13

2010-07-09T05:27:00.001-07:00

"I pity you dude", Varsha told
"Hmmm….."
"Don't worry, if not Swathi who else will understand you better. Give it some time, everything will be fine"
"Hope so, but its irritating!! Why the hell are you girls like this??"
"Can't help it da… In love,Girls are like this only ", She said
"Crap"
"Hmmm, change the topic, atleast now try to relax for a while", Varsha said
"Hmmmm"
"And you know what??"
"What?"
"Tomorrow is Aug 20th"
"I know that and whats so special about it?"
"Its your bday da idiot"
"Ha ha, I know that ..I just want to check whether you remembered it"
"Get yourself hanged "
"Ha ha, chill down Varsha, so tell me what you gonna gift me??", I asked her
"What you want??"
"Whatever you wanna give me, Varsha"
"Come on, don't be formal. Ask whatever you want. Let me try if I can get you that", she replied
"Well, if that’s the case, I'll ask you something"
"…Proceed"

"MARRY ME, WILL YOU??"
"If Swathi allows, then am ready. Will she??", she replied back

"Ha ha, I'll ask her now itself. What you say??"
"What if she doesn’t allow??"
"No probs, I'll marry her and also you. Its not a big deal", I replied

"Now I feel like there is no mistake in Swathi being like that"
"Like what??"
"Possessive on you"
"Ha ha, very true .."
"I am wondering… you have so many problems and confusions in your love.. and here you are flirting downright with me"
"Thats how I am Varsha, Kind of special as you say always"
"I think you overrate yourself dude", she said
"ha ha, not at all"
"Get lost you idiot. I gotto go now and before that I want to tell you onething"
"What??"
"Am not gonna marry you.."

"You broke my heart Varsha"
"Get lost you crazy gooze"
"Ha ha, okie and before you leave I wanna tell you onething and ask you onething"

"What you want to tell?"
"Am not flirting with you. Swathi is unmatchable"
"I know that da idiot. Now tell me what you wanna ask?"
"Where is my bday gift??"
"Check your inbox tonight at 12"
"Hey, whats that??"
"Wait till 12 buddy"

Varsha signed off

I checked the time and it was 11.15pm.
Gosh, I gotto wait till 12???. No way, am gonna check my inbox now itself. I opened my mailbox
No mails from Varsha!

What the hell???…

My mobile beeped.

"What buddy??No mails yet???. I know you will check it now itself and that's why I had sent it through auto deliver system. It will reach you at 12 exactly. Now stop checking your inbox and do something useful. Good night:)", That was a text from Varsha!
"You're crazy", I replied her
"Just like you:), good night:)", She signed off.

That 45 minutes, I was restless and started to roam inside my room . I was sitting in front of my PC when my clock struck 12,
I opened my mailbox..
There was a mail from Varsha!

"Hi da, sorry for making you to wait!

Happy happy Birthday!! :) Have a memorable and special day ahead!!

I have attached those two photos which you wanted..:) I took it just specially for you:) ha ha only fan to my smile!!:P and I hope you like my gift:)

Known you for small span of time, but I feel lots comfortable talking and sharing things with you!! :) Such a wonderful person you are!!

You believe me or not, U are one of your kind!! Never met such a person before!:) stay the same , let me be in touch with you always!:)

Enought of praising you:P Atleast today brush your teeth and have coffee:P

Wish you a Special Day!
Like you lots!
happy b'day again!:)"

I was blanked out for a second and next second wanted to call her and thank for the gift!
I took my mobile immediately and found three new messages!

The first one was from Lavanya

"Anna, Happy Bday:) I love you sooo much and you're the best. I wish you more and more happiness in your life. Waiting to talk to you in the morning"

The second one was from Swathi

"Happy Bday Buddy! Sorry for everything. I shouldn't have spoken like that. I am really sorry for that.
MMmmmmmwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, is this enough da purusha????
Happy Bday again. Will call you tomorrow:)"

The third one was from Varsha

"Hope you saw the mail. Those two pics are specially for you. If you want you can frame it near your bed place so that you can see it every morning after you wake up , provided your mom, dad and swathi don't have any problem with it :P. I like you lots:) You are special to me! Happy Bday. Have a Blast"

Contd...
Watch out for Part 14!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 12

2010-07-05T23:10:00.000-07:00

"All set da, I vacated my room. Waiting for my brother to pick me up", Swathi texted me

"Annnnaaaaa, I am pretty eager to see my anni, and so I bunked my college today" Lavanya texted me
"Pattu, Be watchful with your words when you are talking to her", I replied her back. Pattu is how I used to call her and more importantly I used to call Swathi too the same way.
"I'll na", she replied

I was happy oneside because the two best girls in my life gonna meet each other, get to know about each other, but at the same time I was little bit worried about how Swathi gonna take Lavanya and her childish behaviour.

I dint text Lavanya after that.
I thought I could sleep for sometime and I switched off my mobile and slept.I hate people calling me when I am sleeping.

"Its time for lunch and you are still sleeping??", my mom shouted at me
"Am feeling sleepy maa, and I am not feeling hungry", I woke up and sat in the bed.
"Why can't you help me cleaning your room today??", my mom asked me
"Cleaning my room??, I'll clean it for myself. Why do you want to strain?", I told her
"Then start cleaning it. You room is like a garbage bin", she replied

"Dude, If you are not cleaning the room now, mom will start cleaning it. Its not a big deal but you just wont be able to safe hold all those love letters and greeting cards with Swathi's lip mark. If mom sees that, its going to be the end for you, so
act fast", I thought.

It took almost an hour for me to clean the room and just the moment I finished it, I remember my mobile and switched it on. I waited for sometime to check whether am receiving any text from Swathi or Lavanya, but I din't.

Losing my patience, I texted Lavanya

"Pattu, met Swathi???, howz she??"

"This is Swathi and I just wanted to ask you that how can you call her with the same name you used to call me??. I never expected this from you", I received a reply from Swathi the next minute.

What the fuck?????, I was expecting problems like this but not so soon.

"Anna, I was talking to Swathi and just showed her your text. She smiled after seeing it. She is sooo cool na, I just love her. She is an apt girl for you", Lavanya replied back

I was really clueless about how to react back but I just went mad about Lavanya and her innocense.
"She is the best and am not gonna lose her at any moment", I thought

"Thanks da pattu, you carry on with Swathi. I'll call you tonight", I signed off immediately.

"Hey dear, You are always special to me. Lavanya is totally different. You don't confuse. I'll call you tonight", I replied Swathi.

"Handling two girls is pretty difficult and if those girls are together, then its gonna be a Himalayan task", I thought

...............

"Text me when you are free, I wanna talk to you", I saw Swathi's text as I just entered my room after a heavy dinner.

"I'll call you in a minute", I replied her back and locked the door.

"Hi dear, how is your new hostel?? got settled???", I asked her
"Yeah", Just a one word reply from her
"Hmmm, how about the food and all other things??"
"Its good", again a short reply from her
"What about your roommate??"
"I don't know"

"Swathi, are you angry??", I asked her
"Don't you know that??", She replied
"Come on da pattu, what happened???"
"Pls for god's sake, dont ever call me with that name", she replied
"Hmmmm"
"How can you??? How are you able to call another girl with the same name????"
"No swathi, try to understand me"
"I don't need anything da, you hurt me"

"I dint mean it Swathi"
"Pls don't talk. I spoke to Lavanya for almost 3 hours today and she always talks about you. Always ANNA ANNA ANNA"
"Well, she calls me ANNA right???, whats the big deal Swathi???"
"It bothers me da and you won't understand my feelings"

Now, I am gonna kill if somebody tells again that Men can't understand women's feeling.
Unless or untill women tell what they feel, how the hell can men understand it????

"What bothers you???
"A lot"
"What does it mean???"
"I dont like you calling her that way"
"I will not call her again like that, I swear", I made a Fake promise
"And I don't like her talking about you always", She said
"I cant help it out dear"

"Do you love me??"
"What kind of question is that Swathi, you know how much I love you"
"Then leave Lavanaya, will you??"
"What the hell Swathi??, She is my sister and you know how much I love her too"
"I can't take it anymore buddy, you got to do this"
"I can't Swathi, I need Lavanya too. Her relationship is something like a dream come true for me", I replied her

"I WANT TO TELL YOU JUST ONETHING DA, IF YOU WANT ME THEN LEAVE LAVANYA OR IF YOU WANT LAVANYA, THEN LEAVE ME", Swathi said and hanged the line abruptly.

"Am I doing a mistake? or Swathi is too possessive??", I asked myself and looked at my mobile and found a new message

"Anna, guess yar talking to Anni. Call me once yar done with her. Feel like hearing you", that was from Lavanya!

"Swathi? or Lavanya??", that was the only thing running on my mind at that moment!

Contd...
Watch out for Part 13

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 11

2010-07-03T22:38:00.001-07:00

"Hey beauty, how you doing??", I pinged Varsha
"Stop calling me like that"
"Come on Varsha, take it cool"
"Hmmm...well, I am doing great and how about you??"
"I am ok Varsha"
"Just ok???", she asked

"Well, Its a big story"
"Why can't you tell me?"
"Why not, but you have to listen patiently", I told her
"Thats ok, I'll"

I started from Swathi, continued with Lavanya and ended up in Swathi's plan to join Lavanya's hostel.

"Da, you know what?, I cant control my laugh"
"What the hell???"
"Really buddy, you're one idiot. You don't know to tackle two girls at a time. Dont tell me that you are a guy"
"Hey, don't pull my legs", I replied her
"Ha ha, chill down. I was just kidding. But you have some really wonderful people around you"
"I know that"
"Swathi is awesome and Lavanya is damn cool, wish I will get a chance to meet both of them someday", Varsha replied.
"Yeah"
"So, with a girl like Swathi as your love, are you trying to flirt with me ????", Varsha replied
"I never tried that dear, I love your smile. I can see Swathi in your smile", I said

"Oh really???, thats so good of you"

"Hmmmm, so tell me now. What shall I do now???"

"What you mean??"
"What if Swathi joins in Lavanya's hostel....."
"What's gonna bother you buddy???"
"Nope Varsha, you don't know Lavanya . She is pretty childish and Swathi doesn't have enough maturity to understand Lavanya.She talks non stop."

"Hmmmm, that means even Swathi is childish", she replied

"Ofcourse she is. And Lavanya on the other side, doesn't even care that she is with Swathi. She will talk, talk and will keep on talking like Swathi will surely get angry"

"Hmmmm"
"And there are chances that Swathi may turn possessive on me"
"That's not something new in love da", Varsha replied
"May be, but am not ready to lose Lavanya. She is my sister Varsha. Her relationship is something which I had been dreaming about until she came"

"Hmmmm, I can understand"
"So??"
"Sooo, let Swathi stay in the new hostel"
"What about the problem then??"

"Be optimistic dude, what if Swathi started liking Lavanya???, its good for you right?"
"Ofcourse, it will be like a dream come true for me"
"Then, let us hope", Varsha said.
"What if she doesn't??", I asked her
"Its your headache then, you gotto pay for what you did right??"
"What I did???"
"Telling Swathi about Lavanya's hostel"
"Yeah, that's my fucking mistake", I said.
"Then you gotto face the conseqences but let us hope that they will be good", she smiled.

"And yeah I forgot to ask you something", Varsha continued
"What??"
"When is your B'day??"
"Why do you need that??"
"Do you think that one should have a special reason to ask that???"
"Not like that, well its on Aug 20th", I replied
"That's cool"

"Hmmm, and now I want to ask you something", I told varsha
"What is that??"
"Where is the photo which I had been asking you for quite a long time?"
"You really need that??"
"Do you think that I was kidding???, Am serious, I need your picture with your typical bright smile"

"You're crazy dude, with all these problems around you, you still need my pic...??!!"

"Yeah, I need it"

"I'll give it for sure"
"When??"
"VERY SOON BUDDY", Varsha smiled and I went mad...!

Contd...
Watch out for Part 12!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 10

2010-06-27T22:59:00.000-07:00

I came to know about Varsha through my friend Bhargavi. The first thing I noticed when I saw her was her smile.
I saw Swathi in her smile! It was difficult to differentiate between both the smiles.

"Hey, nice to meet you"
"Nice to meet you too", She smiled!

God, I literally saw Swathi in front of me!

"This is our first meet, I don't know anything much about you, but still, I want to tell you something Varsha", I said
"Ha ha, thats interesting, go ahead buddy"
"Your smile is just out of world", I said
"Is that a compliment??", she asked
"Ofcourse, it is a compliment, why do you doubt?"
"Nah nah, I just asked, I've seen many guys like you, some admired me and none had guts to express it and you are the first guy"
"And now, is that a compliment??", I asked varsha
"You can take it anyway", She smiled!

"I want you to do me a favor even though it is too early to ask you", I said
"What's that?"
"I need a photo of yours with that bright big smile of yours, do you have any??"
"Ofcourse, I have some, but why do you want that??"
"I'll tell you the reason, but am sure you won't beleive what I am going to say"
"Come on dude"
"I'll see your pic in the morning when I wake up. Seeing a smile like that in the morning will do lotta good, you know that?"
"Ha ha, why do you want to impress me???", she asked
"And that is why I told you that you won't beleive me"
"May be"
"Now, tell me, can I get your pic??", I asked her again
"Not now"
"Then when??"

She just smiled!

"Dude, no girl can replace swathi and her awesome smile", I told myself.

....................

I went to chennai on that day to meet Swathi! I told my mom that one of my friend is getting married and I am going to attend the marriage!
If you are in love, you have to lie! No other choice!

"Hey sweetu, I am planning to stay in private hostel, I hate this college hostel da", Swathi told me as we both waited for our zinger meal at KFC!
"Why dear, what happened??", I asked!
"I don't know, I don't like the people around me, they are selfish and there are lot of politics going on in my hostel"
"Politics??", I asked her
"That's a big story and now tell me. Do you know any girls staying in a private hostel here in chennai???, your relations or someone??"

"Ofcourse, how can you forget Lavanya??", I replied
"Oh yea, I forgot, your sister", She replied in a way that anyone can understand that she dint like me being so close to Lavanya

"Oops, now what kind of reaction is that??, you got to be careful dude", I thought

"May be, if you are not interested, I'll check with someone else", I said
"Not like that, she is staying alone or what?", swathi asked
"She got a roomie, her college mate"
"Will there be any vacant rooms there??", She asked as if am the hostel warden!
"Let me check with Lavanya and let you know soon"
"Why can't you ask now"

"Sure, I can", I told her and took my mobile out and called Lavanya!

Her number was Busy! Sometimes I feel pissed when Lavanya talks on phone with someone else when I call her. I even want to tell her the same, but I controlled myself! She always used to blabber on phone no matter even it is a wrong number and she never cared about my advise too!! But I never felt angry on her for whatever silly thing she did! Her love is the biggest reason for that.

"Whats up??", Swathi asked
"Her number is busy", I replied
"Hmmm, try later then, no harm"
"Cool. This zinger meal is awesome", I said!
"Yeah, even I love it"
"Hmmm"

"So what about your placements??", Swathi asked
"Ufffff, that's a big story Swathi, I chose to attend Caritor last week, but got out in the first round, what about you??", I asked her
"My placements are starting next month da and I was appointed as a placement co-ordinator", she replied
"Hey, thats cool, rock the show then"
"Thanks sweetu, but am kinda nervous"
"About what?"
"Am not sure whether I will get enough time to prepare for my placement. This co ordinator tag will kill most of my time"
"I have more confidence on you dear, you will rock", I said and heard my mobile ringing!
It was Lavanya!

"Annnaaaaaaa, tell me da! I was talking to rajesh!

"Rajesh, I wanna kick you like hell", I thought!

"I just called you to check about your hostel"
"My hostel? for what?"
"Swathi wants to stay there"
"Oh wow, Anni?????, super na! Ask her to come"
"Its not confirmed and first tell me, is there any vacant rooms there", I asked her
"There are some da anna"
"Are you sure??"
"I am sure", she said!

"Enna na, having good time with anni huh??", Lavanya continued
"Oh, nothing like that"
"Dont lie na, I know!", she replied!

I saw swathi's face and it turned little red! I understood the situation and if I continue talking to Lavanya, Swathi will go wild.

"Okie lavi, we'll talk later", I tried to hang her line
"Dei anna, don't try to escape, tell me. Where are you?? What my anni is doing?, take some snaps na", Lavanya was non stop!
"Nothing Lavi, I'll call you later"
"Dei anna, what is this??, You are ignoring me when anni is with you", Lavanya laughed!
"Not like that Lavi"
"I know anna, I was just kidding. Don't worry. I'll hang the line now. Have a good time with my anni! Convey my love to her. I love you soooo much, Mwaaaaahhhhh", Lavanya hanged the line!

"Thank god", I thought

"There are some rooms available it seems", I told swathi!
"I heard that"
"You heard??"
"Yeah, your lovable sister talks in a way that everyone around you can hear her", Swathi's voice changed a bit rough.
"Hmmm"
"I heard her telling about room vacancies, I heard her telling I love you and a sound after that, is that a Kiss??", Swathi asked me!
"Yeah"
"That too when I am with you??"
"She is my sister dear. Why you want to compare you with her. You are totally different"
"I don't want to tell anything da, its up to you, I never said no to Lavanya, but still you have to make sure that our relationship is smooth", She said!
"I swear dear, You know how much I love you", I tried to bring some smile on her face and got succeeded!

"So let me go and check her hostel and if everything is well, I will join there", Swathi told!

"God, I beg you, there should not be any vacant room by the time Swathi goes there. If she stays there, I am gone", I thought!

"That's a good idea", I replied her and heard a message tone in my mobile and it was from Lavanya!

"ANNAAAAAA, I CHECKED WITH MY WARDEN. THERE IS A VACANT ROOM OPPOSITE TO MINE AND IT IS THE ONLI ROOM AVAILABLE NOW. SO I TOLD MY WARDEN ABOUT SWATHI AND ASKED HER TO HOLD IT. SO SWATHI WILL SURELY GET IT. AM HAPPY THAT AM GONNA STAY WITH MY ANNI. I LOVE YOU:)"

If Swathi stays there, whenever Swathi sees Lavanya talking to me, she will get angry and Lavanya is going to be non stop for sure.

"Dude, you're screwd", I thought!

Contd....
Watch out for Part 11

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 9

2010-06-26T07:01:00.001-07:00

"So, When are you planning to join?", Swathi asked as we both sat in the balcony at Swathi's place.
"Classes have already started and am planning to join next week, I need some more time to enjoy before I get dumped in that stupid college", I replied

"Hmmm, try to concentrate on your career, keep those enjoyments apart"
"Why do you always talk like my dad???"
"Its just because, after four years, I want you to be in a good position so that it will be an advantage for me when I talk to my parents about you"
"Girls always play safe"

"Come on da, I want to be practical"

"Hmmmm, you know what?, I've got a new sister"
"What you mean??", Swathi asked
"Lavanya, my new sister", I smiled
"Who is she??"

Its always difficult to explain a girl about another girl and it took almost 1 hour for me to explain her about Lavanya starting from her Orkut friend request!

"Hmmmm, that's nice to hear, but make sure that your relationship with Lavanya will not harm our relationship in any way", she replied!

"Well, is that a warning???? or is she asking me to chuck Lavanya outta my life???", I thought.

"It won't for sure", I replied after a pause

"I love you", she smiled!
"I Love you too"
"So take care, here after it will be pretty difficult for both us to meet often"
"I know"
"We will try to meet on weekends"
"Hmmmm"
"You study well, don't freak out too much in college, don't bunk the classes, be good and please don't think that I am talking like your dad", Swathi smiled!

"Shall I tell you something??"
"Ofcourse dear"
"When you smile, am going mad", I replied!

She smiled again.

"Please don't smile like that Swathi, you're killing me"
"I am flattered buddy", she replied!
"Its time for me to leave", I said
"Hmmm"
"Just an hmmm??", I asked her
"I don't know what to say"
"Don't worry, four years will pass like 4 months"
"Let us hope", She replied!
"Hmmmm, so I'll make a move dear"

"Wait da, just come inside for 5 minutes, I've something special for you"
"What's that?", I asked Swathi
"Just come inside", she told and went inside and I followed her.

"So what's that Swathi??", I asked

She Came near me. Hugged me tightly locked her lips with mine!

"I love you", she smiled but I saw tears in her eyes!

"I love you too"
"Now you can leave"

"Byee dear", I hugged her again.
I Badly wanted to kiss her again, but this time her mom came from kitchen and spoiled everything!

She looked like a villain for me at that moment!

.............

Three years passed!

I started loving Swathi more than anything.
Thanks to the distance which made me to realize how madly I love her!

On the other side, I started to love Lavanya too:) She is a part of my life now.

The two girl's had made my life beautiful with their presence! One as my love and another as my sister!

..............

Days passed pretty fast and just at the time when I thought there is no more room for any other girl in my life other than Swathi and Lavanya, there was this girl…

"Hey I am Varsha", She introduced herself!

Contd....
Watch out for Part 10

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 8

2010-06-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

"Dude, you should not go there to her place when she is alone, it will end up in problem!
"Just think about your age, if you meet her alone in a private secured place, you cant control yourself buddy, keep that in your mind"
I hat lot of thoughts in my mind and finally I decided not to go to her place, after all it is gonna do good for me and Swathi!

.........

"Sweetu, I can't come this weekend, I have some work! Am so sorry!", I sent an sms to Swathi!
There wasn't any reply from her for almost an hour!

"Oops, she is getting ready for another fight or what??", I thought!

Its always better to keep your mouth shut when a angry women is shouting and I got mentally prepared for the same thinking about Swathi!

But to my surprise, she replied something different!

"That's OK dear, even I am going to Banglore with my parents. At the last moment, they are asking me to join them and I have no other choice"

"Hmmm, good! Go and come back safe. I'll miss you", I replied her
"I'll miss you too. Anna is sitting next to me, so don't text me", she replied!
"And for god's sake please don't use all those sweetu's and sweetheart's in your text while I am at home! If my brother sees that, you're gone buddy,Byeeee"
Swathi signed off!!

"Thank god, she is going to Banglore! If that is not the case, she would've killed me for not meeting her", I thought!
Girl's are always smart in love. If the guy commits a mistake, its a biggest blunder for them, and if they commit any mistake, its nothing.
Swathi had never missed to react the same way whenever she get a chance.

But still, that had made me to love her more and more and am not able to figure of the reason for that.

..............

"Hey da, How are you?, are you online?", I saw Lavanya's scrap on Orkut!
"Am good and of course am online, add me in messenger", I gave my ID to her!

"You want to chat with her privately just because you don't want anyone to check your chat history?? or you don't want Swathi to check out the chat history??", I asked myself!

"Nice to see you in messenger buddy, so its been quite a long since we both spoke and you know what?, I missed you", Lavanya told!
"Hmmm", I replied back
"Enna da?? just a Hmmm??"
"Yeah, you want me to say something else or what??"
"Nothing"
"Hmmm..even I missed you", I said
"Thats sweet of you da"
"Yeah, am always sweet you know", I replied

"This is the thing! This kinda replies from you, very frank and jovial, it makes me to go mad on you"
"Mad on me??", I asked her
"Yeah, I love you idiot", she said

"I love youuuuuuuuuuu??, No dude noooo. ManagingSswathi alone is a big task for you and if Lavanya joins the list, its going to be impossible for you", I thought!

"What you mean Lavanya?", I asked
"Don't you know what I meant?"
"You love me??"
"Yeah, pretty much"
"But am committed", I replied!

The next five minutes she had sent only the smileys resembling a heavy laugh!

"Whats so funny about that?", I asked
"About what?"
"About my relationship"
"If I say I love you, I doesn't mean the way like how you're thinking now", she smiled again
"Then what?"
"Its something different da, am not able to express"
"See Lavanya, you don't know about Swathi. If she comes to know that you had proposed me, she will go mad! Even I love her madly you know", I replied

"Oh!!! her name is Swathi?? so sweet"
"I know that"
"BTW, when did I proposed you da??", she asked me
"Then what you wanna do?

"You remember??, when we spoke last week, you told me that you had always love to have a younger sister??"
"yeah", I replied
"You know what, even am longing for the same"
"For a younger sister??", I asked
"No idiot, I always wanted to have a elder brother who can guide me in all my goods and bads", she said.
"That's sweet"
"And you know what??"
"What??"

"I LOVE YOU ANNA:)", she smiled!

Contd...
Watch out for Part 9!!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 7

2010-06-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

"LAVANYA", I tried to figure out her for almost and hour, and at last I got a hint!
She is my friend's friend! I had spoke to her once when my friend was talking to her!!
Well, that had happened almost 6 months before and why does she gave me friend request now???, I thought!
I accepted her request and replied her back!
"I do remember you, good to see you back"

..........

Some say that having bed coffee is one of the worst habit to follow, but I never cared about it! I had a sip and took the news magazine!

A girl cheated in love had filed a complaint against that guy in the local police station

Its so sick to think that most of the girls("few girls" for those who are not ready to accept the word "MOST") goes behind the guys who cheat them!
Chuck out this girl, what happened to my girl??, I thought and took my mobile!
As I expected, there weren't any message from Swathi!

"What mistake did I do??, supporting my mom is a biggest mistake or what?", I asked myself!
Girls always over react and Swathi is not exceptional!

"So you're not gonna have your breakfast or what??", mom asked me
"Nope, not at all, I am damn hungry actually"
"Then brush your teeth and come soon", she told

I was damn hungry but I was not even able to eat anything!! Thanks to Swathi!

...........

"Are you still angry??", I sent an sms to Swathi!

Sometimes I hate myself to the core for doing things like this!

"You weren't wrong, and she is overreacting! Why the hell you want to convince her?", I shouted at myself
"You should never talk to her even if she is apologizing"
"You should never text her even if she replies you now"
"First of all Switch off your mobile", I told myself and took my mobile!

"Am sorry sweetheart, so sorry", text from Swathi!

"Oh dear, why should you ask that, its my fault, I always wanted to hurt you, I should ask you sorry for that", I replied!
"No da, I'll adjust! Its for your mom na, you take care of her, I'll manage", she replied back
"Thats so sweet of you dear, I love you", I replied
"Come to my home in this week, I wanna meet you", she replied!
"Sure honey, I'll let you know", I replied her back!
"Okie da, I am leaving to temple now, will catch you later", she signed off!

"A few minutes before, you decided not to reply her back, not to talk with her!! But why the fuck you dint do all those things now???, love is screwing you dude and its gonna screw you more", I thought!

...............

The next day!!

"Hey, nice to see your reply, well what you do???", I saw Lavanya's reply on Orkut
"Am just stepping in to college and what about you?"! I replied her back!
"Am a year junior to you buddy", She replied back!

I was surprised to see her reply immediately and found that she is in online!

"Oh that's good, so yar online eh?? cool"
"Hmmm, so buddy tell me! You spoke too much on that day"
"When?"
"Hey, you forgot or what??, the first time when you spoke to me"
"Oh yea, and sorry for that, I just did it for fun"
"No big deal buddy, I dint take it seriously too"
"That's cool then"
"So what else??"
....
....
....
....
....

We chatted for almost 3 hours on that day and it continued for almost a week!

"I like you very much da, you're so jovial and funny"
This is how she ended up the chat at last after a week of chatting!

"Oops, what is this??, its gonna end up in a problem buddy! Keep it in mind that Swathi is already there for you"
"Why do you want to think like that?, she may feel in a different way too"
"Whatever it may be, it always better to keep distance from other girls specially when you have a girl friend like Swathi who is possessive on you! Your mom's issue is the best example buddyy", I thought!

Just in a moment I read her reply, all these things came in to my mind!!!
"You gotta be careful dude", I told myself and took my mobile!

"Hey, you know what?, my parents are going out this weekend and I'll be alone, why cant you join me at my home??", a text from Swathi!!

.......
Contd
Watch out for Part 8!!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 6

2010-06-16T03:01:00.000-07:00

18 months passed and love life tasted sweet for me!! We finished our Schooling too!

Swathi had become a part of my life! I had gone to a stage where, I thought that without her there is nothing for me in this world.

On a fine day, I got a call from my school telling that they are going to issue the mark sheet!

The next moment, I received an sms from Swathi!

"Tomorrow is the last day. I dunno when I'll meet you again and am gonna miss you badly. Do come to school soon, I'll be waiting for you at the roof top near water tank!"

As she said, even I am not sure that when I'll meet Swathi again as she is gonna join in a private college in Chennai and I had joined in a local college near by my home just to keep my mom happy!

If any guy is in love, its difficult to keep his mom and the girl, both happy at the same time! They have to sacrifice either one among them and am not ready to let my mom to miss me!

............

"I hate this", Swathi felt bad!

We both were sitting at the roof top with the mark sheets in our hand! For the past one year, we had spent most of our time here!!

"What?",
"Why can't you join some college in Chennai?? For your marks, you will get some good colleges in Chennai",
"I know, but still I cant let my mom to stay alone here without me"
"Your mom is important to you na??, then leave me", she said!

"See, I may love you, but still she is my mom! Why the hell you're talking like this?", I got irritated!
"B'coz I love you", Swathi started to cry!!

Girl's are always sentimental! Swathi reacted in a way that she loves me madly and am not loving her anymore!

"Do you think that am not loving you or what??", I asked her
"Why do you ask like that"
"B'coz you're reacting in a way that you're gonna miss me and am gonna enjoy it"
"What??"
"Why do you want me to come to Chennai?", I asked her
"I just don't wanna miss you da"
"But if I come there, my mom will miss me",
"You can meet her in the weekend na?", she asked me
"You really dunno about my mom, she is so sensitive",

"This is not fair da", she said!
"Why do you think so??"
"You are not ready to give up your mom now itself and am worried about our future"
"Why you want to link this silly thing with our future"
"Its not silly for me da"
"Then?"
"In future if your mom say no to our love, you will leave me", she got angry!

"Girls are so sick", I shouted!
"Why do you want to scold the entire girl's community, if you have any anger, scold me, JUST ME", she raised her voice a bit.
"Its not about anger Swathi"
"Then what?, I had been noticing you from this morning, you never shown any reaction, You look calm n cool"
"What kinda statement is this??"
"You don't have 1% of the tension and feelings that I have now"

"Girl's always want to express themselves, guy wont, is that a mistake??", I thought!

"Do answer me something da"
"So what??, you want to me to cry like a little child??",
"I don't want you to do that"
"Then???, what you want?"
"Join some college in Chennai, please! Its for me"
"Am really sorry Swathi, I love you so much. But for that, I cant leave my mom alone here and come there to Chennai"
"Then you forgot me", She said!

"Swathi, what are you talking???",
"You never care for me da", She cried
"Its not like that dear"
"Then what?"
"Nothing, I am leaving"
"Swathi??"

"Sorry da, please don't call me here after, am leaving you forever"
"Swathi....whats happening to you??"
"If your not ready to sacrifice your mom's love, am not ready to die everyday without seeing you and its better to leave you forever", she stood up and started to leave!
"Swathi, where are you going??", I tried to stop her

She dint even care to hear me and when I was about to call her again , she was already gone!

............................

I dint had my dinner that day. I shouted at my sister for no reason. Whatever I saw, it looked ugly for me for the first time after felling in love. I was not able to sleep. Without knowing what to do, I opened my lappie and logged in to orkut!

There were some three friend requests. Some two unknownn guys and before I could see the third person, my mobile pinged!

"DON'T CALL ME HERE AFTER", it was from Swathi!
I got pissed and threwed my mobile and came back to Orkut again!
"HEY DO YOU REMEMBER ME?? THIS IS LAVANYA", that was the third friend request!!

Contd..
watch out for part 7!!

Part 7 will be after 4 days:)

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 5

2010-06-15T02:19:00.000-07:00

"Mom, am I looking bright today", I asked my mom as I sat with her for dinner
"You always look bright", my mom said!
"Hmmmm, so whats for dinner today", I asked her
"The thing which you hate, and you gotta eat it today", she said!
"There are nothing like I hate to eat mom, I love everything", I smiled!!
"Ha ha, is that my son talking to me??, I doubt", my mom smiled!
"Of course its me, am very happy today", I said!
"Be the same always", she replied!
"I'll be mom", I said!

"So here it is, bittergaurd, will you eat it??", she smiled again!
"Of course, I will", I replied her, as I put three spoons full of bittergaurd masala on my plate!

For the first time, bitterguard tasted sweet to me!!

"Huh, what happened to you??? I never expected this!!!", my mom said!
"What mom"
"How come you're eating that, I was just kidding with you that you gotto eat that, I had prepared a subji for you", she said!
"No need for subji mom, I love this", I smiled!
"Thats really good, Its good for your health! Your face will go bright!", she said!!
"Hmmm"
"So here after I'll cook bitterguard thrice in a week", she said!!
"Of course, you can", I told her without thinking about anything!!

10 minutes passed!!
I put three more spoons of bittergaurd!! It tasted awesome for me just at that moment!!

.....................

It was midnight 12.45!! Dad, mom and my sister were in deep sleep!!
But I was not able to sleep!! All those sweet bittergaurd started to work!! I started to burp and felt one of the worst bitter flavor inside me!

"Oh god, what is this??, am feeling horrible!!"

I got up from bed, started to walk inside the room!! I burped again! This time even bigger and the bitter taste gone worst!
I drunk some water! No use
I walked more faster! No use

And at last I ended up in vomiting!! All those Sweet bittergaurds came out!!

"Love is gonna screw you, that's for sure", I thought!!

I felt very relaxed after that, and came back to bed!!
"So here after I'll cook bitterguard thrice in a week", I remember what my mom told me!!
I lost my sleep again!!

.....................

"You look beautiful today", I told Swathi as we both sat near the water tank at the roof of our school building!
"Just today???", she asked me
"That's a tricky question", I smiled!!
She dint reply , but smiled!!

"You know what??"
"What?", she asked me!
"Even the Almighty will go mad seeing your beautiful smile", I said!
"Dude, why you always wanted to impress me", she smiled!
"DO you really think that I am trying to impress you???", I asked her!
"Of course, specially when you tell things like what you had told a moment ago", she said!
"You will never agree that", I said!
"I wont", She smiled!

"Do u feel like what we are doing is wrong??", she asked me
"What?? loving each other??", I asked her
"Nope, am not talking about that"
"Then what??"
"We are supposed to be in the classroom now", she said!
"Yeah I know that, but its better to sit here rather to attend that idiotic maths class", I replied!!
"Do you miss the tutor??", she smiled!!
"I never bother about any morons around me", I replied!

"Hmmm, but still bunking the class and sitting here is something wrong right??"
"Everything is fair in love my dear", I smiled!
"Are you sure"
"100%"!!

"Why you love me??", she asked!
"May be you have some hidden power within you to attract a guy like me", I smiled!!
"Idiot, why you always want to crack jokes?"
"That's how I am, carefree, jolly n a freaky guy", I said!!
"That's why I like you so much", She replied!

"And now tell me why do you love me??", She asked me agian!
"I really dunno Swathi!, its something I felt inside me the moment I saw you for the first time"
"Love at first sight??", She smiled!
"May be but not exactly", I replied!
"Then???",
"Its a DESTINY"!! I said!

She smiled!!
"What??", I asked
"Nothing",
"Nothing???" I asked again!

"I love you", she smiled again!
"Love you too sweetheart", I got hold of her hands!!

We stayed there for almost 3 hours and the bell rang finally for lunch!!

Contd...
Watch out for Part 6

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 4

2010-06-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

"You always test my patience", I said as Swathi was not ready to tell anything!
"Why do you say that?"
"See, I love you, thats all I can say, and I really dunno what are you gonna say, whatever it may be, tell it soon", I said!

"Dude, this is not something about getting a vegetable in a market, its love, its about life", she said!
"So what you mean?, you want to see my Bank gurantee??, my job???, unfortunately I wont be able to satisfy you b'coz I am still in school, sorry WE are still in school"

"Your're one stupid", she said
"Now why do you say that?"
"B'coz I dont want any of your BG details"
"Hmmm"
"I want you to do only one thing for me now"
"What you want?", I asked her
"Just wait till this evening"
"Ha ha, I had waited for this two days, Its not a big deal", I said
"Hope you wont do anything stupid", she smiled!!
"I wont"
"Let me see that", she smiled again!

"The bell rang some 5 mins before and we are supposed to be in class by this time, aren't you aware of that??", she asked me,
"Bell rang??? when did that happen??", I asked
"You never heard the bell sound or what??", she asked
"When you are talking to me, I hear nothing other than your sweet voice", I smiled!
"Dont try to impress me dude"
"This is not to impress you, but this is the fact you knw"
She smiled! I gone mad!!!

...............

The first hour went well! Though I dint do anything useful, I dint do anything stupid too!

"Whats the next class dude??", I asked Rahul
"Maths I guess"
"You guess??? wow, this is how a student has to be", I smiled!

"Its the only subject I hate it to the core", he said!
"Ofcourse, everyone hates it", I replied!
"And you see now, this idiotic tutor will ask questions as if we are from a nursery school, we are almost gonna enter a college dude", rahul got lil emotional!
"Ha ha, cant be helped", I smiled again!

"May I know the reason behind your laugh?", I heard some strange voice and when I turned back, my stupid maths tutor was standing behind me!
"Nothing sir"
"Oh nothing??, you know how they will address the people who laughs without any reasons??", he asked!

Everybody in the classroom laughed!!

"Sir, I know how they will address, but you know how they will address a person who even if talks seriously will make a whole classroom to laugh??", I replied back!

"You crazy, how dare you can talk like this, Your age is my experience", he started to shout at me!
"Am sorry", I asked for apology!
"Don't ever ask for sorry, you stupid", she shouted at me!
"Come on, answer this question",
"@T^@%^@^#&@%&^@%^&%&^@#&^!%@*&^%!^&!@", he asked me something, but I dint hear anything!

"Hello, am asking you, and why can't you react atleast", he shouted at me!
"Sir????, sorry, I dint hear you properly", I said!
"Whaat????, am shouting here and you're telling that you dint hear me???, atleast can your hear what am saying now??", his faces started to turn red!!

"SIR, WHEN YOU TALK TO ME, I HEAR NOTHING OTHER THAN YOUR SWEET VOICE", I said!
The whole class gone silent, but someone laughed a little!!
I turned back, it was Swathi!!

"You screwed me Swathi", I thought!

"Don't you know how to talk to a teacher, you bloody....&$$^%$^%##$%@%$#@^$%&^*&^%^%%", for the first time I saw how a teacher will go wild if they are really angry!
"Now get out of my class", he said!
I had to go out! No other choice!

After that, I saw swathi was laughing all the time till evening!!!

...........................

"So the time arrived, so you're gonna tell me or not?", I asked swathi as we both packed our books and stuffs!
"Wait for another 5 mins", she said!
"Why??"
"I can't say anything when all other guys are around us, let them go and you wait for me", she said!

"Dude, aren't you coming??", Rahul asked me!
"No da, actually.....", I started to tell him but he interrupted me!
"What, Swathi asked you to stay back??"
"Yeah", I smiled!
"Absolutely no comments dude", he left the classroom!!

"So I guess you would've scolded me alot today!", Swathi smiled!
"Not at all", I lied to her!!
"I'll beleive you", she said!

"This is unfair dude, you told like you're in love with me, my voice is sweet, but I never thought that you will find our maths tutor's voice sweet too", she smiled!
"Ha ha, you really screwed me today swathi", I said!
"Am sorry for that", she said!
"Thats ok", I smiled!
"Sorry for making you to wait so long", she said!
"I really din't feel bad about that", I replied!
"Hmmmm"
"So???"

"Well, I would've said this on the day when you proposed me, but I was not able to", she said!!
"Hmmmm"
"And when I thought like I could tell you this morning, something stopped me", she continued!
"Hmmm"

"And I cant let you to wait anymore", she said!

"soooo???"

"SO WHEN SHALL WE ADOPT THE CHILD?? FIRST YEAR AFTER OUR MARRIAGE???",
"WHAT??"
"I LOVE YOU", SHE SMILED!!:)

Contd....
Watch out for Part 5!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 3

2010-06-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

I dint sleep that day!!

"For WTF you told her like that??", I was yelling at myself!

The next 15 minutes, I had lot of questions running in my mind!!

*"Will she accept your proposal???"
*"If she dint, at least will she continue my friendship??"
*"What made you to tell that?"
*"Why cant you just wait for some right time to tell"
*"When there were some many romantic ideas to propose yar love, why do you want to propose her like one dumb ass?"
*"When you asked Priya's suggestion for Aparna, why the hell you dint ask for Swathi??"
and finally
*Do you able to sleep tonight????

..................

"Hey, how are you???", I called Priya as i waited for almost 3 hours for my mom to sleep so that I can talk freely!

Parents are always fair to us only if we don't do the things like what I did now! Cant be helped but.

"Am good da, how bout you??", she said
"Am good as my name my dear"
"That's great then, and thanks for finding sometime to call me. It has been almost 2 weeks since you called me", she said
"Don't you have telephone at your place or what??", I asked her
"Why you want me to call you, you would've called me da idiot", she said
"Girls are always egoistic", I said
"Even guys are", she replied
"Now enough of blaming each other, I just called you to tell something", I said
"What??", she asked
"Not on phone my dear, I wanna meet you"
"You tell me the place", she said
"You come to my home, or I'll come to your place", I replied
"The former is kinda difficult and the later is a better idea, what you think??"
"Well, if that's your wish, I'll come. Its not a big deal", I replied
"Done dude, and when can I expect you??", she asked me.
"In another 15 minutes", I said and hanged the call.

..................

"Will you please tie this ugly street dog, sorry your so called pet??", I asked Priya standing behind the gate.
"Don't worry, teenu wont bite you", she said
"Everything is ok, but how can you name this ugly goose as teenu??, it's one of the sweet name you know", I said.
"Now why you want to irritate me always?", she yelled at me.
"That's how guys are my dear", I smiled
"I'll kill you idiot", she shouted at me
"That's better when compared with got bitten by this ugly dog and have number of injections around my navel", I smiled again
"Jesus, when will he change?", she said
"Go to a church and ask, don't ask me", I smiled
"Idiot, come in", she said as she tied her so called pet in the near by pillar

"Can I get some water?", I asked her
"Go and have it for yourself"
"Thank you", I replied

"So what was that??", she asked me
"What?"
"The thing which you told me on phone"
"Well, you know what, I am in love", I smiled
"Again huh??? the same girl???", she asked
"What again?? what same girl???, do you think that am one horny womanizer or what?", I asked her
"Dei, then what about Aparna??", she asked me
"Aparna?, I had never felt in love with her, it was just a crush as you said on that day", I said
"Thats ok then, and now who is this girl?", she asked me
"This is Swathi, my classmate", I said.
"Hmmm, so are you sure that its not crush this time??", she asked me
"Am sure", I said

"How can you say that?"
"There are lot of symptoms Priya", I said
"Symptoms????"
"Yeah, haven't you seen any tamil movies or what???"
"What the hell?", she yelled at me
"Am not sleeping properly, am not eating properly, everything I see looks beautiful to me", I said

"Its not your fault, this is all because of our tamil film directors, its their fucking fault", she replied
"Oyeee, believe me, it is happening to me", I said
"Okie, so you think that you're in love b'coz all these symptoms?", she asked
"Not exactly, but still I feel something unusual which I haven't felt for anyone, not even for Aparna", I said

"Then go ahead buddy", She smiled
"Hmmm, are you sure??", I asked
"100%", she smiled again!
"Super and you know what???"
"What??", she asked
"I already proposed her", I said!

"Hey you crazy, you already did that???, when and how???"
"Ha ha, its not a big story to tell, but still I'll tell you everything once she accepts my proposal", I said
"Oh, she dint accept it yet??, Dude, am going crazy about whats gonna happen", she said
"Even I am waiting for it my dear. Gonna meet her tomorrow in the school, lets see how it goes", I said

"She will accept you :)", Priya told
"If that happens, I'll treat you for sure", I smiled and started from her place.

.......................

"Machi, did you see Swathi??", I asked Rahul as I dint find her from morning.
"I've seen her some 15 minutes before da, but no idea bout where is she", he replied

My heart was pumping the blood more faster than ever. I can feel that.

"Stay cool dude, She will accept your proposal", I told myself

"Dude", Oliver called me
"Yeah da, tell me"

"I saw Swathi near the staircase, she wants you to come there", he said!
"She called me??", I want to make sure that I dint understood anything wrong.
"Yeah dude, she is waiting for you there", he said!!

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, felt tensed as if am the captain of a football team playing in world cup finals!

The next fifth minute, I was their in the staircase.

I saw Swathi standing there at the top. She saw me, but still acted like as if she dint notice me!!

I hate girls for this reason!

"Swathi", I called her!
"Hmmmm", she dint tell anything else.
"You called me???", I asked her
"Yeah",
"For what??"

"YOU TOLD ME WHAT YOU FELT RIGHT??" she asked
"yeah", I replied!
"SO I SHOULD TELL YOU WHAT AM FEELING RIGHT?????", she said!!

Contd....
Watch out for Part 4

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 2

2010-06-12T11:27:00.000-07:00

I had been in to a new surrounding now, and though I found it odd in the beginning, I got in to deeply soon!!
"Dei, guys are waiting in the ground, just dump those fucking assignments and pack yar things, we gotto go", Rahul told me!
"Machi, Swathi had called me to auditorium, I gotto go, you guys carry on and please for god's sake don't tell this to anyone", I told him!
"Get lost", he told as he packed his things and went to ground!

SWATHI! Though i knew her for just half passed 6 months, she had become a part of my soul!! Thanks to the wonderful atmosphere in the new school!

I packed my things and started to walk towards auditorium!

Is wat am doing is right?? meeting a girl alone in a big campus is fair???, lotta questions inside me, but I never bothered!

I went to Auditorium and searched for her, but she was not there!
I sat there n waited for her!! 5 minutes passed!

"Da, yar here huh? Am so sorry, I was sitting inside the nearby classroom", I heard her voice and turned!!
Swathi was standing in front of me! She looked beautiful!! I gone mad seeing a small bindi on her forehead!

"Is it quite unusual for you??,why you dint get this kinda feel for Aparna?", I asked myself!!

"Thats ok, so why you called me?", I asked her!
"We will sit and talk", she replied!
"Lets sit here" she told as she pointed out the chair at the first row of VIIth "B" class!!"
I guess, that's the first time in my life I sat in the first row of a class room!
"First bench??? I'll better stand....is that ok??", I asked her
"Yar on crazy gooze da", she said!
"Ofcourse, I am"
"So where do you want to sit??", She asked me!
"Last bench, do you have any doubt?", I smiled!
"I expected this", she smiled.

"So whats up??", I asked her!
"Actually I want to tell ya something and that's why I called you here", she replied!
"Why cant you tell that in our classroom? and why you want to tell that here where nobody is available!?", I asked her
"Because what am gonna tell is something special", she replied!

"Is she is in love with me??" I asked myself!

"Hmmm, that's interesting...proceed", I told!
"Well, I LIKE YOU SO MUCH", she said!

For any guy, this is the best thing that he can hear from a beautiful girl!!

"Is this is what you wanted to tell me??", I asked her!
"No..Not at all, but still, I had always wanted to tell you this too", She replied!
"My pleasure", I said.
"Come on dude...don't be so formal, I expected you to say me I like you too", she told!

"You may expect me to tell that, But I wanna tell you something different!
"Whats that?", she asked!
"Ladies first my dear, so you tell me first"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, am damn sure", I said!

"Well well well, its one of my long time wish and whenever I feel that, I had always feared like what my parents will feel bout me", she puzzled!
"Wat exactly you wanna say??", I lost my patience!
"Cool buddy, why are you so curious??", she asked me!

"If a girl like you call a guy like me to a place where nobody is available and tell that you wanna tell me something very special, even a dumbass guy will go curious and for your information am not a dumb ass too!!", I replied!
"Yar so funny dude, I like that", She replied!
"Enough of yar discoveries, and now don't test my patience", I told!
"Done, here it is", She started!
"Yeah, atlast...come on", I replied!

"I WANT TO ADOPT A CHILD", she told!

I expected something and she told me something!! Is she doing this purposefully???? If its so, then FUCK the girl's attitude!!

"Oh really, that very sweet of you, good", I said!
"Yeah, I always wanted to share this to someone and yarr the first now", she told!
"My pleasure", I said
"Come on dude, don't be formal again"
"So is this is what you wanted to tell me?", I asked her
"Yeah, of course"
"Awesome and I wish you a good luck", I replied!

"Thank you buddy!!, and now whats that you want to tell me??", she asked me!
"oh yea, even I want to tell you something and I will not test your patience", I said!
"That's how guys are", she said!
"N yeah, here i go",

"I LOVE YOU, SHALL WE ADOPT A CHILD???", I said!!

Contd...
Watch out for Part 3!!

En'nul Kalantha Pengal.. - PART 1

2010-06-12T02:04:00.000-07:00

In a guy's life there are no chapters without a girl!!
Somewhere, sometime, there will be a girl...N in my life I had few...

Just for some reasons, am changing the names of those angels who had made my life beautiful n memorable till now...

It all started with Priya when I was too young to differentiate between love and friendship, the time when I thot like talking to a girl itself is love :P!!
Priya broke all those jiffs inside me!

First girl in a guy's life is always special no matter its a love or friendship. Priya is very special to me.

I dunno how many of you guys will accept this, Guys always loves to share things with a girl than a guy and yea I love it too!

"Oyeee", I pinged her as she sat next to me in the maths class! The only girl I feel lotta comfortable without any thots inside me while sitting next!
"Listen to the class", She replied!
Gals are always studious! I hate that!

"Chuck it, who cares bout all those X squares n Y squares, its like we screw ourself!", I replied.
"Idiot", She said!
"Thanks, but still I want to tell you something very special to you, as yar pretty special to me!", I told!
"Oyee, wats that?", she was curious!
"Now shut and listen to the class", I replied!
"Stupid Guy's attitude", She told!
"And now, dont drag the whole guys in the world inside this, its just between you n me", I replied!
"Then tell me wats so sepcial bout wat yar gonna say", She told me!
"Its all about love", I replied!
"Love??? you??? who is that unlucky???", She said!
"N now this is the stupid Gal's attitude!", I replied!
"Chill chill, just tell me who is that gal??", she asked!
"Definitely not you", I told!
"I'll kill you", I expected that reply from her!
"My pleasure!!"
"Dai, dont be stupid, just tell me, who is she??"
"To tell the truth, its more a crush than a love!", I replied!
"Who cares bout love n crush, I just wanna know who is she", priya told!
"Aparna!!!", I replied!
"Aparna???....Yar uncle's daughter right?????", She asked!
"Ofcourse, do you have any doubt in tat?"
"Ada paavi, kudumbathula kozhapam undu panaatha", She warned me!
"Wen it comes to love, who will care bout family n relations????", I replied!
"Love???, not even a minute before you told like, its more or less like a crush than love, and now how come ya can tell that its love??", She asked!
"Ha ha, that was a good question and that why am asking you, wat should I do??", I asked her!
"Wat you mean?", She replied!
"Do you feel that am in love??", I asked her!
"How can you expect me to answer this when you yourself was not clear about it??", she asked me!!
"Its simple!! Its just becoz yar my better half!!", I replied!
She smiled!

"What?", I asked her!
"Nothing"
"Then answer me", I told!
"I'll tell you soon", She replied!
"Soon??", I asked!
"Yeah very soon, n now listen to the class", she told!
"Why should I??", I asked her!
"Its just becoz, am your better half and am telling you, wont you do??"!
"No more talks, Am gonna listen", I replied!

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"So its been a week now, and still you hadn't told me anything", I told priya as we both sat opposite to each other and started eating at our school canteen!
"What?", she asked!
"What???, did ya forgot?? aparna...my love..my crush, my uncle's........."
"Okay okay, I got it...n now you shut", She stopped me!
"Okay, so tell me", I asked her!
"Well, I dont think that yar in love!! Wat do you think???", She asked me!

I just looked at her!
"Ennada paakura?", she asked me!
"Nothing, you continue", I replied!
"What do you think?, yar still in school, and even aparna is in school and how can you expect her to love you back?, wont you feel hurt?, all these things comes at this age, thanks to our indian cinema industry"
"Its all a mere infactuation da, understand that first", she continued!
I kept silent!
"Do react something buddy", She told me!
"So what you want me to do?", I asked her!
"Leave those crush stuffs n concentrate on yar studies first", she told!
"Done", I replied her!

"Shall I ask you something??", she told!
"Ofourse, ya can ask me anything", I replied!
"May be ya would've felt in love with aparna, but still how did ya told "DONE" immediately wen i asked you not to go after aparna?", she asked me!
"Its just because you are my better half", I told her and started to eat!
We dint talk after that!

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"So yar gonna leave this school?", I asked her with the marksheet in my hand!
"I got to, and even yar gonna join a different school right?", she asked me!
"Yeah, am gonna, but not in the school where ya gonna join", I replied!
"I know, coz am gonna join in a Girl's school, and one cant expect you to join there", she smiled!

"Why you look so dull?", she asked me!
"I donno, may be I'll miss you", I replied!
"Hmmm", she replied!
"Wont you??", I asked!!
"I wont", She smiled!
"Priya.....??"
"Coz, yar my better half da", she told and started back to her home!!
"Take care, olunga padikira valiya paaru", she advised me!
"I will", I replied!

I really wanted to hug her at that moment, but the surroundings dint permit me to proceed!! Fuck the soceity!!

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CONTD......
Watch out for PART 2!!

A Love Story.....

2010-04-30T10:11:00.000-07:00

Recently I got a chance to watch Angaadi Theru movie!
I usually hate those kinda movies, which is something like just for stone hearted people!
But after seeing the climax of the movie, I felt like posting this!
Its a true story that happened in my family!

She is one of the boldest girl in my family, very talkative and studious!
Those were happy days for her, she enjoyed her life with full of freedom until her parents started seeking groom for her!!
The problem started then when she told her parents that she is in love with a guy n adding weight to her side, that guy was a Muslim!
But as usual, her parents dint agree for her love!
As every couples do, they tried to convince their parents as much as they can, but all in vain!

"EVERYTHING IS FAIR IN LOVE", n yea, stepping outta home seems to be fair for them and they did the same!!
I seriously don't understand why parents curse their children especially when they are in love!! Her parents are not exceptional!!
But when someone is in love, nothing can stop them, n after all some harsh words are not gonna hurt them!!

The biggest mistake they did was, when they had decided to step out, they dint think about money! In this frikking world, everything needs money! They struggled a lot initially as no one was ready to help them really!

Is love a big mistake??????, this is what I thought on that day!

After a hard struggle, he got a job in a small company for a mediocre salary which is just enough for their needs!
The happy days started then!! They lived happily and adding to that happiness, she gave a birth a lil Angel!! She expected her parents to come back at this point, but they never did!! Even after seeing that lil Angel's face!!

The saying, "Everything is fair in love" is "Nothing is fair wen our children are in love" for parents! N that is why they never came back to her then!
But nothing made her to feel bad! Thanks to the new born angel!
Life moved on for them. pretty fast!

And the lil Angel is an year old now! I had never seen an happy family like that! Though they were financially very poor, I never found that on their face! That made them very special for me!
A caring husband, a cute kid! Wat else a girl will expect after getting married??

But just when everything seems to be fruitful in their life, a disaster happened!
She fell down from stairs and got wounded at her back!
Nobody thought that it will be so serious until the doctor told that she had lost her sense completely below her hips n which is not curable!
Everybody cried! Her hubby gone freeze at that moment! Her poor kid without knowing anything just looked around everyone n wondered why everyone was crying!

I don't have a big faith on god, and at that time, I LOST MY FAITH ON GOD COMPLETELY! He has no heart!

But even after all these, she never cried! She stayed calm n bold!
Just some 18 months after marriage, still pretty young, everyone thought like how her hubby gonna manage with a girl, who had no sense on her legs! She had some other problems too, which am not even able to mention it here!

The doctor told that she cant live without a companion, and advised her hubby to appoint a lady to take care of her throughout her life time!
In a situation when her hubby, who fought his life out to pay the medical bill, everyone expected that he cannot afford money for that! But he never gave up! Beyond his strength, he tried and appointed a lady to take care of her, whose monthly salary was almost half the amount of his monthly salary!

she was in a state that, she cant even able to do her basic needs! For everything she needs a company! It was horrible, but she never cried! She smiled most of the time! Everybody felt bad for her, but i felt more bad for her kid! That lil Angel's age dint allow her to understand what had happened to her mother!
That's ironic!

"He will not stay with her for a long time! He will surely leave her"
"He cannot manage with a girl like her"
"This things will not last for a long time, he cannot afford money for this medical facilities throughout her life"
"She may smile now, but it wont last long"

This is how everybody told, and to defend themselves, all told like they are thinking PRACTICALLY!! Fuck them!

But the things followed then was totally different!

After someday, he asked the lady to stop coming, who was actually taking care of her wife.And that's the moment all thought that, he is gonna admit her in some home!! But it never happened to everyone's surprise!

He himself started to do all the things which was done by a lady a day before!
Those, who spoke all nonsense, he made them to shut!!

People, who were not able to find the true meaning of LOVE, saw it in real at that time! Am one among the people!
He continued doing that, and everyone started to admire them! The way the both understood each other even in that horrible situation was something out of the world and heavenly to see!

Days changed in to years!! almost 10 years passed then!
Even though her parents accepted them now, they really never came back!

He is still taking care of her, and till date I had seen her only smiling! Nothing other than smile!
He had started a business joining with his friend and its going on well now.
The cute lil Angel is 10 year old now! Like her mom, she grew very bold n pretty studious! She had never felt bad for her mom, instead she stayed as one of the biggest strength for her mom to smile always:)

HER NAME IS RIZWANA, HER HUBBY IS Mr.AKBAR, AND THE CUTE LIL ANGEL WAS NAMED MISBAH:) THE FAMILY I ADMIRE N LOVE! I WISH MORE N MORE HAPPINESS TO THEM!

I DEDICATE THIS POST TO YOU AND YOUR CUTE LITTLE HAPPY FAMILY:)

REACHED HAND BUT NOT THE MOUTH :P

2010-03-14T12:18:00.000-07:00

"Whhhhhhaaaaaaaaat??????"
"Wow, a miracle!!"
"Its gonna rain today for sure"

This is how everybody reacted when I tol them that am leaving to madina!
"But who cares about all that, after all its a miracle indeed!!

The journey will be some 5 hrs long, and we all started at 6.30 pm!
"Its better we take some snacks with us, or we will have some food coz it will be almost 12 to reach there and we all will be hungry!", nobody listened to Shahul's advise!!

Atlast we started!

May be for the first two hours we dint felt anything until Razvi came up with these words!
"Dei, Am feeling damn hungry, we could have had food before starting!"
"Thats is why I told you before, but who listened!", Shahul yelled at me!
"Dai, am yar senior engineer, over-ah sound vidaatha!", I yelled back at him!

Somehow we managed to control ourself n reached madina at midnight somewhere around 11.45!Just a matter of second we got down from the car, our eyes were searching for a restaurant nearby!

"Dei, there is a place nearby where we can get this masala milk, I had been there when I came here last year!, It will be awesome", Razvi told me!
"Excuse me, this is not chennai or vellore to get masala milk!, its saudi", I replied back!
"Masala Milk doesn't have any origin", Aarif told!
"Wow, watta a dialog!!, super!!", I replied!

"The way am feeling hungry now, those milk stuffs wont do good!! Lets have something heavy n then will come back to this masala milk stuff", I told all!
We all started to walk in the streets of madina, and in the way we found Albaik!
"Wow, Albaik, lets go", Aarif told me!
"Nope, I've heard like Mutton Mandhi will be awesome in madina, We will try that", Razvi told!
"Kandipa anga ponuma?? Kannuku munaadi Albaik irruku, atha vitutuuuuuuuu", but razvi dint allow me to continue.
"We will go there, Avlo thaan! Ivlo thooram vanthutu Mandhi saapdaama pona eppadi?", he replied!

We all agreed and searched for a restaurant where we can get Mandhi!
After some 15 mins on searching, we found one!
"Yaaaaaaaaaaaayyy", I shouted and immediately went inside!
We found none eating inside! Obvious, at midnight 12.30, one cannot expect people having dinner!!

"Do u have mandhi", I asked the server!
"????????", he stared at me!!
"Machi, he donno english da", Razvi discoverd one of the greatest secret of the world.
"Bhai, Ithar mandhi he??", he asked him in hindhi!
"????????", He stared again!
"Machi, he donno hindhi too da", Now I discovered the greatest secret!
"Madhi Fhi??", aarif asked him in arabic!
"Fhi, ^^^&&#$^##%#*#* &#%#*@(@(^#%*# ^#%%@^#&#^#", he told something, but we understood nothing!
"Arba"( means 4), I told him!!
He nodded his head and went!

5 mins passed! He came back with a big plate!

"Yes yes yes, come soon", I was pretty eager to eat!
He kept the plate on table!
"#$%#$%$# #$%#$%^$%^ $^%$%^#% #$%$#%##$" again he told something in arabic, but we understood nothing!
"Anna, wat he is telling?", I asked Razvi!
"Who knows?", The easiest of the reply!

We all were damn hungry, and without wasting anymore time, we started to eat!!
Just a spoon of rice i tasted, I was about to spit it out immediately!!
"Anna, its damn poor, very soar! No taste at all", I cried!!
"Appadiya?? iru I'll try", Razvi told me and took a spoon full of rice n tasted it!
Thats it, he dint tell anything after that!!

We all looked each other!
"Olunga Albaik poirukalama??", Shahul told all!
"Dai, over-ah pesaatha, am yar senior engineer!!", I replied!

"I cannot eat it anymore, Its very poor", Aarif told me!
"Seri vidunga, lets go back to Albaik", I told all!

We payed 50 riyals for nothing!!
"50 riyals waste-ah pochu!", Shahul shouted!
"Dei over-ah pesaatha, Am yar senior Engineer!!", obviously the same reply from me!

we went back to Albaik!
Some 20 mins back, we found the same Al Baik opened for service, but nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, ITS CLOSED!!

"Pochu pochu, Ithuvum pochu", Shahul yelled!!
"Dai.....", I started.
"Okie, I understand, You are my senior Engineer", He replied!
"Exactly", I replied!

"Seri vidu, we will go for that masala milk", Razvi told all!
We went there!

Thank god, the shop was opened!
"Masala milk Fhi??" Razvi asked some guy there!
"????????", he stared at us!
"Ennada, he donno arabi or wat??", razvi asked me!
"He know arabi, but he dunno Masala milk", I told!
"Dhoodh dhoodh", I told that guy!
"??????", he stared again!
"Enna elavu da ithu, ivannuku eppadi solli puriya vaikarathu?", Aarif got frustrated!
"No tension, No fear when Raja is here", I told all
"Arabi-la milk-na Haleeb-nu artham", I told
"Haleeb fhi??", I asked him!
"Maafhi", He replied in a single word!

"Maaffhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii", We all got pissed off!
"Pochu pochu, ithuvum pochu", Shahul started again!
"Dai....", I started!
"Rightu vidunga", He stopped!

"Well, innaiku night patni thaan", we all decided, as all other restaurants were closed!
"Ufffff, alteast take that cigar, we will have a fag", Razvi told me!
"Yeah sure", I replied!
I took the pack out and we all took one!
"Dei, give me the lighter", Razvi asked me!
I searched in my pocket, but i was not able to find!
"Anna, i guess its with you, check yar pocket", I told Razvi.
"Dei, I dont have da", he replied!

"Uffffffffffffff...", Shahul started!

"Pochu pochu, ithuvum pochu, Itha thaana solla pora??", I asked him!
"Seri freeya vidu, no tension", I replied!

"Enna na, oru dum kooda adika mudila", I told Razvi!
"Vidu da, REACHED HAND BUT NOT THE MOUTH", he replied!
"what??", I asked him!
"KAI-KU YETNATHU VAAIKU YETALA MACHI", he replied!!!
"EXACTLY", I smiled!!

A PERSON TO REMEMBER!

2010-03-01T11:22:00.000-08:00

Saturday, 27th Feb'10, 8.30am!
I was getting ready in a haste!! Am already late to office as I was supposed to be there in my work spot by 7.30am!
Well, its not something out of the ordinary for me as I will be late almost all the days in a work week!

Somehow I managed to get ready, came outta room and locked it!!
Just a matter of second when i was about to leave, "Did i miss something??", I asked myself!
"Man, how the hell you can forgot yar purse??" I scolded myself n went to room again!!
"Well, now everything is perfect", I told myself n came down!

"Toyota Camry???,Hyundai Accent??, Chevrolet Epica???,Kia Optima???", I was busy thinking about which one to choose!!
"It has been decided to go by taxi, so why to scupper??, I gotto choose the luxurious one, after all am gonna pay the same for all", I decided!!

I was in a urge to reach the work spot before my CRACK-BRAINED project manager arrives!! But these people in my villa dint allow me to leave!!
"Raja, Had break fast??"
"Raja, Why so late today??"
"Raja, kung bakit ay u kaya huli na ngayon?" (Well, this is from my beloved Filipino friend!!)
All kinda questions!! And am dame tired answering them!!
And atlast I got outta all those question and answer stuffs!! Thank god!

I found some three four taxis around me!! I thought bout my luxurious dreams, but none of those had fulfilled it! But I had no other choice coz am already late!
"Taxi", I shouted!!
The drivers saw me, and everybody came to me immediately!
"Well, now whom will I choose??", I thought!
Without wasting the time, I chose the one who came to me in 5.43seconds!!! First come First Service!!

I fixed the rate and got in!!
Some 5 mins passed!! I dint open my mouth and was busy updating my status in facebook!
The driver broke the ice after sometime!!

"Bhai, aap kithar se?? India??" ( Where are u from? India?), he asked me!
"Ahan bhai!, aap kithar se?"( yeah, and wer u from?) I asked him the same!
"India" he replied!
"India me, kithar?" I asked him again! ( Wer in india?)
"TAMIL NADU", he replied and the next moment, my face gone bright like a 1000watts bulb!!
"Ohhhhhhh, namma aala???", I asked!!
"Ada, neengalum tamil ah??," he was suprised too!

"Athe athe, appuram tamilnaatla enga??", I asked him!
"Naan thirunelveli, neenga?" He asked!
"Naan vellore!! Jail Nagaram! ", I replied!!
"Thats really cool, so how old are you in saudi!", he asked me!! (Obviously in tamil!)
"Just 1.5 years, and you??", I replied!
"I had been here since 2007", he replied!!
"Hmmm..so neenga pazhaya aalu thaan!! SUper", I replied!
"Enga work panreenga??", He asked!
"Am in ETA!!", I replied!!
"Super!!, one of my cousin too working in ETA, but he is in dubai now", he replied!!
"Oh is it??", I was kinda surprised!
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We chatted chatted chatted.....kept on chatting!!
We started formally, but ended with what his kid told him last night when he spoke!!
I rely cant believe that in a matter of 30 mins, someone one can discuss this much!

And atlast, I reached my work spot!! I just Looked in!
"Thank god, the CRACK-BRAINED material dint come yet, Am on time today!!" I told myself!

"Ok boss, Its my pleasure meeting you" I signed off!!
"My pleasure too, but till now you dint tell your name???", he asked me!!
"Oh, how did i forgot??, Am Raja Mohammed", I told!
He smiled immediately!! A pretty bright smile indeed!!
"May I knw the reason behind this bright smile???", I asked him!!
"Do u really wanna knw??", He asked!
"Enna puthir podreenga???", I replied!
"Well, Am RAJA MOHAMMED too", He smiled again!

I was amazed to hear!!

"Wowwww, neengalum raja-va!, thats really great!!" I told!
He smiled!!
"Its really pleasure meeting you!!"
He smiled again!
"Kandipa innoru naal paakalam!! Cu"
WE SIGNED OFF!!

I entered my cabin!! Had some water!!
Switched on my system!!
It asked for username and password!!
The username field was already entered!
Its RAJA MOHAMMED!
I smiled!!

I gotto write bout him in my blog!! I decided!!
"For sure, he deserves a episode in my life!!", I thought!

N yea, here I am with this episode!!
Raja Mohammed - A PERSON TO REMEMBER!!

Gone are the days!!!

2010-02-26T11:27:00.000-08:00

Am trying ma level best to keep ma blog posted at least once a fortnight, but am failing! Thanks to ma work!
Fortunately, am damn vetti today and thought i could post something!

Its a weekend today, n yea, the only day i used to sleep almost the all the day except for lunch and dinner!
Nowadays, I made it as a habit to keep ma status updated in facebook! And in the same way,I logged it to FB to post something and i found many of my frnds had updated their status about vinnai thaandi varuvaaya movie!!
"Its awesome", "Gautham rocks", "A great love story"..blah blah blah!!!

Some two years back, I was one among the jobless guys roaming all around the streets!! I will never miss any movie, no matter even if its a damn poor movie!
And today, Am sitting in front of ma laptop, searching for some sites to download some new movies! Well, I don't even know what are all the movies released in recent times!
"Life, you are screwing me!!" I told!

Just two days before!! The whole India were sitting in front of tv watching the master Sachin marching towards 200! There are days I used to bunk ma college n sit in front of TV to watch cricket!! I had never missed a match, and if the match happened to be in chennai, myself along with ma guys will be there in stadium!! But now, I was standing at the top of a building checking the work progress!! If i look around, I could see nothing than a blue sea!!

My phone ringed, someone called!!
"DAD" it showed!!
Sachin scored 200, he told me!!
"Wow, is it??? I'll chek after going home!!", i replied him!
And after sometime he dropped the call!!
"F**K my work", I told!

When I came back home, I saw everyone was talking about sachin!
I switched on the TV, to check out the highlights!
Suddenly something got struck in ma mind and I checked ma mobile!
There was a text from Sathish!
"Damn, how i dint notice?", I asked myself n checked his text!
"Sachin Rocked" it said!
There were days we used to fight for our hero's pride! Sachin and Sourav, just like Vijay and ajith in cine industry!! I thought of fighting again!

I called him!! He dint attend!!
I tried cupla time n gave up!
After sometime i got a text from him!
"Mama, am inside the plant, konjam busy! Will call u tom!"
"F**k the work", I told again!

From the days, wen we used to talk almost the whole day to the days we hardly find time to talk!
I repeated the same dialog!
"Life, you are screwing me"

Many of those who are reading this may know what kinda guy I am, how ma buddies are, how i was some yrs before!!!
But today Me, My laptop, a hot coffee mug!! We are the best buddies!!
Tension, work pressure, silly problems, what ever it may be, I used to show it to them after all they are my best buddies as I mentioned!
I had been penning lotta blog posts these days and whenever I do that, mostly on midnights, its almost like am talking to my lappie rather than typing!
Only bloggers knows that feel!! Thats the main reason for many of the ppl who are abroad, away from their buddies used to start their own blog and ponder whatever they feel!!

Many of the ppl will be in the same situation like me now, with a wonderful past and now working somewhere without anything connected with the past just remembering everything in their memory! Its not something to feel sad about, after all its a part of everyone's life! They gotto face it sometime in their journey and its enjoyable too!!

Well, I started this post with a mug full of hot coffee and now I unlade the mug with culmination!

Life is not gonna be the same!!
GONE ARE THE DAYSSSSSSS

PS:- I guess this will be my first post without any smileys:)

VAT 69!

2009-12-01T07:40:00.001-08:00

To start with, lemme tell u all something!!
I got lotta well wishers who cares for me! I hereby ask sorry to all for wat i've did!! I request for exculpation!

N here it goes....

"Machi, its not been not even 24hrs since we both had HOT n so we are planning for beer tonight!", Blaky told me!
"Thats yar problem, not for me and arun", I replied immediately!
"Do watever idiot! You wont change. Mind it, this is the first time yar gonna have Hot drinks!, so be careful", Fahad warned me!
"Dei dei, Naanga elaam romba steady da"( I will be steady), i replied!
"Ethavathu panni thola"(Get lost), blaky got irritated!

"Seri, me and blaky will make a move now, you both get the stuffs n come home soon", i told arun and fahad!
"Dei, give me some money da, i dont have sufficient amount", arun told!
"Here it is, take 500Rs", I gave him!
"Wat brand da?", he asked me again!
"Ask fahad, why are u asking as if am a professional drunkard", I replied him and started!

The next hour, we acted too fast n made everything ready for wat we call as BACHERLOR'S PARTY!

"Wat brand ya brought??", I asked him extreme curiosity!
"Dont urge maame! Everything is for you only", he told n opened the pack!

VAT 69!!

"We asked for TEACHERS da!, but it wasn't available anywhere!, even this is good! Scotch Sarakku!! Enjoyyyy mamuuuuuuuu", Fahad told me!

"Dei mama, mix panni kodu da", I asked blaky!
"Ada p________u, mix kooda panna therila, nee elaam ethuku da kudikira?? (You dont even knw to mix properly n for wat the heck yar having it?), Blaky shouted at me!
"Dei, as i told before, am not a expert in all this stuffs, you mix for the first round, i'll pick up!", I told him politely as if am gonna learn some engineering subject from him!

Using all kinda bad words, he mixed the drink for me!!
"Quarter glass of VAT 69, Quarter glass of water, half a glass of 7up!!"

"CHEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSS!! This is for all of us!!" we all made a toast!
"Have it sip by sip!! dont urge!!", Blaky advised me!

May be it took some 20 mins for me to complete my first round!!
I saw arun! He would've had just a sip i guess! He reacted like as if he's gonna vomit!!
"I'll quit da, My stomach is kinda upset!", Arun told!
"Dei, why are u doing like this, u could've told this before itself na, we would've bought a quarter!, now its gonna be waste", Fahad yelled at him!!
"Waste??????, when RAJA is here, No FEAR", I told!
"Dei, first round-laye ivanukku yeridichu da"( He's gone mad in the first round itself), Ranjith told all!
"Am steady machi!", I replied him!

"Dei, quarter itself is too much for the one who is drinking for the first time, so listen to me!" Blaky told me!
"Dont worry maamu, I'll take care", I made his mouth shut with a single reply!
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I donno how long I took, But i completed HALF!!!

"Mama, bottlee gaali aaiduchu da"(The bottle is empty da), I told blaky!
"Dei, unnaku over aaiduchu, poi padu po" ( yar boozed too much, go to bed), Blaky told me!
"Illa mama, bottle gaali aaiduchu da"(No da, the bottle is empty), I told again!
"Naan kelamburaen da saami, aala vidunga, ivan kitta maatna, naan gaali" (Am moving outta here, I wont be able to manage this guy), Ranjith tried to escape from the scene!
"Dei mama, enga da pora",(Hey, wer are u goin?), I asked him!
"Nothing da, I heard some sound there, I'll check it n come back", He replied!
"Thats nothing da, I onli throwed stone, U sit here, we'll talk!", I told him!
"Uffff, Kashtam...Romba Kashtam", he told something n sat!

"Mama, you all my best frnds da, I love you all!", I told
"We love u too da, let us go n sleep now", Blaky told!
"Wat's this da, onli blaky is replying, dont u guys love me???", I asked again!
"Yeah da, we all love you, Now shut n go to bed", Everybody shouted at me!!

"Wat's this da, you guy's are shouting, so u dont love me, just replying for my sake!", I just acted like crying!!
"Dei, this is too much, I cant see all this, pls leave me, am goin to sleep", Ranjith started again!
"Dei mama, wat's this da, wat will i do if yar gone, whom else I've other than you", I cried again!!
"Moodra _________", he shouted this time!

"Dei, at the beginning itself I told you to control him, but you never did tat, n see now, he is doing all kinda nonsense", Fahad shouted at Blaky!
"He he he, why you guys are fighting da, did I do anything wrong???", I laughed n cried at the same time!!
"Nothing, just shut n go to bed, orelse I'll kill you!", Blaky shouted!

"Machi, I've a doubt da", I asked him!
"Wat the hell??", he shouted at me back!
"Why are you always shouting, you dont love me!! Am your best friend", I cried again!
"Seri sorry da, wats yar dooubt?", he asked me politely!
"Huhhh, this is good, I love you!", I replied!
"Is this yar doubt?", he asked me!
"No da", I replied!
"Then wat??", He asked again!
"I had HALF, but still am steady!, but this guy just had a sip, but why he is sleeping????", I pointed out arun who was sleeping like hell on the couch!
"You ask him", He replied!

"Arun mama...Aruuunnnnnn, mama....maamuuu, wake up...why are you sleeping?", I tried to woke him up, but no reaction from him!
I turned back, nobody was there!!
"Dei mama...wer are u all da??", I shouted!
NO REPLY!
I stood up and somehow managed to get in to the bed room!
"Hey, wen you all came here da, I was searching in the hall", I told
"We came an hour back da", someone replied but I really donno who!

I walked slowly, but all of a sudden, I fell down on someone!!
"Ammmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa", He shouted!
"Oh sorry da, may I knw who is this???", I slowly opened the blanket!
Poor ranjith, was shouting in pain!
"Sorry mama, pls forgive me da, plssss", I cried!!
"________________________________", all kinda bad words from him, and i was laughing like hell!!

I started again!!
Ranjith, Blaky, Fahad.....I tortured all!!!
Instead of scloding me, they were fighting between each other for allowing me to drink!!

"Mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa", I cried like hell!! This time seriously!
"Wat da", everybody came near to me!
And I started!!
"Am feeling hard da!, I dont wanna go back!! Am feeling alone! I dont have anybody now! I compromised my life!! I dont like this", I bursted with all kinda emotions bout my family, my past love!! Everything.............

And it was 4 am in the morning, i got steady lil bit, and slept n allowed others to sleep too!!

It was 12pm the next day, I woke up!
Nobody was there in the bedroom! I heard the sound from TV n went to hall!!
Everybody Stared at me!! And ranjith in special, luked at me in extreme anger!

"Vaada Nallavane", he invited me!
"Hi mama, sorry!! Night konjam over aaiduchu!", I told all!
The next second, I never got such kinda punches n kicks in my life! I got it all from my guys!!

VAT 69 did it!!!!

AM BACK!

2009-11-28T12:22:00.001-08:00

Sunday, September 6, 2009
Ufff...its been almost three months since i wrote for my blog n yea its a Looooong gap!

I had lotta stuffs to share with you all n ofcourse its all about my india trip!
I broke in with lotta posts when i was in india, but time dint permit me to ramble on.
The trip to remember! Lotta happiness, emotions, fun, booze parties with ma guys, my sister's marriage...well well well...my trip was filled with all kinda stuffs and each n every second left a striking imprint in my heart!

N now, am back to saudi n being redundant most of the time, I started with what i had been doing before!!
Keep sighting my blog!
AM BACK!!

Basmathi Rice - 12mm x 17mm size! :P

2009-09-06T17:27:00.000-07:00

I just came to cabin from site.
Gosh, even at night times, i was sweating alot. Coz of this ramzan month, we are working in night shifts as working in day time is pretty difficult that too while in fasting.

Last week.....

We were given a deadline to complete the work in a particular floor, and hence we started pushing our sub contractors to bring more man power and speed up the work.For any work to be done in time, that too in construction field, the main thing we need is the materials. If we have material in the stock, we can complete any kinda job in time! So we had put the indent for all materials which we need to complete the work and passed the indent to our purchase department.

Today....

My phone started ringing!
It was anwar, my foreman calling from the other side.
"Salaam Raja bhai!!", anwar greeted me.
"walaikum salaam anwar, bholiye", I replied. ( Bholiye - "Tell me" )

Anwar: Raja bhai, aaj kaam ka saaman nahi hai!! ( We dont have materials for today's work)
Me: Acha, meh indent pehale daalthiya bhai. Tum ek Kaam karo, aaj first basement-ka supports poora daalo, meh material-ka arrange karega ( Oh, i had put the indent before. You do onething, fix the supports in the first basement, i'll arrange for the materials in between)
Anwar: Teeke bhai, aur materila kal aayega?? ( ok, can we expect the materials to come tommorrow)
Raja: Insha Allah

I hanged the line.

I searched for Mr.Kaleel's number in my mobile. He is the purchase executive for my site!! and more importantly, he is a tamilan!!

I called him!

Me: Kaleel bhai, enga irukeenga?
Kaleel: Am in office, enna matter sollunga!
Me: last week Materials indent potom, enna aachu?? oru material kooda varala innum!
Kaleel: Last week ah? innaiku thaan athu en table-ku vanthuchu!!

" ____________ purchase dept" i scolded in my heart!

Me: Kashtam. We are in urgency now, Konjam seekarama yerpaadu pannunga!
Kaleel: Yeah, i'll try my level best!
Me: ok kaleel bhai! and one important matter.
Kaleel : Enna sollunga!
Me: ANTHA INDENT-LA "PONNI ARUSI" IRUKULA?
Kaleel: YEAH YEAH, IRRUKU
Me: THATS GOOD. QUANTITY 35 NOS THAANA IRRUKU?
Kaleel: YEAH.
Me: OK BHAI, MARANTHUDAATHEENGA, "PONNI ARUSI 12MM X 17MM SIZE WITH RED OXIDE COATING".
Kaleel: YEAH, I'LL TAKE CARE. U DONT WORRY. I'LL TRY TO DELIVER THE MATERIAL BY TOMMORROW.
Me: ok, cya!!

I hanged the line!

Just a matter of minute i hanged the line, anwar called me again!

Me: Kya bhai?, bholo!
Anwar: Raja bhai, meh abhi dehkna, MERAKO PONNI ARUSI AUR BASMATHI RICE THO CHAHIYE BHAI" ( JUST NOW I CHECKED, I NEED PONNI RICE AND ALSO BASMATHI RICE)
Me: Kya anwar, heh kyun pehle nahi bhola?? ( Wat is this anwar, why dint you inform me before)
Anwar: Meh abhi dehkna bhai, kya karega! ( Me just now noticed, wat to do?)
Me: Acha teeke, koi mushkil nahi! Meh dekhna ( Thats ok, i'll see)
I hanged the line and then i called kaleel again.

Me: Kaleel bhai, sorry to disturb you again.
Kaleel: Paravalla sollunga!
Me: Ippo thaan site-la irunthu call vanthuchu. Basmathi rice kooda venumaam!
Kaleel: Prechana illa, evlo quantity?
Me: Ithuvum 35 nos theva paduthu! Again the same, Basmathi rice with Red oxide coating, 12mm X 17mm size.
Kaleel: Ok, naan arrange panraen.

I hanged the line.

"Basmathi rice ok, but ponni arusi seriya vegaathe...enna panrathu??" I was seriously thinking!!

........

Suddenly someone called me n i woke up from deep sleep!
ha ha, it all happened in dreams! I started laughing!
"Namma padicha engineering elaam oru second-la comedy-ah poche, all these basmathi rice, ponni arusi!!", I thought.
Luckily, my dream got disturbed before i receive the material, orelse who knows i would've cooked briyani too!!

My phone ringed, and this time not in dream!!
It was my project manager!

Me: Tell me sir
PM: Raja, wat happened to the materials? did u received it last night!
Me: Yes sir, we received rice!!
PM: Rice????????
Me: Oh sorry sir, i got confused, We received 6 inch pipes and ducts.
PM: Thats good raja, start installing it today!
Me: Yeah ok sir, sure!!

Happy Bday to my BLOG:)

2009-08-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh, n now its been exactly one year since I started writing in my blog.
Its a great feeling actually, I neva thot like I would come up with these much of posts with all kinda mixed emotions!!

The main reason for me to create this blog was to keep my old memories Fresh and somewat I got succedded too:) Even today wen i read my previous posts, the feel which am gettin is something cant be expressed in words!!

I thank you all for yar comments!! Am sure without yar support, i wouldn't have continued this!! Thanks alot!

N at this time, i wanna tell you all just one thing! Start writing the funny things or the unforgettable things that happened in yar life! Share it to all, read it after somedays n just chek how ya feel:)

N yea, its the time to wish ma blog a HAPPY BDAY:)

VALLAVAN - First Day First Show!!

2009-08-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I was talkin with Razvi about the experiences in movie theatres during first day first show!! Ha ha, even though if we book tickets a week before n watch the movie in satyam cinemas, nothing can beat the feel which we get watching it in a theatres at B n C centers!! Its something awesome n thrilling!!

Many of u knw that am one movie freak, i wont miss even a mokka movie, will watch it first day first show! There aren't any booking facility in our area, n yea, we gotto stand in the que(Crowd), to get the tickets n rely its a talent to get the tickets like that!!

Wen I mention about buying a ticket, immediately I remember the movie VALLAVAN! Starring Simbhu n superhot Nayan!

It was during a festive day, i dont rely remember whether its diwali or pongal or tamilnewyear!! But we guys planned to watch vallavan First day, as the expectations for the movie were sky high!!

It was morning 9 o clock i woke up with my mom's scolding n just in a matter of 30 mins, i got ready n had breakfast!

Mom: Wer are u going?
Me: Movie!
Mom: Enna padam da?
Me: Therila, yet to decide, n we guys need some time to decide, so i need to go now!
Mom: Appadi ennada ungalukku elaa padathayum first day paakanum-nu!!
Me: Athula thaan oru thrill irruku...ungalukku athellam puriyaathu!!
Mom: White tshirt vera potutu pora, azhuku aaidum da, change it!
Me: Athellam onnum aagathu, am starting, tata!!
Mom: Eppadiyaavathu poi thola..
Me: Thank you:)

The next 10th min, i reached sathish's home, n we both called all guys and atlast,we started. Some 10 guys went to theatre!
It was 10.15am wen we reach the theatre, and to our surprise there was very less crowd! May be, the show starts at 11.30 n another 1 hour to go, n we guessed like the crowd may come, so we decided to send one of our guy to stand in the que for ticket!

Me: Dei mama, poi ticket edu da
Ranjith: Dei enna paatha unnaku paavama illaya? Nanne balli maathiri irukaen, they will squeeze me if i go da!
Me: Dei golti, nee poda
Sathi: Naan pogala da, ennaku kaal valikuthu!
Me: Chinna pasangala, evanum pogaatheenga. Naane poraen!

I went to the counter n to my suprise nobody was there! I am the first guy!

"Mama, first ticket namma thaan, we have to celebrate this, padam mudichitu, elaarum briyani saapudrom", i told sathi!
"Kaasu nee thariya??", Sathi replied.
"Briyani-ya?? athu eppadi da irrukum?? i heard like it wont be nice, ethuku da briyani elaam saaptutu, padam mudichitu, veetuku poi amma samayal saapudalaam" i told
"Appo mooditu ticket edu", he replied

As time passed, people started to come in large numbers and my friends who were standing around me, went away giving space to the people standing in the que.
"Machi, wait for me near the door, I'll come there after getting the tickets", I told Praveen Balaji
"Yeah machi, we'll be there", he replied n all of ma friends went.
Just a matter of 10 mins, there was heavy crowd in the counter, and i was not even able to see my friends standing near the door.
And there started the typical scene in all first day first shows, whistles, screamings, cut outs, crackers..the sounds teared my ears and i was not able to hear anything properly. Instead, even i started to shout.
"Little super starrrrrrrrrrrr, thalaivaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
"intha loosu payyan elaam thalaivana?, uff enna panrathu, just for time pass", i thought!

And now, i feel like, people standing at the back started to push me and i got flushed on the grill at the ticket counter!
The grill will be like full of small squares with a "n" shape opening at the bottom to give the money n get the tickets. Knowing that the crowd is getting increased for every second, so i took the money outta my purse n took my hand inside the "n" opening. The next moment i felt something different, and wen i looked at ma hands, there were 2 other hands with money!!
"Tamilans Rocks big time", i thought!

Me: Excuse me, yen ippadi thalreenga, inga nikka mudila
Stranger 1: Naan enga pa thalraen, pinaadi elaarum thalraanga
Me: Ennavo, yen ippadi panraanga, athaan elaarkum ticket thara porangala
Stranger 2: Athaan, they are gonna give the tickets to all na, give way to me, i'll get the tickets first, then u buy it.

I donno who is that stranger 2, but i just heard the voice!!

Something Flashed in ma mind and immediately I took my mobile outside. As I expected there were 10 missed calls. My guys tried to call me, but in the mid of this heavy noise, i dint hear my phone ringing.
I called sathish!

Me: Ennada machi
Sathi: Dei..kekuthaaaaa?????
Me: Mama, solluda
Sathi: Dei kekuthaada???????
Me: Mama, onnume kekala da.....
sathi: Dei, fahad too had came. get two tickets extra da
Me: Mama, ennaku onnume kekala da..enna pottu nasukuraanga inga
Sathi: Rendu ticket da, get two tickets extra
Me: Enaaathu???? ticket ah??
Sathi: Dei P*********U, get two tickets da. totally 12 tickets we need
Me: Dei, ennada solra...ennaku onnume kekala

Sathish hanged the line!
And the moment arrived. The bell rang and a person with tickets came to the counter. The crowd started to shout in excitement!
"Voooooooooooooo, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy, thalaivaaaaaaaaaa", even i shouted!!
My whistle sounds were tearing the ears of the persons standing behind me, but who cares, i was keep on whistling!!
And now, the crowd started to push me like hell, and i was helpless! My face got flushed with the wall with my hands were inside the counter along with two other hands! And it was sweating like anything!! My tshirt, pant everything got wet!

"Ethana tickets??", I heard a voice inside the counter!
"Pathu tickets thalaiva", I replied
Someone took the money from my hand, but am not able to see anything as my face got flushed with the wall. It has to be the person issuing the tickets, I thot.
In cupla seconds, he gave the tickets.
"Thambi, kai edupa", he shouted.
Well, i tried to take my hands out, but it got strucked inside and i was not able to take it out.
"Thalaivaaaa, kai maatikichu thalaivaaa", i shouted!!
"Yooovv, kai edu ya" he shouted again
"Enaala eduka mudila thalaiva", i shouted

Me: Excuse me, konjam kai edunga, en kai ulla maatikuchu
Stranger: Iru pa, ticket vaangidraen
Me: Konjam light-ah move pannunga, i'll be able to take my hand out
Stranger: ok

And after a big struggle, I took my hand out n tried to come outta the crowd. But everybody started to push me back to the crowd again!

"Excuse me, konjam vali vidunga. Naan velila poganum", I told
But none listened to me
Some 5 mins passed, I bought the tickets, but I wasn't able to go out!!
"Mamaaaaaaaa, engada irruka???????", I raised my hands and shouted
Somehow my guys managed figure out n came to me.

"Dei, velila vaa da", Praveen shouted
"Mama, thalraanga da, vara mudila" i shouted back
"Seri nee tickets kodu, i'll ask the guys to reserve seats inside" he replied

I raised my hand to give him the tickets, but suddenly there were some 10 hands on the other side. So i stopped immediately.
"Dei, give me the tickets da", he shouted at me
"Dei mama, ithula yethu da unnoda kai???", i asked him.
"Inga paaru da, theriyutha, ithaan, seekaram kodu"

Somehow i managed to give the tickets to him
"Dei mama, pogaatha iru da, help me to come outta this bloody crowd", i screamed.
And this Praveen Balaji tried to come towards me, n got succeeded to. He caught my hand n tried to pull me out!
"Dei iru da iru da, my specs is coming out" i shouted
But he dint lisented to me, but instead he was pulling me as if my hands were a rope.
"Dei, en kanaadi kizha vizha poguthu da, kaiya vidu i need to adjust", i shouted again!
"Dei naaye, ennada panra", Praveen shouted and he was keep on pulling me!!
"Dei mama, en serupu da...dei, iru da, ennoda chappals kalandikuchu, dei dei...iru da", i was keep on shouting, .
"Seekarama thedu da", he shouted holding my hands!!
I was searching for ma slippers with my legs in the mid of the crowd, and after 5 mins i got my slippers back! But torned!!!

And and after some 10 mins of pullings and pushings i came out!!
My white tshirt was in Orange color with full of Iron rust particles, totally wet, My hair was looking like Amazon Forest, My slippers got torned!! BUt I dint care about anything!!

"Machiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii got the tickets!!!! Yaaaaaayyyyyyy", I shouted like hell!!
"Maamaammmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeee super da", ranjith replied
"Dei fahad, nee eppo da vantha?? got the tickets ah??", I asked him in a surprise
"Got the tickets ah??", dei naaye, sathi called u and asked to get two extra tickets na" he asked me
"oops, sathi called me da, but i dint hear anything properly", I replied
"Ada padupaavi payale, ippo ennada panrathu??", sathi asked me
"Onnum prechana illa, Elaarum Annan pecha kelunga", I told all!!

We all went to the theater entrance!
"Ethana peru??", the person asked me!!
"Pathu peru thalaivaa", Praveen replied!
"Seri ok ponga" he opened the door!!!

"Vooooooooooooooooooo", i started to shout n so did the others n we all started to run inside!! In cycle gap, 12 guys went inside and the person dint able to notice it as we were whistling n shouting!!!

Awesome fun we guys had inside the theatre!! But the movie was mokka!!

And after the movie, wen I returned home, my mom saw me, my tshirt, my slippers, my face....n then she started!!
"!!!!!!$$$$$$%^%%%%###@@@@@@@@*&*******^$%#$%$##$%$#%$%$"
UFFFFFF, ATHU ORU PERIYA KATHAI!!!!

ANDA VAAYAN!!

2009-08-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

After coming here to saudi, there were lotta changes in me..n the main thing was, if at all i get bored, i used to go to other's room and talk alot!!
Well, Non Stop talking isn't new for me, but still, the way am talking nowadays, its surely something new!! Many wouldn't know bout this.

Last weekend, i dint felt sleepy. It was 11pm, i watched achamundu achamundu movie, then a lil chat with ranjith, did all kinda stuffs to kill ma time, but watever i did, i felt bored! N so i decided to go to Muzammil's room. Muzammil is ma senior engineer!!

Muzzamil : Vaada thadi thaandavaraaya!!

Me : Excuse me, yaara paathu thadi-nu solreenga..am pretty lean u knw!

Muzzamil : Dei, unnake manasaatchi illaya da?

Me : Ennaku athellam iruku na! Even yesterday my mom called me n told like i had become lean.

Muzzamil : Ada kadavule, yen da ippadi??

Me : I'll explain u, listen. Actually, my mom wants me to be lean n smart like surya! But enaala, athellam mudiyaathu. So i told her i cant, but still she insisted me to reduce ma weight! But naan koraikala. Well, intha idathula u should ask me why????

Muzzamil : ...

Me : Seri ok, u dint ask me why, but i'll assume that ya asked me why?, n now i'll give u the reason for yar why!!

Muzzamil : Dei...

Me :Aavasarapadaatheenga,i'll tell u! Ennaku Neraya gal frnds irukaanga..they all told like, my small lil thoppai adds beauty to me. Athanaala thaan i dint try to reduce ma belly. I told this to ma mom. Well, at this place, u have to ask me like wat yar mom replied.

Muzzamil :

Me: Seri ok, neenga kekala, but i'll assume that, ya asked me like wat ur mom replied for tat, n now, i'll tell u wat my mom told for that..

Muzzamil : Dei venaam da...

Me: Ada, chumma kelunga!! My mom was like, seri da, nee un gals frnds sonna maathirye pannu, but nee thoppai-ya koracha thaan unnaku kalyaanam-nu sollitaanga!! Naan eppo thoppaiya korachu kalyaanam pannikarathu, so i decided to reduce ma belly! Well, at this time ya have to ask me like, koranchutha???

Muzzamil :

Me: Seri ok, u wont ask, but i'll tell u!! Actually i got redcued a bit! But ma weight is the same na, no change in that! Yeravum illa, irangavum illa!

Muzzamil: Seri ok

"May i come in??", someone asked me, wen i turned back it was Mr.Aariff!!

Me: Vaanga aarif, we were talking bout you onli, 100yrs ungalukku!!

Muzammil :

Aariff: Oh is it, thanks, wat were ya guys talking??

Me: Solraen, actuall-ah, after coming to saudi, ya had become very lean-na, atha pathi thaan discuss pannitu irunthom!

Aariff: Oh..

Me: Enna Oh-nu solli simple-a mudichiteenga?? ippadi thaan once, wen i was studyin in 12th std, one incident happened..

Muzzamil: dei mavane, venaam da....

Aariff: ada irunga bhai, athaan yetho solla varaar-la, y are u stoping him..

Muzzamil: Unga thalaiyelutha yaarala maatha muidyum, nalla kelunga!!

Me: Yeah, aariff, neenga kelunga..Enna sollitu irunthaen?? yeah yeah, wen i was in ma 12th std, i got centum in maths test, and wen i told it to ma sister, avangalum "Oh"-nu thaan sonaanga..I immediately asked her like, why are u telling "OH", she told me like," Oh Oh"-nu sonna nalla irukaathu...thats y told like Oh"!! I liked that reply. And i too expected the same reply from you, but u stopped with a single Oh!! But paravalla irukattum, i'll manage!! Namakulla enna irukku!!

Aariff:

Muzamil : Dei, oru "oh"-ku, ivlo periya velakama?? why like this???

Me: Why like this?? I rem once ma frnd asked me the same-na..actually during my first yr at college....

Aariff: Helloooo?? wat??? i cant hear u properly, i think the signal i weak, wait i'll come out!!"

Me: ???Phone adicha maathiriye theriyalaye????

Muzammil: He is smart, escaped from u soon, but naan thaan maatikitaen.

Me : Seri ok, let him go now!! I'll meet him later n explain him..Now u listen...

Muzammil : Ennada???

Me: Actual-ah, wen i was in ma 1st yr at college...

Muzammil: Dei, ithuku mela oru vaartha pesna, naan azuthuduvaen..

Me: Ada, chumma kelunga-na...

Muzammil: DEI ANDA VAAYA!! Thayavu senchu niruthu da!!

Me:

A New looking blog!

2009-07-31T12:35:00.001-07:00

Evlo naal thaan orae template vachitu irukarathu...Everything needs a changes, ofcourse my blog too...
Suddenly something striked in ma mind...

Tin tin tin tin tin ton ton(Flash Back Effect)

"Dai, i changed my blog template, paathutu eppadi irrukunu sollu", bhagi told me
"Nalla irruku", i replied
"But template change pannum pothu, all ma previous gadgets gone da, orae KUSHTAMA
irruku", paavam bhagi romba feelings-oda sonna

Ton ton tin tin tin tin tin(Flash back over, so reverese flash back effect)

"Oh no, these gadgets has to be there in ma blog, evlo kashta pattu visitors count 3000 kitta touch panna vachaen, ippo antha proof elaam poita, eppadi scene podrathu??", i thot.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, i told myself n immediately opened google!
"Change blog template without removing gadgets", i typed!
100000 matches found!!
"Hmmm, ithuku elaam ivlo match irruku, ennaku eppo oru perfect match kidaikum??", i thot.
After all kinda searching, atlast i found out the way to change the theme without disturbing the gadgets n yeah, am here with a new theme for ma blog!!!

"Mama, i changed the template for ma blog, paathutu eppadi irukunu sollu", i pinged ranjith
"Oru periya vaazhai elai-la, vadai-ya aduki vacha maathiri irruku", he replied!!!

SWADES!!

2009-07-29T11:22:00.000-07:00

Recently i got a chance to watch a movie! SWADES..
its kinda a old movie, but i haven't watched it before!!
Just bout the movie in one word, AWESOME! Its something that every NRI should watch. It'll create an impact for sure.

And i gone mad on a song, YEH JO DESH HE TERA...n man, the lyrics of that song, its something divine!!! felt like sharing it with you all, n yea, here is the english translation of the song!!!

This very land that is yours / this very country that is yours
It is your very motherland / fatherland
And it is calling out to you
This very bond between this land and you
How could it ever break up ?
The fragrance of this very land
How could you ever forget it ?
Wherever you would wish to go
No matter what happens, you will come back to this very land
In each and every paths
In each and every suppressed sighs
To you strayed heart
Someone / something will remind you of this

That this land that is yours / That this country that is yours
It is your very motherland / fatherland
Your whole life seems telling you
You have achieved everything in it, what else could you expect to get you don’t already have ?
As if you had been showered by life’s riches and happiness
But, you are so far away from home
Do come back now, you old fool
To this very place where people will consider you as one of them
Do answer to this call from this land

This very land that is yours / this country that is yours
Which is your very motherland / your very fatherland
This is the right time
In which lay hidden
An entire century, an entire lifetime
Do not ask what is awaiting ahead
You now have reached a crossroads
It behoves to you to choose this very path
It is for you to show which path should be taken
It is for you to show the direction that should be taken by
This very land / this very country
This very land that is yours / this very country that is yours
Which is your very motherland / which is your fatherland...

I love u INDIA!!
JAI HO!!

Life is a Journey....

2009-07-19T06:57:00.000-07:00

Life is a journey n how true is tat..

There are days wen we cried to go to school n there are a days wen we cried to go back to home from college!!
There are days wen we used to hang out with our frnds for the whole day, n there are days wen we will find less than 5 mins to talk to our same frnds!
There are days wen we used to shout at mom for not cookin well, n there are days wen we used to call her n tell tat we miss her cooking!

Life changes alot n everything happens....
N yea, my life too is a sweet lil journey..
FOrtunately i got some time to recall it back, n it was something we call heavenly feel..with full of happiness n pain!
Its been 22 years now, how drastically my life has been changed...

" Life romba maaridichu-na, its so unpredictable, but still, its damn good", i told razvi.
"Dei, enna thoonga vidu da, he yelled at me n slept immediately!!

Some 19 yrs back, ma parents forced me to join LKG in a nearby skool, n i cried like hell to go, but there is where ma journey started actually!!
Both ma dad n mom were working at that time, they tried hard outta their life to make me n my sister to feel comfortable in all aspects!! At that time, ma family was kinda financially poor, we stayed in a rented home where we got just three rooms. A hall, a kitchen n a bed room! As every child do, i too dreamt like i should take care of ma family as soon as i can!(at the age of 4, i feel its too early to dream like tat, but wat to do) I've imagined a wonderful house, with a car! Tats how every child's dream will be, especially who comes from a middle class family, n am not an exceptional!

I flunked in most of the subjects in LKG itself! he he, i still donno why I feel alergic to studies! These teachers in the skool used to pinch ma ears, god, I feel the pain even now wen i think bout tat!

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I Looked at razvi, he was in deep sleep i guess! I dint feel sleepy, so just switched on the tv. Its weird, being in saudi, if i hear someone talking arabi,I feel like he is scolding me in bad words, n in the tv too, someone was talkin with full enthu, but in arabic!! I changed the channel..
"Ennaku nee, unnaku naan, Yettile eluthinaan", sathayaraj was singing the song n i guess it was suganya, his lady love..
I just went back....

From ma KG class, slowly i grew up, n i was in ma third std i guess, i donno wats ma age at tat time, but tats the time i used imagine myself in a hero's position wenever i saw a cine song in tv!(I guess its common among many guys ).I will feel somethin high inside me wenever i used to dance for a duet with Kushbu, suganya( well, these gals were the leading heroins at that time). This is something i used to laugh thinking bout, even now!!
These dreaming stuffs continued for almost two years i guess, n after tat i gone one step forward n started to fell in love with ma class girls, from annamma to kavitha(my class gals), from rani to deepika(ma junior gals), from gayathiri to archana(my family friends). Ha ha, tats funny na, but tats wat happened, i
dint leave any gal, i loved all, n changed the gals for every 3,4 months! To be frank i still donno, whether onli i got this habit of loving gals , or its common at that age! But i enjoyed those days! How wonderful it was to love different gals at differnt times!

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"Dei, konjam TV off pannu da, am feelin sleepy, unnaku enna, veetla irukura maathiri nenapa, intha nerathula tv-a potutu paathutu irruka, poi padu da velakenna" Razvi said n slept again!
"Home", there aren't any best place in the world than home!! Its something makes us feel a lotta comfortable! I love ma home....
I went back again...

As days passed on, my dreams started to come true! A big house for us!! Just for us!! I still feel ma parent's hard work, how badly they sacrificed their happiness to built it!! I was one proud guy n told all ma frnds in skool bout the new house. I still rem, i kept ma shirt collar rised for the whole day in school! Tats how i used to be. All credits goes to ma parents!! N after a year, we got a car too! The budget middle class car! MARUTHI 800, well almost in the entire india, if someone is gonna buy a car for the first time, the first choice will be Maruthi 800! Again the next day, i kept ma collar raised for the whole day in skool..

Days passed..

As every guy do, i did all kinda stuffs then, from eating pani pooris without telling ma parents, to watchin porn movies!( Well, i want to be frank!) Enna oru nalla vishayam, i dint try smoking!(well, again i want to be frank). After doin all these, one cannot expect me to score good marks in 10th board exams, n yeah, i got 70%!

"Padicha thaana mark varum??", thats one of the valid question my dad asked me on tat day!! Yeah, tats rely a good question! But did that question changed ma attitude towards studies??, obviously not!!

Ma dad got lots of hopes on me, just imagine, he used to drop me in the school in the morning, n again he will pick me back in the evening inspite of his tight schedule in business! he did that From ma LKG to 10th, for 12 years!! Tats something i rely love n feel proud of!

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Got bored n i just took ma lappie!! Am treating it as ma best friend nowadays, ofcourse, it made me to feel better lotta times after coming here to jeddah!
Logged in to yahoo, n saw an offline from fahad. Some song it was, thot of checking it, but my net was kinda poor n it took so long time to load..
I went back.....

Fahad, the best Machan anyone could possibly have. Many says that we both are the replica of each other except for luks!! After ma 10th std, my dad thot of changing me to a new skool, n he chosed a private skool near ma place, just becoz fahad studied there!! I neva had any single thot in ma mind bout the new skool, i neva knew that the next 2 years will be one of the most unforgettable days in ma life, n ofcourse am not nosterdams, to predict things. I learned the meaning for the word TRUE relationship then. Frienship n love, the two best things i was gifted for joining there! Thanks to fahad n ma skool!

Friendship, i saw wat its all bout!! There are some guys in ma life, n i cant imagine a life without them! My life changed drastically! N wow, i got 86% in ma 12th board exams..

"Nalla mark thaan vaangi irukaan, but his mom wants him to stay here itself, she is not interested in sending him to hostel, so ingaye hakeem-la serthudalaam-nu irukaen", ma dad told someone in phone! I was kinda diappointed, but at the same time, i felt happy tat am gonna stay with ma mom for the next four years!! Unlike others, my college life doesn't tasted tat much sweet to me, may be the way i enjoyed in ma skool is a big reason for that, but still, its my mistake too, not enjoying my college days to the fullest!! But still, I got some good frnds there too!!

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Oops, i donno why, am not at all feeling sleepy! How to kill ma time?, i just thot, n yeah i started checking out the photos which i took during ma skool alumini meet! N there was a gal with me in the most of the photos, My one n onli true love.. I donno how many ppl would've fallen in love, but i reckon, being in love is one the greatest feel anyone can possibly have!
I went back.....

It all happened like a drama! 7 yrs, seems like just 7 day! So fast n yet so beautiful! From a guy of no hopes, no ambition, no responsiblity...to a guy of lotta hopes, full of energy!! Can love make all these changes possible?? yeah, it does, atleast in ma case!! N now, we both took one of the valuable decision in our life just for some good cause, n i hope we'll prove our decsion right!!

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"Good Morning da anna", I got a text!!
Good Morning????, wats the time now..i asked myself n looked at ma watch!
It was 4.30 am in saudi!
Oops, time ponathe therila...
"Good morning", i replied back her!( Thanks to airtel n Way2sms!!)
Subhashini......My dream!
I went back...

Brother sister relationship is always special n ofcourse i longed for that special relationship n i got this gal!! I still remember how my mom called her wen she met her for the first time! She addressed her as her daughter! Thats rely sweet of ma mom! I am not a sentimental guy nor a emotional guy! But some persons in our life will make us emotionally attached to someone, n my sis in tat type of gal!! Always special to me!
Uffff...its been 8 months since i met her!

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I heard some sound outside, guess it must be a aeroplane...I immediately peeked outta window n looked up. Yeah, it was an aeroplane!! I smiled...
"Nee innum thirunthala da", i told myself n came inside!!
I went back....

"Dei mama, life-la oru thadavaiyaavathu flight-la poidanum da..", blaky told me,
"kandipa da", i replied,
"Porathu mukkiyam illa da, pona LUFTHANSA-la thaan da poganum", sathi told me,
"Y so?", i asked him,
"Anga paaru da, antha flight evlo perusa irruku", he showed me a lufthansa flight, as we were standin in the terrace of sathi's home which is pretty near to chennai airport!!
"Mama, lufthansa-la sarakku elaam kodupaangala da?", ranjith asked!
"Sarakku mattum illa da..elaame kidaikum", sathi replied!!
"Elaame vaa???!!!!!", blaky asked in a suprise!!
"Yeah da Elaame", i replied!!

"Appo done machi, college mudicha udane naama elaarum oru velaiya join panrom, we're gonna save money, lufthansa airways's parakarom!", blaky told in a bold voice!!
"Athuku mothalla M-3 arrear clear pannanum da", sathi replied!.
"Intha nalla nerathula atha yenda remind panra naaye" blaky yelled at sathi!

"ENga da machi polaam?", i asked
"Atleast GOA-kaachum poganum da", ranjith told!
"Ada *********** lufthansa international flight da, athu goa-kellam pogaathu", blaky laughed at him.
"Aiyoooo, appo venaam da..lufthansa airlines-la mattum thaan ELAAME kidaikum, so naama vera engayaathu polaam", I told all!

Seriously i donno wats the meaning of ELAAME!!
"DONE"

We all took a URUTHI MOZHI, that we'll be flyin in lufthansa airways soon after completing our degree!!
N after tat, wenever if i hear a sound of aeroplane, i'll look up the sky!!

Hmmm, we took oath on that day, but it dint happened!! Instead i flyed alone, not in lufthansa but!!
We never thot like, we guys will part off in our life like this!!
Atleast we all got a job n seeking our future now! But no matter wat, we guys used to talk atleat twice a week even now!!.....

"Dei nee innum thoongalaya??", Razvi asked me
"Illa na, ennaku suthama thookam varala", i replied.
"Dei unna pathi ennaku theriyum da, ippo thookam varalai-nu sollitu, morning thoongiduva! Appadiye office mattam potruva, athaana un plan??"
"Ada, athu maathiri ellam onnum illa na" i replied!
"Appo thoongu da venna", he replied n slept again!

"Yeah, i need some sleep atleast for an hour" I thot!

I rested myself in bed n just closed my eyes!!
The things which i recalled, everything comes in to ma eyes...How beautiful my life was, how dramatically it has been changed, its like a flash!!

Its been 8 months in saudi now, n am goin back to my home country in another 3 months!!
Am badly waiting for tat!
To continue ma LUFTHANSA dreams with ma frnds, to meet ma sis, to meet ma buddies n ofcourse my sister's Marriage!! The best thing tats gonna happen in ma family...

yeah, life is a wonderful journey!!

PS:- Thanks to Mr.Cheran, Director, AUTOGRAPH!!

Short Term Memory Loss!

2009-05-09T09:28:00.000-07:00

I neva thot like i should write this in ma blog, but just when i was explaining it to ma sis, i just felt like, i should write it!! N yea, am here with ma new post!!

It happened during ma first yr of coll, after completing the second sem examz, all ma skool guys had planned to go somewhere out for a day!!
Enga oorla, oru naal full-ah spend panra maathiri enna idam irruku??
"Morning oru movie, afternoon oru movie, evening oru movie, Eppadi da machi en idea?", one fella told!
"Poda P*******u, idea kodukuraanaam idea!!", another fella yelled!

And after sometime we decided to go to GREEN THUNDER THEME PARK(well, the so called theme park!)

The next day morning, we all were ready, and as i dint have bike at that time, sathi came to ma home to pick me up, n we started n reached the place by 9.30!
"Dei, lockers-ku, we gotto pay Rs.100 deposit da.., 25 eduthutu remaining 75, key return pannum pothu tharuvaangalaam" santosh told me as if he discovered something great!
"Avlo kaasu koduthu lockers vaanganum-nu avasiyam illa, irukarathu oru pant, oru tshirt, ithuku lockers oru keda??", Sathi replied!

We guys were waiting for remaining guys to join us, but asusual, those guys made it pretty late.
Waiting for them, santosh lost his patience, and called me.
"Dei bhai, come, lets get in...avanga porumaiya varatum" he told.
And even i was kinda eager to go for some water rides, i joined him, we both went for a ride!!

"Look at there, tat ride will be an awesome fun, we'll go there!
"dei, u go first", i tols Santosh.
"yeah machi, i'll", he told and went immediately.
After some 5 mins, i got ready to gor for the ride, n yea, i started too!!
Vrrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!! Ssssssssssspppppppppppplllllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!
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Thats it!

"Wen i woke up, i was in a hospital. Ma dad, uncle and aunt was sittin next to me! I looked around, its not exactly an hospital, its something like, Scan center!

"NAAN ENGA IRUKAEN", he he, to be frank, i thot of askin this onli, to give some cinema effect! But i dint.
"Hmmm, so he is ok now, lets go home", ma uncle told ma dad.
I looked around again, this time i was searching for ma mom n sis! But they both were not there!!
We started, and for the next 10 mins i dint talk anything!

I had no clue bout wat had happened and i tried to remember, but all in vain.

"Oru vela mela irunthu kizha vizunthutu irupeno??"
"Vizunthiruntha adi patrukume, but am fine na, so no chance for tat"
"Oru vela pallu ethavathu odanchitu irukumo??" with ma tongue, i checked ma teeth. But ma teeths were perfect! Sema strong. Thanks to COlgate!

"Then wat happened??", i asked myself.
"Unlce, wat happened to me?", i asked
"Nothing", ma dad replied!
"Well, i asked ma uncle, y ma dad is answering??, oru vela prechana uncle-ka??", i asked myself again!
"ada suma irunga, nothing-nu sonna, he'll confuse himself again..tats not good for him", aunt interrupted in between.
"U fell down and got hit in yar head, the next moment u forgot everything and just now you're normal!", aunty told
"ha ha, ivlo vishayam nadanthurukaaaaaa", i thot!

After some 40 mins, i reached home, and to my surprise sathish was waiting for me in ma home!
The next 10 mins, all happened, my mom cried, ma sis hugged me...ufff, they treated me like, as if am back from a byepass surgery!
I took sometime for me to settle down, but still i donno wat had happened!!
Myself and sathi went to my room n started talking.
"Machi, ennada aachu ennaku??" i asked him
I just asked him like wat happened, but he scolded me in all kinda bad words.
"P*******u naaye, engala elaam payathiyakaarana aakitiye da", he shouted again
"Dei, ippo enna aachunu solla poriya illaya?", i said
"Nee panna koothuku, unnaku history of happening, geography of the incidents elaam sollanuma??" he yelled at me!!
"Yeah, solli thaan aaganum", i replied him patiently!!
"solli tholayuraen, kelu...", he started...

The next 30 mins, i laughed like hell, ha ha, tat was kinda serious, but damn funny!
Appadi enna thaan aachu?????
Lets rewind...

Ding dong(Flash Back effect)

After some 5 mins, i got ready to gor for the ride, n yea, i started too!!
Vrrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!! Ssssssssssspppppppppppplllllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!

"Dei naaye, inga oru payyan ninutu irukaan-nu theriyala unnaku?? appadiye vanthu mothuriye?? Nalla vela antha payyanukku onnum aagala", San told.
Some of ma frnds went and cheked that guy, thank god, he dint got any injury!

"Oops, machi ur bleeding. Your lips got injured" Sathi told
I dint reply
"Dei, nee konja neram anga poi ukaaru, rest edu, dont come now", San told
I dint reply
I went and sat at the corner of the swimming pool.
After some 10 mins, i called sathish.
"Solda machi, bleeding ninuducha??, it got swollen da", he said
"Mama, athellam vidu da, ippo thaan ennaku thonuthu, naan varum pothu veetla sollitu vanthena??", i asked him
"Dei naaye, ennada olarra?, naan thaanada unna veetuku vanthu kootitu ponaen, appuram enna??"
"Mama, athellam vidu da, ippo thaan ennaku thonuthu, naan varum pothu veetla sollitu vanthena??", i asked him again!!
"Dei loosu, comedy panaatha da", sathi replied
"Dei mama, Naan varum pothu veetla sollitu varala da, enna theduvaanga veetla ippo", I said!
"Dei ennada, ennenamo solra??, Nee sollitu thaan da vantha, ur mom too was standing outside wen we both started", sathi replied
"Are u sure da??" i asked him
"Sure da machi, nee konja neram amaithiya ukaaru da" Sathi got lil afraid n told me in a kinda low tone

"Machi, innoru matter da", i asked him again
"Ennada?, he replied
"Dei, namakku semester exams elaam mudinchiducha??", i asked him
"Dei venna, athellam mudinchuduchu da, nee thayavu senchu ethaiyum yosikaama, konjam neram rest edu", he replied
"oh, appo results vanthuducha da?", i asked him again
"Dei, nethu thaan da exam mudinchuthu, ennada aachu unnaku??", he asked me!!
"illa da, elaam maranathu poita maathiriye irruku", i replied
"Athellam onnum illa da, nee idichikittala, athaanala you're feeling like that, you take rest da.

"Mama, un peru sathish thaana??" I asked him
Ivlo neram amaithiya iruntha sathish, the moment wen i asked like tat, got tensed.
He called all the guys.
"Dei, ivan ennenamo solraan da, Un peru sathish-ah?, namakku results vanthuduchaan-nu elaam kekuraan da, ennaku bayama irruku", he told to ma guys!
"Dei, he is playing da", ranjith replied
"Un peru ranjith thaana, un phone number 98949***** thaana??", i asked
"Athaan elaam correct-ah solriye da, appuram enna, tension aagaama iru", Ranjith replied
"illa da, i feel like i forgot everything, ennaku ethuvume gnyabagam illa", i replied
"athellam onnum illa mama, please be qiute, ethuvum pesaatha konja nerathuku, amaithiya poi ukaaru", he told
"Un peru ranjith thaana, un phone number 98949***** thaana??", i started again
"Mama, ennada aachu unnaku?", ranjith asked
"Un peru ranjith thaana, un phone number 98949***** thaana??", again i asked the same
Ranjith dint talk this time

"Dei something is wrong, better we call his dad da", San told to other guys
"wait da, if his dad knows this, he'll get tensed, let us try something first, then we'll inform him", sathi replied
"En peru Raja thaana? naan abdul hakeem-la thaana padikiraen??, Mechanical Dept thaana?, naama elaam orae skool-la thaana padichom??", I was keep on blaberring.
"Inga paaru da, ivlo neram nammala thaan yaaru-nu ketutu irunthaan, ippo ennada-na, avanaye avan yaarunu kekuraan?" Ranjith said.
"Dei venna kelapa, intha nerathula kooda unnaku comedy kekutha?" Praveen shouted at ranjith!

"En peru Raja thaana? naan abdul hakeem-la thaana padikiraen??, Mechanical Dept thaana?, naama elaam orae skool-la thaana padichom??", i started again
"Yes da, nee sonnathu elaam correct thaan, unnaku elaam gnyabagam irruku da", san told me
"En peru Raja thaana? naan abdul hakeem-la thaana padikiraen??, Mechanical Dept thaana?, naama elaam orae skool-la thaana padichom??", i asked again
"Dei, you're confusing yourself, konjam neram paduthu thoongu da", praveen told me
"En peru Raja thaana? naan abdul hakeem-la thaana padikiraen??, Mechanical Dept thaana?, naama elaam orae skool-la thaana padichom??"
"En peru Raja thaana? naan abdul hakeem-la thaana padikiraen??, Mechanical Dept thaana?, naama elaam orae skool-la thaana padichom??"
"En peru Raja thaana? naan abdul hakeem-la thaana padikiraen??, Mechanical Dept thaana?, naama elaam orae skool-la thaana padichom??"
"En peru Raja thaana? naan abdul hakeem-la thaana padikiraen??, Mechanical Dept thaana?, naama elaam orae skool-la thaana padichom??"

Guess, i would've asked the same for 50 times, and atlast i started to cry out louder.
"Ennaku elaame maranthu pochu, ethuvum gnyabagam illa", i cried like hell!

Knowing tat the matter is getting serious, sathish called ma dad

Dad: Sollu sathish, enna vishayam, enga irukeenga elaarum?
Sathish: Uncle, veetla iruntha, konjam velila vanthu pesunga
Dad: Yeah sollu pa, enna aachu
Sathish: Onnum illa uncle, raja kizha vizunthutaan, thalaila light-ah adi patuduchu, ippo thideernu elaam maranthu pochu-nu solli azhuvuraan, neenga konjam vareengala?
Dad: Ennada solra?? wat happened??
Sathish: Onnum illa uncle, neenga bayapadaatheenga, he is alright, neenga inga vaanga

The next moment, dad called ma uncle as his clinic is very near to the theme park, and without telling ma mom and sis anything bout wat happened, ma dad started.
Before ma dad reach there, ma uncle came!

'Unnnnccccccllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeee, am not able to remember anything, feel like i forgot all", i cried!!
"Dei, ivana paaruda, elaam maranthu pochunu solraan, but uncle-nu correct-ah kandupidichitaan, engeyo idikuthee", ranjith told!!
"Mooditu konja neram amaithiya iru, joke adikaatha", praveen replied.
"Illa mama, athavathu naan enna solla varaen-na....", ranjith started
"Dei, SHUT", praveen Shouted.
"DOne machi",Ranjith replied!
After sometime ma dad too came!
Daddddddyyyyyyyy, am not able to remember anything, feel like i forgot all", i cried!!
"Dei, marapadiyum paaruda, athe dialog, athe slang, but uncle-ah thookitu, daddy-nu maathitaan, ennada comedy panraan??", ranjith started again!
This time none listened to him. So obviously he had no other go other than to shut his mouth!

Ma dad n uncle, took me to Hospital!!

While going, i notice tat the front mirror in the car was broken.
"Dad, wat happened to the mirror, how it got broken??", i asked him
"While driving, Some stone fell from a lorry yesterday, n it got broken" He replied.
"oh, ok", i said.
I kept quite for sometime. Then i started again.
"Dad, wat happened to the mirror, how it got broken??", i asked him again
He replied the same.
"Oh ok", i said.
"Dad, wat happened to the mirror, how it got broken"
After askin all nonsense repeatedly, i reached hospital, and they scanned my head!

My brain got moved a bit coz of the shock wen i got hit in ma head! and so yea, i did all those nonsense. They gave something to me, n made me to sleep. And
after some 5 hrs of sleeping without shaking ma head, i was back to normal, but forgot everythin happened on tat day!

"Ithu thaan machi nadanthathu!", sathi told!!
I was keep on laughing like hell!
"Machi, intha alavukku nadanthuducha, romba kashtam po. Irunthaalum sema comedy da!!", i started laughing again!
"Dei naaye, sirikaatha da, unna kattitu naanga patta avastha enagalukku thaan da theriyum!!" he scolded me!
"Its all in the game maame", i replied.

"Aana machi, i dint understand onething, am wondering about it" he told!
"Ennada?", i asked him
"U blabbered about everything this morning, about me, ranjith, ur dad, akka, mom, even bout urself, but u neva spoke or olarified a single word about ur gal da, eppadi??", he asked me!!
"Ha ha, brain kozhambi pona kooda naanga elaam ushaara irupom maame", i replied!!

Happy Bday Sweetheart:)

2009-04-08T12:31:00.000-07:00

In every guys life, there will be gal holding a special place apart from his family!! I guess there will be very few to oppose ma statement!!
Even i got a pretty spl gurl in ma life!! Infact she is the one who made me to realize wats life is all about, ma responsbilities, everything...n yea, she is ma gal!

It all happened wen i was in ma eleventh grade, i met a kutti chotta gal.
Love at first sight?? na na!
love in a month after meeting?? not at all!
Got impressed with each other n felt in love??, again a big NO!
Then how??..
"PYAAR DHOSTHI HAI"("Love is friendship"), i donno how many of u knw this dialog from the movie kuch kuch hota hai, and it proved pretty much true in ma life!!
I still find no reason wat had made me to fell in love with her n tat makes her even more special!

N yea, its her Bday today! N i thank some spl ppl on this occasion without whom i wouldn't have got her in ma life!!

Its something related to THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT and CHAOS THEORY!
First of all i got low marks in ma 10th board examz, so i dint get admit in a skool where i applied, so i was forced to check for some other skool!

Then Fahad machan! The ultmiate! Just becoz he studied in a skool, ma dad asked me to apply for the same skool!!

Nirmala miss, who asked me a easy question like how to prepare chapathi in the interview for admission!

Vivek @ Bada!! Just coz of his brother n my gal's cousin brother are classmates, they both got a chance to talk, n just becoz vivek and me choose Computer science grp in ma higher sceondary, i got a chance to talk to vivek, and thro vivek i got a chance to talk to her!(Confusing??,well tats was choas theory is all about!!)

Sowmiya, just becoz she sat next to me, i got chance to know more about ma gal, as she n sowmiya are close frnds!

Sathish, just becoz he pinged her in compass, she went to nirmala miss to complaint, n thats the first time i loved her character!!

Aishwaryarai, just becoz she was in love with salman khan at that time, i dropped her from ma heart, n kept it vacant, n ma gal got a chance to fill it!

Now stop here! For wat am tellin all these butterfly effects n choas theories?? oh yea, to thank ppl!! So here i go, these are the ppls thro whom i gotto know bout ma gal more, n am rely thankfull to all!!

well, i guess many of u wonders like, ma post is no way related to the topic!! Enna panrathu, mokka podaama, i feel its difficult to post something!! he he

Happy Bday Sweetheart!
"I've neva felt like missing you, Coz i always feel like you're enclosed in ma palm!, n wenever i feel like seeing you, I'll see ma palm!!, I will see you", even now am hearin those wonderful words from you! Love u!

This is ma mokka Bday wishes for u!!

The Knock off Shopping!

2009-04-05T14:14:00.001-07:00

Gold chain??, na na...its pretty difficult to send it thro cargo!
Watch?? oops, i already got it for her!
Enna thaan vaangarathu...
Confused??, yeah its ma gal's bday on april 9th, n i decided to get her something special, but i donno wat to get lemme admit, intha maathiri vishayathula ellam naan konjam weak

"Ava kitta namakku enna vekkam, lemme ask her itself", i thought.
I called her.

ME: Hey, lemme ask you something
She: What?
Me: Wat u want for yar Bday?, ennaku enna vaangarathunu therila
She: Neeyallam ethuku da uyiroda irruka?, enna vaagarathu-nu enkittaye vanthu kekara paathiya
ME: Its all in the game, nee sollu..wat you want?
She: Get whatever you like!
Me: Intha dialog ellam enkitta venaam, tell me something.
She: Ippadi takkunu fone panni ketta, naan ennada solvaen!
ME: Seri Yosichu sollu
She: Hmmmm
ME: Enna Hmmm??
She: Seri, get me a saree
ME: Saree ah..done!! I'll get u!
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We spoke for sometime.

"Enna venum-nu ketta, ava saree venum-nu sollita, but unnaku saree vaanga theriyuma?", i asked myself!! Yeah, the maximum time i had spent to get me a pant is 2 minutes, etho kaila kedaikaratha select panra type naan!! How am gonna get a saree..rely a tuff job!!

Some two days passed, n i spoke to ma sis, subhashini.
"Naan onnu kepaen..sirika koodathu", i told her
"Ennada, sollu..", she replied
"Saree eppadi vaanganum??", i asked her
And just under a minute wen i asked her not to laugh, she started to laugh out louder
"Sirikaatha di, ketta kelvi-ku pathil sollu", I told her
"Dei anna, ethuku da ippo unnaku ithellam, therinchi enna panna pora?", she asked
"***** asked me to get her one for her Bday, so yea", i told her
"Wow, thats great, kalaku", she replied
"kalakarathu ellam appuram paathukalam, first you tell me how to get a saree", i asked her again
"Ithula ennada anna irruku, kadaiko po, paaru, nalla iruntha eduthudu, simple", she replied.
"hmmm, lemme try", i told her

As i dont have much knowledge about where sarees will be available in jeddah, i asked ma roomie
"Who knows??", he just replied in two words
Intha maathiri vishayathukellam, irukave irukaar namma ameen. I called him n he suggested me some two shops.
I went there.

"Welcome to city center sir, wat would you like to purchase?", varaverpu ellam balama irunthuchu, n this is the first time am seeing a arabian guy speaking english! ha ha, funny isn't, but tats true, these ppls even donno "yes, no" type of english!!
"I would like to see some sarees", i replied
"Well, u can find the collections on third floor sir", he replied!
"Thanks boss", i went to third floor.

Just a matter of second i came outta lift, i got a call. It was Akka:)
Akka: Ennada panra??
Me: I came out ka, for shopping
Akka: Shopping ah??, ennada thideernu?
Me: ***** asked me to get a saree for her bday ka, athaan vaangalaam-nu vanthaen
Akka: Ada paavi naaye, en bday-ku ethavathu vaangi koduthiya nee??
Me: He he he
Akka: Ennada naaye ilipu, ooruku vaada, unna polakuraen
Me: Ennaka ippadi solra, naama ellam enna appadiya pazhagi irukom??
Akka: Poda panni
Me: Thanks thanks
Akka: seri seri, u continue, will call u tom, seekrama vaangitu, veetuku po
Me: Yeah ok ka, byeee
Akka: Byee

"Vannga sir, neenga tamil ah?", wow i was suprised hearing it.
I turned back, there was a shop keeper(Lemme cut short as SHPKP from now onwards) standing!
"yea, naan tamil thaan, vellore, neenga enga??", i asked him
"Naan kerala sir, saudi vanthu 10 yrs aachu", he replied
"Wow, tats great, naan inga vanthu 5 months thaan aaguthu", i said
n after some 10mins of all kinda formal conversation, I asked him to show me some sarees
"kandipa sir, i'll show u", he replied

"Enna maathiri sarees venum ungalukku?", he asked me
"Ithu ennada puthu kathaiya irruku?, enna maathiri-nu kekuraanga, neraya types irruko??", i asked myself
"Elaa maathiriyum kaatunga", i replied!
The way he looked at me after hearing ma reply, it clearly showed tat he understood that this is the first time am buying a saree!

Some 15 mins, I would've seen some 100 odd sarees, but ennaku onnume pidikala
"Sir, itha paarunga, nalla irukum", he showed me a saree
To be frank, it was nice, but the cloth was kinda liked crushed!
"ithu enna ippadi kasangi irruku??, vera piece illaya??", i asked him
He laughed at me, "Sir, ithu CRUSH material, appadi thaan irukum", he told
"oh oh, intha maathiri ellam kooda iruka?", i thought!

"Intha maathiri material ellam ava poduvaala??", i thot again.
"Sir, aalu konjam lean-ah irupaanga, so saree konjam Buff-nu iruntha nalla irrukum", i told
"Athu enna sir buff??", he asked me
"Buff na, eppadi solrathu, paakarathuku oru maathiri, well, konjam gunda theriyanum..something like tat", i tried ma level best to explain him the meaning of buff!
"sir, neenga ivlo kashta padrathuku unga wife-a kooda kootitu vanthurukalaam!", he told!

"Wife??", ha ha, i was happy to hear tat, ang also got pissed of hearin tat!

Why i felt happy???
Well, ofcourse its gonna happen somewhere in the near future, n this guy addressed her as ma wife! Some butterflies went merigo round inside ma stomach!! he he he

Why i got pissed off??
"Am just 23 yrs, enna paatha kalaayanam panna payyan maathiriya theriyuthu, oru vela ilamai poiducha??", eppadi ellam nianaiku vendiyatha irruku!!

"Illa sir, she is not ma wife, we are gonna get married soon", i told him
"Insha Allah", he replied
Am not much religious, but still the moment he told that word, i felt like God is great!!

"sir, look at this saree, this is kinda spl, but konjam costly", he told
"Money doesn't matter, neenga kaatunga paakalam", i replied
He showed an awesome saree. It was damn good,
"sir, but ithuku blouse thaniya vaanganum", he told
"Ithuku thaniya vaanganum-na, mathathuku ellam koodave varuma??", i asked him
He laughed again, "yeah, saree kooda attach panni irupaanga, we gotto stich it", he explained me!
"cha, maanam poguthe", i thought!
"oh i c, cool..seri where i'll get that?", i asked him
"I'll show u, come with me", he took me to another place

He tried, tried, tried..almost for 15 mins, but nothin matched with that saree colour.
"hard luck sir, kidaikala", he told
"Velila engayaavathu kidaikuma?", i asked him
"I dont think so, coz in saudi, ppl wont wear saree much n so there aren't much shops available here!" he replied!
"huh, appo freeya vidunga, show me some other sarees", i told him

It continued for hours, but i dint like anything!
"Look at this one sir, nice colour, it'll be good", he told me
I rem once ma mom, while buying a saree, she kept the saree under lights n checked the colour!!
N i too did the same. The shpkp was wondering like wat i was doing!!
"Sir, neenga enga vachi paathalum orae color thaan theriyum", he told me
"illa sir, oorla i had seen many checkin out the sarees like this, may be something is there, athaan paakuraen", i replied

He dint reply anything, but instead he looked at me!
"Dei venna kelapa, unna ellam yaaru da saree vaanga anupchu vachathu, rendu mani nerama saree paakura, onnu kooda vaangala, ithula 1008 doubts vera unnaku", guess he would've told this inside!!
"Dei, raja..ithuku mela inga iruntha unnaku nallathuku illa, kelambite iru", i told myself."

"Hello, sollunga na, eppadi irukeenga", got a call in ma mobile n i started to talk.
"hello, kekutha, anna..can u hear me??", the signal was too weak there.
"Just hold on the line, i'll go out", i told
"sir, oru nimisham, seriya kekala, velila poi pesitu vanthudraen, konjam wait pannunga", i told the shpkp and went outside!!

uffffff, nobody knws except me that, none called me, n i was speaking to myself without anyone on the other side!!

ESCAPE!!

I came back to home n called ma gal.
Me: Hey, am rely sorry!
She: Why da?
Me: Sorry da, i dont knw to select sarees, i had spend almost some 3 hrs, but i was not able to select one!
She: He he, ennaku theriyum da unna pathi, seri seri, freeya vidu..get me watever u like!
Me: Am rely sorry.
She: Come on da, just chill!
Me: Gift enna gift..No gift will match ma love!! Thats the best ever gift!!
She: Intha dilaog-ku ellam korachal illa da unnaku!!
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To be frank, i rely felt kinda bad that am not able to get her what she had asked me, but as i told, nothing is better than ma love!!
Enna, naan solrathu correct thaana???

N yeah, here i go...
Happy Bday Sweetheart!!

A Night out with ma Mind Voice:)

2009-03-28T12:59:00.000-07:00

"Sir, bored with this mess, let us go somewhere out for dinner", I told Ameen.
"yep da, ennakum konjam kadupa thaan irruku, saw a turkey hotel last night, let us try something there", he replied
Ten minutes from then, myself n ameen along with ma colleagues, were tasting all kinda turkey dishes...Madhughood, kappa, labaan....It was like something we call Heavenly:)

It was a thurday night, n yea its a weekend in saudi.
"Engayaavathu velila polaam", i told Ameen
"Well, i'll take you to a place were u can see heaven on earth", he replied.
ha ha, i got excited the next moment he told that to me.
"Enga enga??", i dont have patience to wait.
"Vanthu paaru",he replied n started to drive.
some 45 mins gone, i've no clue about where he is taking me. And finally he stopped at a place
"RED SEA MALL", there was a big board.
"Inga enna matter irruku?", i asked him
"Vaada ulla polaam, en avasara padra", he replied me n searched for a place to park his car.
It was 8.30pm, n the moment we stepped inside the mall, i found out the reason why he mentioned this place as heaven.

God, there were hell lotta beautiful gals, without purdha! wow, this is wat i was expecting from the day i landed in jeddah:)
"vaaya polakaatha da, this is nothing, come inside", he told me

"Dei naaye, control control", i heard a mindvoice, n yea, enakulla thoongitu irunthavan elunthutaan:)
Let me call him as Raja from now onwards
N from then, i left ameen n started talkin to raja:)

"Intha oorla ponnunga kitta silmisham panna, enna nadakum-nu unnaku theriyum, so konjam adaki vaasi", Raja warned me
"poda poda paathukalam", i told him n went inside
I cant believe ma eyes, "engengu kaaninum pengalada"
"Cha, ithana naala intha idathuku varaama waste pannitene", i told raja
"Vidu da, athaan ippo vanthutala, nalla enjoy panniko, but stay within ur limits", raja was keep on warning me

There were two ways, n i was confused like wer to go
"Entha pakkam da polaam?", i asked raja
"first go left", he advised me.
"Nee ennada enna left-la poga solrathu, i'll go right", n started to walk towards right!
"mavane unnaku innaiku sangu thaanda", raja told
"Poda venna, ennathaan nadakathu, oru kai paathudalaam", i replied him

There were lots of gals, yaara paakarathunu oru confusion.
"Dei ithellam oru polapa unnaku??", Raja yelled at me
"Vaazhkai Vaazvatharke", i replied him

I saw a coffee pub n started walking towards ter, and inbetween I heard some mobile ringing. I looked around, there was a group of gals laughing.
"Telephone mani pol siripaval ivala??", i remember the song.
"Dei poruki naaye, its yar mobile ringing, call attend pannu da mothala", again Mr.Raja, Ma mind voice!!
"oops, i thot like those gals were laughin", i replied

It was ameen who called me,
"Enna matter sir?", i asked him
"dei, engada pona??", he shouted
"Naan inga thaan irukaen, u dont worry, u call me wen u leave, i'll come to the gate, am busy...dont disturb me", i told him in a strech!
"Ithellam over da", he replied
"Athellam ennaku theriyum, neenga fone-a vainga..byee", i hanged the line!

"Dei paavi manusha, unnaiyum oru manushana mathichi, he took u here, nee panrathu konjam over da", again ma mindvoice
"over thaan, but its all in the game da maame", i replied

I saw the display board which was kept outside of coffee pub.
"Cappuchino - 50riyals"
I did some calculations in air, Oh my god, 50 riyalssss
"Dei, 50 riyals koduthu nee coffee kudikanuma, yosiiiii, yosiii, yosi", i heard a echo from ma mind voice
"cha cha, these cappuchino coffee is waste, nalla irukaathu..uvaahhhh", i moved from there

"Dei machi, there was a gal standing near the pub, nee rate paathutu back adichatha, ava paathrupaalo???", Raja again
"oops, cha...naan yosikave illaye, oru vela paathuruntha asingama poirukume:(", ennada panrathu", i asked Raja
"Pub-ku thirumba poi, coffee kudikalama?", i asked him again
"Intha polapukku, nee thooku maatikitu saavalam da", Raja told.
"seri seri, ok freeya vidu..intha ponnu pona enna..inga ponnungalukka panjam", i consoled myself
"Yenda intha maanamketta polapu??", ma mindvoice asked me in the same tone like mounam pesiyathe surya!
I dint bother reply to him, but instead i was clicking all the gals in ma eye camera

"Habhibhi(it means something like, ma beloved, darling..)", a gal called me.
I cant believe ma eyes, an angel calling me Habhihi! Ayyyooooo, i felt like flying!
I responded with a smile.
"Habhibhi", she called me again.
Again i responded with a smile again.
But she dint stop, she was keep on callin Habhibhi, n her voice tone was increasing for every Habhihi!
I got lil doubt n turned back!
Oops, she was callin her husbhand n not me:(

"He he he, thevaya unnaku intha bulb?? Unnake konjam over-ah theriyala, ava poi unna habhihi-nu koopudraala?, he he", ma mindvoice laughed at me
"sardhaan poda, ithellam oru matter-ah..Naan itha vida periya periya bulb ellam vaangi irukaen da, ithellam ennaku saatharanam", i replied without any vekkam
"Ethuvum solrathuku illa da", Mindvoice replied!

Time ponathe theriyala, almost 5 hours, it was 1.45am, i heard a mobile ringing, again i looked around to check whether any gals laughing. But none was there.
"dei, mobile-a edu da", mindvoice shouted again!
Its ameen again.
"Dai, am feelin sleepy, lets go back, am waiting in the gate, come soon", he dint even bother to hear ma reply n dropped the call.
"Seri ok, ivlo neram ponnungala paathaachu, its enough for today. Hereafter every weeken inga varanum", i told myself.
"Atha appurama paathukalam, mothalla nee kelambu da", damn ma mindvoice again.

I started to walk towards the gate, n accidentally i clashed with a lady!!
"MINNAL ORU KODI ENTHAN UYIR THEDI VANTHATHEEEEEEEE", my mindvoice started singing for me!!
By this time, i dint see her face.
"Dei, unakaaga naan kashta pattu song elaam paadraen, appadiye nee avala thirumbi paaru, i'll continue singing", ma mindvoice told
"First nee paadu da, then i'll turn back, appo thaan it'll be romantic", i suggested him
He continued...
"LATHACHAM PALA LATCHAM POOKAL ONRAAGA POOTHATHEEEEE"...
i turned back
There was a big old lady standing:(
"Sorry", she said
"UN VAAAARTHAI THAEN VAARTHATHEEEEE", mindvoice continued.

"Dei naaye, moodra, oru old lady mela mothi irukaen, athu kooda theriyaama minnal oru kodi song kekutha unnaku", i shouted!
"he he he he, nee thaana mama sonna, unnaku intha maathiri bulb ellam puthusu illa", ma mindvoice laughed at me!

I got pissed offf
"PENGALE MAAYAI DA", i told myself n went out
Thats it, i dint hear anything from ma mindvoice again, guess he hanged himself after hearing ma last dialog!!

A brand new Life!

2008-12-12T08:38:00.000-08:00

Well, First of all i wanna thank you all for your awesome comments for ma post "Bye Bye INDIA". To be frank i never thought that I'll get a response like that!!

Ma last two topics were kinda emotional..so yea, am back to ma own track now!!

Am a month old in Jeddah now, n life is cool here. Jeddah is awesome n i dint expect that.
Am staying in ma company villa n its rocking!! No probs at all.
But ma life style had changed completely.

So yea, lemme compare ma Indian life style with ma brand new Jeddah life style...

INDIA
Mom: Dei its already 10.30, wake up soon da.
Me : Just 10.30 Maa, i'll sleep for another hour. Dont disturb
JEDDAH
Ma Mobile alarm : Dei venna, its already 5am, wake up soon.
Me : Oh no, 5 huh:( late aaiducheeee....God, Bathroom freeya irukanum!!

INDIA
Me : Maa, where is ma coffee
Mom : First go n brush your teeth da.
Me : I'll have coffee first, will brush ma teeth then
Mom : Unna thirutha mudiyaathu da
JEDDAH
Me : Anna, coffee irukka?
Cook : Inga coffee ellam kidayaathu pa, Tea thaan.

INDIA
Me : Mom, wats the breakfast today?
Mom : Upma
Me : Upma huh, i don want that, prepare dosai, orelse i wont eat.
JEDDAH
Me : Anna, wats the breakfast today?
Cook : Upma
Me : Upma huh, kooda sugar serthu pack pannunga.

INDIA
Me : Mom, i put ma jean for washing yesterday. Innuma wash pannala??
Mom: Nope
Me : Wats this ma, i need that pant. Seekarama wash panni kodunga.
JEDDAH
Roommate: Dei where are you going?
Me : It has been three days since i washed ma cloths. Athaan wash panna poitu irukaen.

INDIA
Friend: Dei, its time for Jumma Namaz da, come to mosque
Me : Ada poda, am not coming, Nee poitu vaa da
Friend: Dei, why are you like this?
Me : Poda poda, I got faith in ma heart. Thats enough.
JEDDAH
Friend: Enga machi pora?, innum konja neram chat pannitu po
Me : Illada, its time for Jumma Namaz, i need to go to mosque. Will be back in an hour. Stay in online da.

INDIA
Friend: Dei, its boring in home, shall we go out somewhere?
Me : Yeah mama, i'll be there in your home in another 10 mins.
JEDDAH
Friend: Dei its boring in home, come online da.
Me : Wait mama, i put ma cloths for washing, atha eduthu kaaya potutu vandhudraen. Appuram i need to clean ma room da.
Friend: Okie da, come soon but.
Me : Yeah da, but it'll take atleast 30 mins.

INDIA
Me : Mama, puthu padam release aairuku da, eppo polaam?
Friend: Your wish da, how bout today??
Me : Yeah sure da, we'll watch it today.
JEDDAH
Me : Machi, sema boring in room da, is there any new movie released in our place? I'll go to market next week, i'll try to get the DVD.

INDIA
Friend: Dei, it has been a day since we both met. so yea, come to ma home
JEDDAH
Friend: Dei, it has been a week since we met, come in WEBCAM da.

INDIA
Me : Dei, i saw a shoe da, it was awesome. 3000buks. Vaangitaen
Friend: Y are you wasting the money da?
Me : Namma daddy Kaasu da. Its all for us only. so yea, we should not think while spending dad's money.
JEDDAH
Me : Wow, this shoe is awesome. How much??
Shop Keeper: 100riyals(1400 idian Ruppees)
Me : Cha, this shoe is not nice!!( We knw the value of money onli wen we earn it)

EPPADI IRUNTHA NAAN IPPADI AAITAEN

Ha ha, though everything is new for me, am loving it!! An awesome experience!!
A Brand New Life!!

When there is NONE for you...

2008-12-10T13:02:00.001-08:00

God, ma finger was paining like hell. I woke up at the midnight n I was not able sleep anymore with the pain. I started to cry coz of this hecking pain. I was not even able to drop ma hands down. Ma thumb got swollen like a Burger bun, full of puss. I thot of calling ma roommate, but what can be done at 12 o clock midnight. So i dint. Both of ma roommates were in deep sleep, but the pain in ma finger dint allow me to sleep anymore. I was awake for rest of the night.

It was 5.30 wen ma alarm rang, but i was already awake. Ma roommate woke up n i asked him immediately like, is there any hospitals located nearby.
"Why, what happened?", he asked me.
"I bit ma nails n puss formed in ma finger now. Its paining like hell. I cant tolerate. I dint even sleep", i replied him.
"Oops, thats bad. But we cant go to hospital now. Bear the pain till evening da, we'll go to hospital then", he told me n went to take bath.
"Till evening huh, oh god, how am gonna tolerate the pain", i thought.

I went to office then, n its one the hardest day for me. I had never felt such a pain ever before. Somehow i managed till evening n came back to room. But ma roommate dint come. I called him.
"Am going to airport da, will be back soon. We'll go to hospital after that", he told
"Anna, its paining like hell, pls try to come soon", i almost cried.
"yeah da. Sure. I'll come", he dropped the call.

Time passed, but ma roommate dint turn up, n the pain in ma finger, goshhhh, it was killing me. I started to cry again.
"I cant tolerate anymore", i thought n came outta room.
I donno any hospitals n again i donno arabic. Thats the F*****G problem coz of which i cant go alone. Am new to the villa, n i knw very few persons. May be some five. Ma roommate is one among them n he is not available.
"Lemme ask somebody", i thought again n went to a room
To be frank i rely donno who is inside, but still i knocked the door. A gentlemen opened the door.

"Sir, am new to this villa, staying in second floor. I got wounded in ma finger n its paining. Will u pls come with me to hospital?, i donno anything in this city n i don't know arabi too. So pls....", i asked him.
"Oops, sorry pa, i got some official work now, i cant come. Am rely sorry", he told n locked the door.

I went to the next room.
"Sir, am new to this villa, staying in second floor. I got wounded...........................................................", i told the same to him.
"Oh is it, well even am new to this villa, so sorry pa, i cant come with you", he told.

I went to another room.Again the same i told, n the gentlemen in the room told me another polished reason n went inside.
I went to almost some 10 rooms and no one was ready to come with me. I have no other choice other than going back to ma room n i did that.

Even ma worst enemy should not face a situation like wat I've faced. Almost begging everybody to take me to hospital. Its the worst ever situation anyone can possibly face.By this time, i dint feel the pain in ma hand, but i felt more pain in ma heart coz of the idiotic loneliness. If at all my mom was there with me, she would've cried for the pain i felt in ma hand. Ma dad would've bought the doctor to ma home itself. But i miss them. I cried again. This time lil bit louder. I dint feel the pain in ma hand, but the loneliness had made me to cry even more.

"Hey wat happened?, why are u crying?", the guy who stays in the next room of mine asked me.
Before i reply, he saw ma finger.
"God, wat happened to your finger? did u check with the doctor?,he asked
"No, i donno where is the hospital", i told him
"Oh, thats hard. well, I'll take u the hospital. Give me 5 mins, we'll start" he told.
Atlast after a day of struggle, someone is ready to take me to the hospital.It was 12 midnight wen i came back to ma room.

"Thanks alot", i told him
"Thats ok, take care. sleep well", he replied n went.

There was no pain in ma finger after that, but still ma heart was damn heavy. The way i stood in front of other persons and requested them to take me to hospital came in to mind. I cried again......

Well, I came abroad for some reasons, n i never regret for that, am Happy. But some incidents like this keep on pinging me inside...
Wen there is NONE for you.........

Bye Bye INDIA :(

2008-11-20T12:03:00.000-08:00

It was 5.15am wen i reach the airport. I was kinda nervous. There are two reasons for that.
One is, am going abroad for the first time and the second reason is am gonna miss ma friends n family. Till date i had neva been away from ma family and friends for more than a week, but now am going almost 7000miles away from ma family and friends. There are no words to express, how hard a person will feel in that situation. But still i controlled everything n was smiling all the time. Its the worst ever thing to happen, but i have no other choice coz if i feel
bad, it'll upset my mom more, and i don't want that to happen.

All ma friends were with me except three. Santosh, my gal n Fahad. Well, Santosh was sick n he told me like he cant come. I guess he felt more bad than me for that. I missed him to the core. I called ma gal.
"We missed the train, 5 mins for the next train. we both will be there in another 20 mins", she told me.
She n fahad both from same place, and so they had decided to come together.
I went n hugged Sathi as soon as i got down from the car. Sathish, the guy who gave me the real meaning of friendship. The guy who had been with me in all ma goods n bads. I felt like crying out louder, when i think like, he's gonna be with me for just 3hrs. I dint show any of ma feelings outside. We started to walk towards the entry.

"lets have some coffee first", ma dad told all.
We went to the nearby coffee shop. I immediately started ma job. Yeah, took hell lotta snaps with ma sister, mom n ma buddies. In the mean time, ma dad got some 20 entry tickets. I called ma gal again.
"10 mins", she told.
We all went inside, n we got some two tickets extra. Ma dad gave it to me. I looked at ma watch, it was ten to 6 o clock. N yeah, atlast Fahad n ma gal came.

I went to the entrance with riyaz. Fahad luked so young in his red color Tshirt. I gave those extra tickets to them. Just a matter of some 10 seconds i guess, i took a snap with ma gal, Thanks to Riyaz.

vantha udane aarambichitiya??, fahad said.
I smiled at him and we went inside. I was thinking for years like, when n how to introduce ma gal to ma mom, n yeah this is an awesome chance . I took her to ma mom. She was sitting there with ma sister.
"Ma, this is *****, my friend. Thats it, a simple introduction is enough for now, i thought.
And to ma surprise, they both started to talk, wow wow, awesome scenes!!

I turned back, all ma guys were standing n talking something, Guess, they were discussing bout an Air hostess. She was standing near to them. My friends always rocksss.

I went near to them.
"Dei, two other guys are coming with me to jeddah. I'll bring them here after sometime. Avanga munaadi gethu kaamikanum da. Neenga elaarum pesara pechula, antha pasanga aadi poidanum", i told all.

"You don worry mama, just wait n see. We'll make sure that those guys will afraid on seeing you!", blaky told me, in a GETHU tone.
"Romba elaam merataatheenga da, pasanga alarida poraanga", i told them n went to ma mom.
Guess wat, ma mom n ma gal were still talking. It'll be danger if i allow them to continue, i thought n i interrupted in between.
"Appadi enna thaan pesareenga??, i asked ma mom, she dint reply, but smiled. Its great to see ma mom smiling, that too in the airport, when i very much worried like, how she'll manage without me.

Some 5 mins passed....

I got a call, "it must be subhi", i thought n took ma mobile out from ma jean. N yeah, ma guess was right.
"Hi da anna, happy journey. Don feel for anything, do mail me asap after reaching. She was keep on talking"..n i felt like am gonna miss her badly.
"Am gonna miss you da thongachi", i told her.
"Me too da anna, But be bold always, we both will be the same forever", she replied.
We both spoke for some 10 mins. There are days, we used to chat thro sms for a whole day. But those things n all are practically impossible here after, n that made me to feel hard even more.

I sat near ma mom.
'Ma, don feel bad, eat well, I'll call you daily. So dont worry. Ma friends will come to home frequently. Subhi will call you daily. So you keep engaged with them, take care of your health.......", to be frank i donno wat to speak, coz ma heart was pretty hard. But still i somehow managed to keep ma mouth busy.

Friends, Ma family, ma gal... how, hard it is to stay away from them. Felt like crying.
"Mama, come here da, we'll take a snap", ranjith called me.
I went, we all took a snap.

"Come to the entrance", Ma gal said.
We both walked towards the entrance. She took a ring from her bag! n then something we call KAAPU in tamil. I always love gift n this time its from ma love. Wowwwww, No words. I loved it.

Time passed like a giff, and for every passed second, i started to feel more hard, but still i was very conscious that i should not let anyone know that am feeling bad. I was keep on talking, taking snaps, cracking jokes n all other blah blah stuffs to make myself n others happy.

SV767 checkin starts!!, we heard the announcement. I was holding ma gal's hand, n after hearing the announcement, i tightened ma hold. Her face reaction shows that she's gonna cry out louder. I saw ma mom then, she already started crying n ma sister too. I had no clue like how to react. God, its one of the hardest situation anyone can possibly face, going far away from family, friend, love!!
I went to ma mom and hugged her.
"Don cry ma, i'll call you daily. Am always there for you....", n i was not able to talk anymore. All ma control gone in a second. I cried. N on seeing ma sister, i cant stop crying. I looked at ma friends, all there smiles were gone.
"DO I REALLY NEED TO GO??", i thought, but nothing can be done now!! I saw ma gal, she was crying, There are some situation in which one cant done anything other than crying and i was in the same kinda situation.

I went for checkin. It took some 30 mins for me to finish the process.
"Boss, can i go out n meet ma friends now??", i asked a staff there.
"Yeah you can, but you are not allowed to go beyond the gate", he told.
Who bothered about the gate n all, i wanna see them, thats more than enough for me i thought n went back to the boarding entrance. I went to ma mom first.
Her eyes showed that she had just stopped crying. I hugged her, thats the best ever medicine to make a person to feel good! I somehow managed to console her, but i can clearly see that she is controlling her feelings just for ma sake. And the same happened with ma sister.

"Machi, call me after reaching da. We'll put conference", blaky told me.
"yeah sure da, i'll", i replied.
"Mama, take care of ma mom da. Adikadi veetla poi paathuko", i told sathish.
"Dei, you dont worry da, we all are there. We'll take care, you just try to enjoy there n be happy, don feel bad", he replied.
"Enjoyement without you guys???", i thought!

"Dei...", Riyaz called me. I went near him,n ma gal was standing at his back. She was crying.
"Don cry da, am not goin far away!", tried all kinda bit dialogs , but no use!
She was keep on crying.
Now i got two things to worry.
1] I cant see her crying.
2] Wat if ma dad saw the scene, in which she cries n am consoling her.

Somehow i managed to console her.
"I'll miss you", she told me.
"Me too, I love you", i replied her.
She gave me a very very spl gift then, which i would rate as THE BEST EVER.

"Excuse me sir, are u going to jeddah?", a staff asked me.
"yeah", i replied.
"Its time sir, pls start for your emigration process", he told n went.
Ma heart started beating fast, n i felt the shivering in ma hand.

"Ok guys, its time for me. Am leaving. Will be missing you all, take care", i said
"yeah mama, we too will be missing you, all the best da, take care", ma guys told me.

"Ma, akka, naan kelamburaen, byee daddy, take care of your health", i told ma parents.
"ok da, be bold n happy. Don feel for anything, We too will call you daily. olunga saapdu, nerathuku thoongu. Be carefull withyour things, jeddah poita udane call pannu", ma mom was keep on advising me.

N yeah, atlast i started walking towards emigration. I walked for some 5 mins. I thought like i should not turn back to see them again, coz it'll make me to feel hard, but i cant able to stop myself turning back. They were at a long back, i waved ma hands to them,n they too did the same. I saw ma mom, she waved her hand. I immediately turned back then. walked few steps, thot of seeing ma gal, so turned back again n waved ma hands to her.

THATS IT!!

I was standin in the que, n sathish called me.
"Mama, pathrama poitu vaa da",
I noticed a shake in his voice.
'Dei, are you ok??", i asked sathish
"He dint reply, but instead he cried.
God, this is the first time am seeing sathish crying.
"Mama, pls don cry da", i donno wat to say other than these 4 words.
"Ok da, all the best. Take care. byee da", he dropped the call then.

I reached the emigration section, n after completing all the formalities, they made me to sit in the traveller's waiting hall. 30 mins to flight. Everybody around me were talking, but i heard nothing. I kept quiet for a minute, then bursted out all ma emotions n feelings which i had been controlling from the moment i got down at airport. I cried like hell.

"Passengers of SV967 are requested to get inside thro gate no - 4", they annoucned. But i was still crying.
"Mate, wat happened??, anything wrong??",a guy, sitting next to me asked.
"Nothing", i replied.
"I can guess wats happening in you, It happens you knw, even am also going abroad alone leaving ma family here. Be bold, everything will go on well", he told me n started towards gate 4.

I got in to the flight n switched on ma mobile.
"No mobiles inside", i heard a voice immediately. It was an air hostess.
"Sorry ma'am, but still i wanna use it now", i replied her n called blaky.

"Mama, naan ulla vanthutaen da", i told him.
"Good da, take care", he replied.
In the next five mins, i spoke to all, ma frnds, ma sis, dad n mom, but not to ma gal.
I asked sathish to give the phone to her.
"Ok da, paathuko, naan ulla vanthutaen. anga poitu cal panraen, take care of your health. ok va. Miss you, byeeee",
"All the best da, come back soon", she replied me. I hanged the line then!

Some 10 mins then, i was in air.
I looked down thro window, i can see nothing other than the sea water.
The days with ma family, friends everything came in to ma mind.
I'll miss them!

The place where i lived for 21 long years, the place which had seen all ma worries n happiness, the place where i learn what life is all bout....am gonna miss everything.

Byee Byee INDIA.

A day at home!

2008-10-22T01:13:00.000-07:00

"Ippadi thoonguriye?? Unnaku ellam udambu valikave valikaatha?", my mom was shouting at me even before I got up from bed!!
I stopped the alarm n got up from bed!! I guess I'll be the only person, who wakes up at 10 in the morning by keeping alarm!!
"Do u know wats the time now??", mom asked
"I know, its 10am", i replied her and washed ma face!!
"COFFEE", i asked ma mom in kinda loud tone
"Ithuku onnum korachal illa, have u ever brushed ur teeth in your life before having coffee??, i really dont know wen you gonna change!!", ma mom yelled at me!!
"Its a different taste you knw!! You wont understand the ultimate taste of a bed coffee unless u try it once!!", i suggested ma mom!!
"Dum, damaar,dukkk, putttt, bussss", i heard all kinda stuffs. Yeah ma mom scolded me!!!Its awesome to get scoldings from a lovable mom, tat too in the morning!! Nothing can replace it!!

India holds the upper hand in the second test match, Heavy rains in tamilnadu, Schools and Colleges were declared Holiday due to rain, blah blah blah...The newspapers sounds very dull nowadays coz of the news channels!! I threw the paper on the chair and switched on ma PC.
"Paper padicha, olunga madichi vaika maatiya??", again ma mom shouted at me!!
"Yapaaaaa, u got any venduthals or wat?? keep on scolding me from morning", i shouted back at her!!

WWW.ORKUT.COM, every time wen i switch on ma PC, I'll think like i should not log in to Orkut, as i feel its just a mere waste of time.
"But, ithellam nadakara kaariyama??", i thought n logged in to orkut!
Thank god, some of ma friends were there online and by the time wen i signed off from them, it was 12.15pm.
Mom came to me again.
"Mani 12.15 aaguthu, no need of taking bath, but atleast brush your teeth da", this time she said it politely!!
"Amma sonna maru pechu kidayaathu!!", i told her n went to brush ma teeth!

Now, I heard some abnormal sounds inside ma stomach!! Oh yea, am feeling hungryyyyyyyyyy
"Wats for lunch today??", i asked mom
"Irukaratha thaan saapadnum", ruf n tuf reply from mom!
"Ethuva iruntha namakku enna, vayiru full aagutha, tats enough" i thought!
Ate stomach full.
I woke up at 10, its 1pm now, but am feeling damn sleepy again!! Donno why, well its not ma fault. Its coz of the heavy lunch!! So its ma mom's fault!! How awesome it is to sleep after eating stomach full, tat too in a rainy day!! wow...no words to express the feeling!! I slept immediately.

After sometime....

I woke up!! Checked the time. It was 4.30pm and its still raining outside, I had no mood to get up from bed. But am not ready to get scoldings from mom again!
Saw ma mobile, some 5 missed calls. Three from sathish n two from Ranjith. I called back sathish.

Me: Solda, enna matter?
Sathish : Phone edukaama, Enna ****** pannitu iruntha?
Me: I was sleeping da
Sathish: Dei, neeyellam manushana da, ippadi thoonguriye.
Me: I felt sleepy da, athaan...
Sathish: Naan oru kayiru tharaen da, appadiye maatikitu sethu poidu
Me: Naan sethu poita neenga ellam azhuveengala da??
Sathish: poda *********, i too felt bored, tats y called. Come online if possible
Me: ok done

I went online again. Chatted with Sathi for an hour. Appadiye, time 5.40 aachu!!
My mom started again!
"Thoongura. Saapudra. Thirumbi thoongura. Computer use panra. Kulikara maathiri idea konjam kooda illaya??"
"porumaiya kulikalaam. Tigers wont bath daily", i told ma mom!
Again, "Dum, damaar,dukkk, putttt, bussss", she scolded me!
Ufffffff, naanum evlo neram thaan thittu vaangurathu. So yea, i took bath.

It was 6.30pm. I switched on the tv. All mokka programs. So I've no other option other than goin back online. Thanks to BSNL unlimited Broadband!! he he. This time fahad was there online. So started putting Maanga with him. appadiye time 7.30 aachu.
Again, i heard some bell sound inside ma stomach, n yeah, its time for dinner! Chapathi with Yummy chicken! Awesome combination. Full kattu!!

It was 8pm now. Checked out the local cable channel! Yaaradi Nee Mohini!!, wow, nayantharaaaaaaa. I sat in front of tv n Watched the whole movie. So appadiye mani 10.30 aachu!! Thoonga polaame...............I told myself! n yea, i went to bed!!

Ufffff, this is how I kill the time wen am home!! Great na....

Ps:- To all who think that Am vetti. Intha maathiri vettiya irrkaratha vida oru kashtamaana vela vera ethuvum kidayaathu!!

Money got no meaning among Friends!

2008-10-05T22:11:00.000-07:00

We guys planned for a movie on that day. Even after knowing that its a mokka movie, we have no other go other than watching it.
DURAI - The Common Man!! Starring Action king ARJUN!!

I got some work, so i planned to start early. As usual Sathish called me.

Sathish : Dei, wen are u gonna start?
Me : in another 5 mins da.
Sathish : I dint have food da, my mom went out, let us have briyani da, come soon.
Me : Dei, enkitta 260Rs irruku, but i need to put petrol n then gotto take some photo prints da.
Sathish : Nee vaa paathukalam.

I started, in between i put petrol for ma bike for 50buks, so i had 210buks in ma hand. Reached Sathi's place n i took him with me. We both went to studio. I gave ma ref number n asked for 4 copies. But as the size of the photo is kinda different, they told me like, minimum number of copies itself will be 16.
"you pay the cash at the counter, get the copies by tomorrow", a gentlemen told me.
I went to the counter, an average looking girl was sitting.
"Rs160 sir", she told
I paid the cash, n now i got 50buks in ma hand.

I came outta studio and asked Sathish like, how much money he got.
"I got 40 maame, how much u have?"
"Dei i got only 50 da, totally we got 90, thats not enough for briyani maame :", i told him.
"Who the hell asked u to pay the full amount in the studio??", he shouted at me.

I went back to studio,
"madam, shall i pay some advance now, will pay the remaining amount tomorrow while getting the photos", i asked her
"Sorry sir, Bill potaachu, i cant change now", she told me.
I came out again.

"Free-ya vidu da, we'll manage", Sathi told me
"We got only 90buks da, if we ate briyani what bout the tickets then??", i asked him
"Athuku thaan namma paasakaara frnds irukaangale", Sathi said.
We both started then, in between Santosh called me.

Santosh : Dei, where are u?
Me : We both are on the way to theater da, what bout u?
Santosh : Myself, iyer n jp waiting for u in arcot bus stand da, come here.
Me : okie, wait there itself, we'll come.

Some 5mins then, we reached the bus stand.
"How much money you got now?", i asked Santosh
"I got 40 da", he said
I checked with others, Iyer got 100 and jp got 40. I calculated in ma mind.

"Dei give that 100 rupees to me, i'll give u 90buks, u three go to theater n get the tickets, myself n sathi gonna have briyani, we'll come to theater then", I told iyer.
"Dei, ippo briyani romba mukiyama??", Santosh yelled at me
"we dint have food in the morning da, feeling very hungry", Sathish told Santosh
"Dei, now we got onli 170 da, wat if the ticket price is 40??", Iyer asked me
"Antha naai padathukellam ticket 30Rs thaan irrukum", I told Iyer

Somehow we both managed to convince the other three. We went to STAR BRIYANI!!, its one the best hotel in the entire vellore city!!(Yeah its no more a district ).
We saw the price list, gosh!!!! half plate briyani is 54buks!! But we got onli 100.

"Enna mama, kaasu idikuthu da, ennada panalaam ?", sathish asked me.
"Ada vidu mama, i'll eat quarter plate, n u eat half da", I told him.
Affter finishing the first round, Sathi calculated.
Half Briyani + quarter Briyani = Rs.81/-.
"Machi we got another 19buks da, why cant u eat kushka??", he asked me.
"ada venaam vidu da, its already time, we'll go to theater, or else those guys will shout", I told Sathi.

We came out, but we both have no mood to take that 19Rs to theater, so went to the nearby shop n had sprite!!(Saaptadhu Digestion aaganumla? ).
We reached the theater, thank god the ticket price was 30buks. So now, we are left with just 20Rs, as 150buks went for the tickets.

"Sir bike token", one small guy asked me
"how much??",i asked him
"3Rs", he told.
I gave him 6Rs, got the token for two bikes.

20 - 6 = Rs.14 we got now.
We went inside the theater, that was a mokka movie. Damn slow moving. We guys felt irritated. But wat to do, we paid 30Rs each na, atleast for that sake, we planned to sit inside till the movie ends! Some 90 mins then, INTERVAL!!!

"mama, am thirsty, get some cool drinks da", Jp told
"Dei venna, irrukarathu 14Rs, athula ethana cool drinks da vaanguva???", Sathi shouted.
We counted the money again.
ten 1 rupee coins, two 2 Rupee coins, he he he!
"Machi, get a water bottle da", i gave a wonderful idea to Jp!
"Dei, chilraya kodutha canteen-la oru maathiri paarpaanga da, so am not going. You itslef go n get the water bottle", Jp told me.
"Athellam onnum solla maatanga da, we pay money", i convinced Jp.
Atlast he bought the bottle. Guess what, we guys fought with each other to drink that water too!! he he he

"How much da?", i asked jp
"13.5 mama", he replied!!
ha ha, we are left with 50 paise atlast!!
Movie started, we almost died watching it.
"Intha padathuku vanthathuku, dhaba-ku poiruntha super-ah saaptrukalam", Iyer told.
"Ada vidu da, athellam munaadi yosichi irukanum, its too late", I told him.

"anna!!", i heard a voice.
I turned back, a small poor girl was standing there, asking me for money!!
"Dei, who is having that 50 paise, give it da", i asked the guys.
"Enkitta irruku mama", jp gave it to me!!

I gave that 50 paise to that gurl and we guys started!!
Atlast we guys left with no money!!!

I rememebered Rajini's dialog in sivaji movie!!
In the climax, he'll threw a one rupee coin on suman's forehead n will tell a dialog!!
"Unaala itha kooda kondu poga mudiyaathu!!"

Sakkarakatti Movie Review

2008-09-28T07:51:00.000-07:00

Well, this review is not mine, I read it somewhere in a community, n guess what, this review contains everything that I felt after watching this movie!!!
I rely wanna share it to you all, coz i don want u all to have a horrible experience!!
Just sit back n Continue reading.
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Sometimes in life your instincts disappoints you, and yes this time around my instincts didnt just disappoint me,but almost got me killed. Inspired from my rebirth, i was so curious to write this review to cherish the mission of saving the world!
This movie will make your adrenaline glands pump like never before and you will see the real "you" showing all forms of emotion in the course of the movie. The director of the movie has tried to achieve that whatever it takes !
The initial scenes of the movie showing the childhood of the hero and his friends will make you ask "What the hell, when is the story gonna start?". Offcourse the director offers you a starter in the mean time,the "Elay" song.
Soon the story begins to unfold. Next five minutes the director captures the conversation between the hero and the friends, very natural and non-cinema like !! Does it ring a bell to you ? It did to me. I don't mean now to say that it was inspired by the very real conversation that happens in Tarantino's "Reservoir dogs". Forget it ! The very next scene, the hero happens to meet the heroine (first heroine) accidentally. Like a twist to the tale, the hero falls in love at first sight, which is something very new to tamil cinema if not to Indian cinema.
Yet to recover from the beautiful sight of the heroine, the hero tells his love fable to his friends, who ignore it completely. The very next moment, the hero sees the heroine entering his own classroom and the plot is now wide open for the audience to speculate whats gonna happen next.
To everyones surprise, the hero encounters with another girl(second heroine) who happens to be his own cousin. The second heroine falls for the hero. In the meantime, the first heroine accepts the hero's proposal and they fall in love. From there on, its the battle between the first and the second heroine to get the hero.
A triangular love story told in a fashion like never before and it left the audience shouting like hell in every frame. There were moments during the movie,when the whole crowd got on from their seats and said "Bravo man,bravo". The director has carved each frame of the movie with perfection and had a tag of uniqueness in every scene. For e.g, the hero speaks like as if he has landed straight from the U.S and guess what, he happens to be graduated from a corporation school according to the plot. That says it all, the heights of uniquess and the thinking skills applied by the director. The CG for the songs are out of the world, matching or infact bettering the likes of Matrix or Jurassic park.
The director has unlocked a new door for the world to see, on how a movie should be made and inspires Tamil cinema industry as a whole.
Bottom line : "Dare to watch this movie"
Rating : I dont want to have a battle with "Godfather" or "Dark Knight" fans by rating this masterpiece !


Thanks to Aravindan
http://www.globe360.blogspot.com/

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Well, its one of the worst movie i had seen in ma recent times n thank god, the movie is just 1:45hrs long!!!
But still, we guys enjoyed the movie to the core, by whistling n shouting for each n every scene!! Not only us, the whole theater did the same n the atmosphere was electrifying, which is something more than for a rajini film!

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Believe me, I haven't laughed ever before as i laughed watching the turns n twists in this ultimate mokka movie.

My message to the director :
Pls keep directing movies like Sakkarakatti, n make us to laugh all the time!!

Nostalgic moments at CSI Hr Sec School :)

2008-09-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

21/09/2008.
It was 8am in the morning, i was sleeping like hell. Guess i was in front of Tajmahal, dancing for a duet with kareena kapoor in ma dreams . This Riyaz called me n spoiled the dreams.
"Dei, come to skool at 10 da, yogesh too will come. Don't make it late.", i felt like thrashing him, but controlled!!.
"Ok da, I'll. You too come soon, cya there", i dropped the call.
Yeah we had planned for a get together at our school.
I closed ma eyes again, searched for kareena kapoor, but not even paravai muniyama came !! No use of sleeping further, so i got up from bed.
"Wat a miracle, you woke up so soon!!", my mom was surprised actually.
"Am going to CSI mom, some of ma old friends are coming, where is ma coffee??", i asked ma mom while ma eyes where fully focussed in the newspaper!! How awesome it is to have coffee without brushing the teeth, very few knew bout it!!

I confirmed with Prisci bout her presence. Atlast i got ready.
"Dei, return soon da", I had not even started, but even before that ma mom told me. Sometimes you feel good to have such a caring, affectionate mom. But am 22 now, still she is afraid bout me n ma driving, that made me to feel kinda different.
"I guess, I'll be late mom, I'll call u then", i told ma mom n started.

I took just a matter of two minutes for me to reach the school.
CSI MATRICULATION HR SEC SCHOOL. The school where i had studied for 12 long years, from ma LKG to 10th. Just a matter of second i stepped inside the campus, i saw each n every moment i enjoyed here, in front of me. Wow, almost everyone in this world would've loved that n of course am one of the everyone!!

I parked ma bike in the stand. Started to walk. There's no one in the campus except me. I searched for Prisci.
"She might be inside the church", i thought. As i thought, she came out from the church n asked me to wait for sometime till the prayer ends and she went back. I called Riyaz n asked him to come soon. Lazy guy, he spoiled ma dreams, n now he's making it late. I started to walk around, n finally sat in the steps in front of the stage. Felt like am sitting in front of 700 students, i remembered the assembly meet that used to happen every morning!! Everybody would've got some unforgettable moments n ofcourse i got many. The mischievs i did in the class, ma first crush, the fraud work i did during the lab classes...huh, lot to tell. But even in those incidents, some of the them are rely special .

When i looked around the school, the first thing i noticed was, in these six years, the chemistry lab dint change at all. It looked the same. There is a special reason for me to mention about chemistry lab now. Ma last happy moment at CSI happened in the very same lab.

ANRU ORU NAAL...

BOARD PRACTICALS - CHEMISTRY LAB:

In the Chemistry practicals, there are two portions. Volumetric Analysis and Salt Analysis. I donno how to do the both . It was raghu, standing in front of me. Thank god, both of them got the same experiment in volumetric analysis. I asked Raghu to start the experiment. Some 5 mins, he got the color change in his solution and i asked him the End point.
"19.2", he told.
I opened the valve in ma burette. Started to mix the solution. We're supposed to note the color change carefully. But instead i was busy waiting for the solution in burette to reach 19.2 level. I dint even noticed in what color the solution is, but i closed the valve when it reached 19.2!! Yippee, i finished the experiment, i jumped in joy. Now, i saw the solution, oh god!!, i don't even know what color is that. We're supposed to get the pale pink color, but mine was totally different. I called Raghu again.
"Dei, wats this?? i stopped at 19.2, but i dint got the exact color da, what could be the problem??"
"Did you add Hydrochloric acid with it in the beginning before starting the titration??", he asked me
"Ada paavi, why you dint tell me this before, i donno da, I'll add now", i told n searched for HCL in the lab.I added two drops, thats it, the entire solution turned dark blue instead of pale pink!! Huh, wat to do now??, this lab internal will yell at me!! I came back to ma place.
"Dei, what da, am getting blue color??", i asked Raghu again
"You're supposed to add it before the titration n not after it, n thats why you're getting this color", what a great discovery by Raghu!!!
"You idiot, why the hell you dint tell me when i went to add HCL???", i shouted in way that onli Raghu can hear me.
He laughed at me.
"Am i doin any comedy or wat???", i asked myself.

The lab internal came to me to check the endpoint. I hided the solution.
"So wats your end point??"
"19.2 ma'am, and i got the pale pink color", i told her.
"is it???, show me the solution", she asked me
Gosh, why the hell i mentioned bout the pale pink color now, if at all i stopped with the end point alone, she would've went, but now she's asking me to show the solution. I showed it to her.
"Is this is pale pink?", she asked
"Yes ma'am", i replied her without any shame.
"Are you blind?"
"Not at all ma'am, but this color is what am getting", i replied her.
"You guys are fit for nothing, how many time i would've taught you??", she yelled at me
"Your teaching is not good, your teaching changed a bright student like me in to a dull student", ha ha..i felt like saying this to her, but i controlled.

Some 45 mins from then, i came outta lab.
"How you did da??", a guy from second batch asked me.
"sooooper da, am the first to get the perfect end point", i told him
Immediately a guy kicked me at back, it was Raghu!! I donno why, i started to laugh loudly, and so did Raghu!!
"Why the hell you making noise here, get lost", the lab internal shouted.
"sardhaan podiiiiii", i thought!!, n we continued laughing but moved away from that place!!

Well, that happened to be the last day at school!! The day no one will forgot!!

INRU...

I heard a car horn sound, that was someone who came to church. Honda CIVIC, one of ma dream car. I Wish i could own one. Well, this Riyaz still not came, n Yogesh...totally no idea about where is he.
"Nobody is punctual other than you", i told myself
It was pretty hot, n so i got up from the stage n started to walk. I saw a classroom, it was 3rd std.
I remembered ma first crush!! It happened at ma 3rd grade!! he he he...too early to have a crush na, but wat to do . After all its ARIYAADHA VAYASU . I guess, no one knows bout ma first crush, i feel glad to share it with you all people...
Yeah its LEENA MARIAM!!

ANTHA SILA NAATKAL...

I used to sit next to Leena during ma 3rd grade and there started everything. Even at that age itself i used to check out her. She used to write those four line note book stuffs for me, coz, i got a poor hand writing. Whenever i saw a love song, i used to remember leena!! . I enjoyed ma days with her, sitting next to her. ufff...athellam oru kaalam!! She left the school then, i felt like i was left alone!! I missed her badly. I rely donno where is she, and what she is doin now, but there is always a place for her in ma heart!!!

This is for Leena Mariam:
Hey Leena, I wish u read this blog sometime in future. But i wanna tell you one thing. If u fall in love with me after reading this, sorry to say this, AM COMMITTED now.

INRU...

I heard someone calling me, i turned back. It was Riyaz. Lazy fellow .Sam and Prisci followed him, then Yogesh!!! All came. Very few turned up for the meet actually, but still the next few hours we all enjoyed to the core!! We all went back to our school days actually!!

Some three hours then, we all were about to leave, i carved ma name in a tree!! so did the others!!! We left the school then.

KAALAM KADANTHU SELGAIYIL
ANTHA THANI MARAM
ENGAL PEYARAI UCHARIKUM!!

Beautiful Girls Vs Good Looking Girls

2008-09-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

Many of ma friends told me that, ma previous post was kinda a serious topic!!!!
I hate being serious, n so yea, here is another jolly topic!!!

Beautiful Gals Vs Good Looking gals!!!

An important topic na?? yeah it is!! (Kelviyum naane, pathilum naane)

I guess many wonder like, whats the big difference between a good looking girl n a beautiful girl. Well, even some of you may think like both mean the same!! Nope, its not the same. I had done some research work in it, n am hereby presenting u all ma report!!

No tension pls, continue reading!!!

Point Number One:
Well, if u take a beautiful girl, not all of them have the thing which we call in tamil, something like KALAI in their face, but every good looking girl will have it!! That makes them kinda special!!.
So if u consider this point, Aishwaryarai is Beautiful, But Bhavana is good Looking!!

Point Number Two:
A beautiful girl will look the same wen she cries,laughs, when she is happy, when she is sad, there wont be much change in her face expression. But good looking girls will show all kinda expression on their face!!
So if u consider point number two, Bhoomika is beautiful, but jothika is good Looking!!

Point Number Three:
One will feel bored on seeing a beautiful face continuously, but none will get bored on seeing a good looking face!!
So if u consider point number three, Bipasha Basu is beautiful, but Priety Zinta is good looking!!

Point Number Four:
Here comes the ultimate point. Eyes!!!
The eyes of a beautiful girl wont speak much, wont be pretty much attractive. But if you look at the eyes of a good looking girl, it'll speak alot, very attractive!!
Now if u consider this point, Asin is beautiful, but sneha is good looking!!

Point Number Five:
Not all beautiful girls will laugh in way that we can see their 32 teeths, but one can see the pearl teeths of a good looking girls when they laugh!!
Considering this point, we can tell that Katrina Kaif is beautiful, But Sushmitha sen is Good looking!!

Point Number Six:
Not all white girls are beautiful, but most of the beautiful girls are white.
Not all dark girls are good looking, but some of the good looking girls are dark.
If u consider this point, Laila is beautiful, But Nanditha das is good looking!!

Thats it. Raja's Theory!!!!
Well, on reading ma theory, one can easily conclude that Good looking girls are pretty much better than beautiful girls!!

PS:- If anybody feel like kicking me, am not responsible for that!!

Love... Is it Beautiful?? or Painful???

2008-09-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

Disclaimer : Everything i mentioned in this post, is purely based on MY OPINION!!

Love.... Is it Beautiful?? or Painful??

There are some reasons to mention that, Love is Beautiful

It'll create a feeling inside everyone which cant be expressed. It worth a million, in fact more than a million.
If its a guy, he'll surely get some responsibilities. At least some.
Well, everything you see, it'll look beautiful.
It gives one the ultimate meaning for his/her life.
It'll turn any person, a poet!!
It gives you immense happiness SOMETIMES (only "sometimes").

lotta reasons can be said.....

Well, tat not matters now. Many who fall in love just look at the above mentioned stuffs only. Of course, even me!!! he he he.

In fact, there are some reasons coz of which, one can tell Love is painful!!

In no love, both a guy n a gal will act with a maturity at a same time!! One will try to change another, in this course, both of them will be changed in their character. Ha ha, tats funny isn't it??.

Who the hell told that distance will increase the love between two??? If i see him, i got plans of asking him a question,"Have you ever been in love?? that too with someone who is far away from you".

Possessiveness, huh here comes the ultimate reason. There are two kinds of possessiveness,

One will frankly tell like, i don't like you to mingle with others. I want you to stay away from others
Second type is kinda like, one wont tell anything if u move closely with others, but they will wait for there time to come n they will pin point that he/she is not giving importance to them!!

I heard many telling like, the pain in love is sweet, one can enjoy the pain in love, blah blah.....If i see them in person, for sure, i'll kick them. If you all look at those persons who used to talk alot bout love, they will be single!!!

One cant do anything freely, listening to what his/her heart says. They have to think in as many ways as possible, so that it wont create any problem for both of them!!, ultimately losing there individuality!!!

Again, lotta reasons can be said for this too...

Now lemme come to the topic, is love painful?? or beautiful???, tats what the hell am thinking even now, but i cant able to find it out!!!!!
Not only me, no one can judge, n tats y LOVE STILL PREVAILS!!! n ofcourse, Am enjoying it!!! :)

I met a Beauty!! Thanks to the accident!!

2008-09-16T23:08:00.000-07:00

"Machi, come soon, its boring like hell in home", sathish dropped the call. I informed ma mom, n started. Well, sathi's parents went to all India trip, n he'll be alone in home. So, i thot of giving him a company.

I was almost half way reached, saw one ma friend standing in front of a ice cream parlor. I stopped ma bike, n called him. He got a very poor ear i guess, i was shouting like hell, but except him everybody turned towards me. Atlast, he heard me. It has been quiet a long time since we both met. So yea, we were busy talking. He was standing, n i was sitting in ma bike.

Some 10 mins passed.

"DUkkkkkkk", i heard a sound. I turned back. Gosh, somebody hit ma bike.
"Am extremly sorry", to ma surprise i heard a sweet lil girl's voice. At this time i was sitting n checking whether any damages occured for ma bike. But after hearing the pretty voice, i slowly turned back!! Wowwwwww, some butterflies started to fly inside me. There standing a beautiful, gorgeuos cute luking girl. I guessed, she might be in her first year of college.
"Dei, she asked sorry, react something, don't stare at her or else she'll think you're a jollu", someone warned inside me.
"Am sorry, pls", she told me again. I remember in Sa-Ro-Ja movie, whenever premji meet a beautiful girl, pretty angels used to dance around the girl. It happened for me too. he he he.

"Its ok. Neva mind. Nobody will do this wantedly", i put a bit.
"Thanks", she smiled at me. God, i almost died seeing her smile.
"Raja, Don miss this chance, nalla bit pottu correct pannidu", again someone advised me inside.
"Its ok, so where you from, n i saw this scooty many times in this place", even i felt like its too much asking all these to her, but wat to do, i cant control myself.
"Yeah, u might've seen it, coz i stay here onli. The street back to this shop, n my brother use this scooty most of the time", she replied.
Wow, wow...I gone mad on the way she spoke to me. I realized how difficult it is to see a girl's eyes, while talking. Tat too a pretty girl's eyes. I felt pity on guys like me.

"Now listen, my bike's indicator got broken", i told her.
"oops, sorry again, i dint do wantedly, but i can do nothing other than asking you sorry", She told me in kinda low voice.
"Who told tat u cant do anything???", some idea flashed inside me.
"I dont have money, or else i would've paid you", i cant see her feeling bad. But even wen she's sad, she was looking beautiful!! Oh god, why are u showing partiallity by creating such a beautiful girl like her n a guy like me!!
"Money??? tats not the thing i need" i said
"Then what???", she got afraid actually.
"How bout a ice cream???, i love to have ice cream, that too along with a pretty girl like u!!", i put another BIT!
She smiled at me, guess she must've got impressed!!

"Boss, two cones, mixed flavor", i ordered ice cream!!
"You're very frank n jovial, n i like guys being like this", she told me!!
I was in cloud nine.."Raja elaam perfect-huh work out aaguthu da, miss pannidatha", someone inside me keep on warning me!!

We got the ice cream. The way she ate it, i gone mad again. God, i forgot that i got ice cream in ma hand melting every second, instead i was luking at her!!
"you're looking beautiful", i cant control myself saying this to her.
"Is it?? thanks alot for your compliment, but am not that much beautiful", she replied.
Now this is the problem with girls, they'll think like they are the beauty queens, but if anyone like me greet her, they wont accept!!

Some 10 mins, almost half of ma ice cream got wasted, as i was busy looking at her.
"Ok, its already late, I got to go, mom will scold me", she told me in a worried note.
"Oh yea, nice to meet u, Am Raja Mohammed, may I know ur sweet name?? i guess ur name too will be pretty sweet as you!!", again a BIT!!
she smiled, " ha ha, well, am ...............

"Dei, its already 11, woke up u lazy", ma mom shouted at me!!
Gosh, ma dreams all gone!!!

A journey to correspondent room via principal room :D

2008-09-08T21:25:00.000-07:00

As usual, i was sitting in the last bench n having food. Well, listening to the lectures, one of the toughest job i feel. ha ha, what to do, am not a geek!! A typical last bench student. Some 5 mins for break, office boy came to the class, with a printed letter pad in his hand.
"Machan, next hour etho seminar irruku pola, jolly da! we'll go to ground", "venaam da, padathuku polaam", lots of VALUABLE suggestions from ma frnds, in a matter of minute. He gave that letter to the lecturer. "Raja Mohammed, firthose, Prabhakaran.......", some 20 names. You all were asked to meet the principal before lunch!, he announced.
"mama, namaku etho price koduka poraanga da, tats y princi is calling us", i told firthose. "*******(Censored), dont u knw wen to crack jokes?, why princi is calling us da?, enna-va irrukum??", lots of questions. "Who knows, after all i was busy eating n suddenly they are asking us to meet him. let us meet him da",i told him n we all went to princi's room!

"Wait for sometime, principal is busy in a meeting", the office boy told us. "Antha aalu ellam oru periya manushan, avana meet panrathuku naanga wait pannanuma??", i feel like telling this to office boy, but i have continue ma studies in this college for another 6 months. so i controlled myself, he he he. We all waited for almost an hour, n atlast he came. You all come inside after 5 mins, he told n went inside. After a while we all went inside.

"So, wat u guys are thinking, ur not a master if ur into final year" he yelled at us. "Ada loosu payale, naanga ippo appadi sonnoma???, ippo enna nadanthu pochunu intha kathu kathura??", i cant able to convey this to ma beloved princi, so i told myself!! he he. He showed a complaint letter to us, n asked one of us to read it. Nobody moved forward . "I knw nobody will come, you cowards", he yelled at us again. Well, its a complaint letter given by a junior girl. She had mentioned like, we guys teased her a couple of weeks back. To be frank, we guys were surprised to hear that. Do we really did that??

FLASH BACK( imagine a tortoise mosquito coil is rotating in front of u in clockwise direction).......

Two weeks before, we guys were sitting in the site office (its our usual place in college were we all used to sit together in the lunch break n make hell lotta fun). The site office is located in a place like, girls have to cross it while going to hostel mess. Well, its not our fault. N on that day too, we were doing the same, making lotta fun. Of course, tats what guys are all bout!!. There were lots of girls crossing us, n she too was one among them. We guys rely don't know who is she. If some 20 odd guys sitting together, tat place will be filled with noise for sure. Ha ha, it happened on tat day. Nothing else we did. No guy will care bout the surroundings if he is in a gang. N while she crossed us, the level of noise we made went lil bit high. Thats it. Bell rang, n we went to lab.

FLASH BACK OVER( now imagine a tortoise mosquito coil is rotating in front of u in anti clockwise direction).......

Seems like the noise we made on that day disturbed her, and made her to think like, we all targeted her as a group. Oh god, if we explain what happened on tat day to this loosu principal, would he listen to us??. "Sir, actually what happened is....", vinoth started to explain, "Shut up, i don need your explanations", he shouted again. Am planning to suspend you all for a week, the order is ready, u all meet correspondent n collect the suspension order in your department" he told. We guys were shattered on hearing it. He was too harsh on us. We tried to explain him again, but no use. "Go and meet the correspondent, no more explanations". uffffff, we all came out. "Enna machi, intha loosu payyan suspension order athu ithu-nu solraan, ennada panrathu ippo???", firthose started to feel. "let us meet the corres da, no worries", i consoled him n we all went to meet the correspondent.

"Go inside on by one", the office boy told us.
"Machan, nee thaan height-ah irruka, so you go first",
"Mama nee thaan arrear vaikaama irruka, so u go first",
"Dei, nee thaan nalla english pesuva, so u go in first",
ha ha, how awesome to hear all those stuffs
Atlast im the first guy to go inside. "Good afternoon sir", i wished him( romba mukiyam!). My HOD too was sitting inside. Corres asked ma name n was like, do you think wat u did is fair??". "sir, actually wat happened is...", i started, n again the same happened. "I don need your explainations", he shouted. "Loosu-huh pa nee???", i remembered laila's dialog in pithamagan movie!!.
"Sir, he is Hazeena's brother", my HOD told the corres.
"Oh is it??, she is such a wonderful person n why are u spoiling her name in the college by doing all these kinda stuffs??", he shouted at me again.
Well, having a sister who is working as a lecturer in ma college as its own advantage n some disadvantage too like this.

Uffff, am tired of getting scoldings, he's non-stop . He was more harsh than princi. All those harsh words entered ma left ear at a speed of 20 kmph n came out of ma right ear the next moment at a speed of 1000 kmph, he he he . Some 20 mins i guess, atlast he was like, "okie, this is the last warning to you n for all who are standing outside, if u all repeat this, then u guys cant be helped.", he warned me allowed to go n asked the next guy to come in. Atlast, we all came out. Now i started to laugh, firthose continued n the everybody started to laugh. he he he, onli guys can be like this!!

"Machi, after getting the course completion certificate, Princi and corres, rendu peraiyum polakanum da!!, appo thaan ennaku santhoshama irrukum!!", athu varaikum enakulla oru fire irunthute irrukum", ma frnd told me!! .

We all were pretty tired n so we bunked the remaining classes n went to ground!!!

My First CRIME!!

2008-09-04T07:22:00.000-07:00

On that day, I was pretty nervous. I neva did this before. Loads of things were running in ma mind. "Naama panrathu correct-huh??", Yeah they disturbed me alot, but still for tat, wat am going to do is kinda too much!!.But if i leave them, enaala nimathiya irruka mudiyaathu!! tats for sure....After watching Vikram's anniyan movie, am very much afraid to do these kinda things. ha ha ha but i have no other go. I called ma frnd, n told him bout wat am gonna do, he was shocked to hear. "Machan neeya???", think well before doin it da", he advised me. His advise took me a step back, but again i explained him like wat are all the reasons which made me to think at this extent. He got satisfied. "Ok machi, paathu pannu, incase of any probs call me", he
dropped the call. Still am not satisfied, took a coin. I tossed it. If its head, am gonna proceed. If its tails, am not gonna do this. The coin went spinning in the air. Gosh, its HEAD!! I went to kitchen, had some cold water. My hands was shivering.
"Come on Raja, you can do it, what u gonna do is for your good, no matter even if its a crime", I motivated myself.

Atlast, I decided. Am gonna do this. I confessed god ,for wat am going to do now. I also prayed like, it should not happen again.

I TOOK THE ELECTRIC BAT N KILLED TWO MOSQUITOs!! They struggled alot to escape, but they all went invain. Poor mosquito. They got burned in the electric bat. I closed my eyes n prayed.
May their soul RIP!

My Sweet Angel Sister, SUBHASHINI:)

2008-08-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

ANNA:)
Well, u can find this text in ma mobile often!! Tats from SUBAHSHINI:). I would say tat she is ma Dream!!. Whenever i saw her text in ma mobile, I'll go insane!! Sounds funny isn't?? but tats true! I guess many wonder who is she!!
Lemme rewind.....

Am a kinda guy, who always used to long for a Brother - younger sister relationship. I haven't blessed with a younger sister in ma life, but i was gifted with a elder sister:) She is such a sweetheart to me. But still, I've got a feel inside me like, i dint get what i want!! Yet, i was happy with what I've:)

Some 21 years from ma date of birth, it was Aug 30th, 2007. I was in chennai for the eve of ma friend blaky's sister marriage. Aadhavan, one of ma friend, came to the function. He is kinda close to me. I sat next to him, we had a nice lil chat. After sometime, he got a call. I guessed tat its a girl on the other side. I grabbed the mobile from him. I saw the display to check her name, SUBHASHINI, it showed. Well, i started talking with her, our conversation started with a formal Hello. Tried to show some senior gethu to her , ha ha ha! We both spoke for some 10 mins i guess. Thats it. i gave the mobile back to aadhavan, n started chatting with ma friends n we all enjoyed. I returned home the next day, n i almost forgot her. Dint even remember her name.

Days passed....

Some four months i guess. One beautiful evening, i logged in to orkut. I received a friend request. Its from SUBHASHINI. I was wondering who is she, n wen i checked ma scrapbook, i saw her scrap."Hey its me Subahshini, do ya rem??? aadhi's friend!!". Oh yea, i can recognize her now. N i scrapped her back!! But she wasn't in online at that time. After a week, i got a reply from her. N after that we both started chatting frequently. To be frank, I used to check out almost all the girls, ha ha, all age problem. But whenever i chat with Subhi (Lemme cut short her name!!:P), i felt something different, kinda unusual for me. After a month we exchanged our mobile number. We spoke alot. Again, i started feeling kinda pretty different. Spoke to ma gal on tat day. Told her alot about subhi. N finally before hanging the line, i told her like, I feel like i got a younger sister, for whom i had been longing for such a long time. N i found wats that different kinda feel exactly is. I donno how subhi would've been thinking bout me. We both became pretty close, in a very short time. N one day i told her everything like, what i told bout her to ma gal! Wow, the way she replied me, i guess she too would've been longing for such kinda relationship in her life! She texted me, ANNA:), wow!! i felt like flying. he he he.

Six months from then. We're now the best affectionate bro-sis i would say! The way she cares for me, The way she loves me, n of course even today wen she calls me ANNA, i'll go mad!! A very short period of time we knew each other, but i feel like we are been together for years:)
Its August 30th, 2008 today n now, She's exactly a year old kid in ma life.:) I thank Aadhavan for showing me such a wonderful sweet sister.

Thongachi!! (This is how i used to call her),
You're the only one, whom i got in ma life after longing for such a long time, and that makes you very special. Its coz of you am now feeling the completeness in my life. There aren't any words to express how much u mean to me!! You made to feel alot better now!! Hope we stay the same forever.

Thedi Thedi
Kidatha porul
Enrum nammai vittu pogathu
Enru solvaargal,

En Anbaanavale,

Neeyum ennaku appadi thaan,
Enrum En Thangaiyaai!!!

Love u loads!!!

Malarum Ninaivugal...Group Study with Sathish!!

2008-08-27T04:11:00.000-07:00

Seems like, if i chat with ma friends, i'll get some awesome topics to write!! ha ha, this time its rasika!!. While chatting with her, I asked her like, what doing???
"just came home....a few mins back...was at my friend's house studying...", She replied!!

Wow, i remembered the days when i used to study along with sathish in his home!!

It was during ma third year of engineering. Myself n Sathi both were in study holidays. I hate studying, especially in study holidays. n ofcourse, Sathi is pretty much the same!! ha ha, after all we both are UYIR NANBARGAL!. Exactly at 9am, he called me!!!

Me : solda!!
Sathish : Enna mama panra??
Me: Veetla padi padi-nu uyira vaanguraanga da :(
Sathish : Enga veetlayum athe thaan da, nammala purinchika maatenguraanga :(
ME : Yeah machi.
Sathish : Group study panalaama??
Me: Naan kekalaam-nu vandhaen, athukulla nee ketuta da, this is wat we call friendship mama!
Sathish : he he he, yes da. Ok, wen are u coming???
Me: Naan innum kulikala, so i'll take bath n come at 10.
Sathish : ok da, come soon.
Me : yeah ok, Byeee
Sathish: Byeee

I took bath immediately. Mom scolded me to have breakfast, N so i had one dosa. Now, i searched for the longest note book I've got (wondering why??? u'll find the reason in the later part of this post!! ). Told my mom like, am going to college to meet the HOD (She knows bout me n Sathi too, n yea she wont allow me for sure if i tell the truth!). Am pretty much punctual, reached Sathi's home by 10 o clock sharp! Sathi's mom was sitting in the hall, "Ennada padika vanthiya???",she asked me, "YES", i replied her with a big smile!

Wen i entered Sathi's room, he was comfortably seated in the bed, with a book opened in front of him.
"Eppada vantha, naan serious-ah padichitu irunthaen,so i dint noticed wen u came", without any kinda shame he asked me!!
I jumped in to the bed, kept some pillows near me. Hmmm, am feeling comfortable now!! Now, i opened the long note book which i bought, kept my mobile in between! If Sathi's mom see me from outside, it'll look like, am reading!! (ha ha, hope u got it, y i searched for that long note book!! ). Sathish too did the same. Now, we both started chatting in mobile messenger, ha ha!! what a wonderful job!!

In between, Sathi's mom prepared tea for us. Oh yeah, we were very tired of reading, we badly need tea!! After having tea, again we both started! ha ha, it continued for an hour. Now we are bored of chatting.
"Ennada pannalaam?? ", i asked sathi.
"Let us play games da. Get the bookmarks from Ranjith, for downloading games", he told me!
Ranjith, another fraud like us, texted me the bookmark immediately. Yeah, we got it atlast! We both started downloading the games. Some 15 minutes from then, we got deeply involved in playing games, suddenly we heard a voice, "Padichathu pothum, saapda vaangada", sathi's mom called both of us for lunch!!. ha ha, again we both are tired playing games, had stomach full of food!!

"Mama, konja neram rest edukalaam da", sathi told me, we both slept. After an hour, my mom called me.
"Just now am gonna start from college ma, HOD made me to wait for a long time". i told her!!
"Ok come soon", she replied n hanged the line!!
I woke him up , "Mama, my mom is calling me da, i've to go now, study well, i'll come again tomorrow".
"ok da. Olunga padi!", again without any shame he advised me!!
I came back home!!!
This happened for some two weeks, ha ha!! We did the same everyday!!

Uffff...Athellam oru kaalam!!!

PS:- Myself n sathi, both are from different college, different dept, different Universities!!! ha ha ha

A bitter experience in secretate office!

2008-08-26T21:12:00.000-07:00

26th August, I was asked by my company to get attested in my Provisional certificate by state government, as they have to send it to saudi Embassy!! So, i went to secretate office, chennai. Along with my brother. It was 11am, i reached the secretate office. I thought like, there'll be very few like me who are going abroad for job. But wen i was about to enter the office, i guess some 500 people were standing there in que outside. I got pissed off, joined the que.

It was pretty hot, and it took an hour for me to go inside. Am new to that office, checked with some persons like, where the public(foreigners) dept is located. After some 15 mins, i found out! Wen i reach there, Gosh!! another long que:( I can do nothing other than joining the que n i did the same. There were lots of peons roaming here n there, n they treated us like as if we are working under them. No Respect at all. We cant do anything, if we argue with them, then there's no chance of getting attested in the certificate. so yea, we all kept quiet.

we all were asked to submit the photocopy of the Offer letter, provisional certificate n the photocopy of same. I took all those out from my file n kept it ready. Suddenly a person came, he grabbed the documents from us. He asked me to staple the documents together. I told him tat, i've got my original certificate in it, n if i staple it, it'll get damaged. so I took a jump clip from ma purse, but before that he stapled my documents. I felt like slapping him!! He collected the documents randomly from some 20 members. He asked all others to come on the next day! Many argued with him, but no use. Poor people, many came a way long from madurai, even from kerela too!

He took all the documents inside a room, n asked us to come on by one. I was the first in the que n so i went inside. In front of me, a person teared the staple pin.
"Sir please be careful, my original certificate is there", i told him.
He looked at me, kinda angrily. Thats it, i've no other go other than keeping my mouths shut! After verifying my certificates, he threw it to the corner. It got teared at the edge, almost in to a piece. "Come after two weeks", he told me n wrote a number in a bit paper n gave it to me. Thats my reference number. Its a piece of newspaper actually. Not even a proper acknowledgment slip.

Four years of hard work, to complete my degree. How much money my parents would've spent, how much stress, how many sleepless nights, my dream....felt like everything went invain wen i saw my provisional certificate in the corner. Felt like crying. Not only for me, almost for everyone who came there to get attestation, the same happened.

Well, this is wat happening in almost all the government offices in our country!!

Wat Guys are all bout..

2008-08-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

As usual i was mokka pottufying with bhargavi today morning.:P, n suddenly she was like, "write something in your blog". Wen i asked her like what to write, She suggested me this topic!! "Wat guys are all bout"!!!

Lemme try....

Its easy to tell how guys are, but its kinda difficult to describe...

I've got a friend, #####(I don wanna mention his name, coz he'll kill me if i mention :P ). He used to check out a girl in his street. Her home is located like, we've to cross it while going to #####'s place. All ma friends used to gather at his place daily, coz both of his parents are working n he'll be alone in home! Ha ha, what else we need????. We guys used to have fun to the core, will do all nonsense there. Its happening for the past four years. For a long time, none of us know that he's checking out that girl. N once, we caught him red handed while talking to her thro phone :P. ha ha, he got locked. But, after all he's our best buddy. So we guys dint tell him anything, let him enjoy!! It has been almost a year, still he is trying hard..but no improvement. They are just friends.

Only now, we guys got a chance to meet her. Wow, how awesome she is!! we guys never expected it. "#####-ku ippadi oru ponna???", this is wat we all told in chores after seeing that girl. Now, one of ma friend started, " Dei mama, nee thaan oru varushama try panra-la, onnum nadakala, lemme try once da", so pity on #####!! He was like, "dei, she is your sister da", he he he!!. Immediately ma frnd was like, "Ennaku thaana sister, machi(he called me), en thangachiya nee katiko da!! ". Again, ##### was like, "ava unnakum sister da", n i replied the same to another friend, like wat ma frnd told me!!! ##### tried alot, but we guys dint stop!!! ha ha ha!! This continued for a month!!

Atlast, ##### gave up!! "All crap idiots. Do wat ever u like, Hereafter SHE IS MY SISTER", told that poor fellow. ha ha, wat else he can do??!! Even today, we guys used to check out #####'s sister :P
Natupukaaga, He gave up his sight!!! Wat a friend he's!!!

Now,
Shameless, naughty, anything for friends(even his Girl friend), no sentiments, jolly, mischeivious n more...
THIS IS WAT GUYS ARE ALL ABOUT!!!!

Felt bored!! N yea, this is wat i did :)

2008-08-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

Nowadays am finding it pretty difficult to kill the time in home. Well, thinking bout wat to do, i was looking after the fotos which i took during the alumni meet in ma skool. Suddenly something flashed in ma mind. ha ha, opened photoshop in ma system n this is wat i did....

any comments????

Airtel SUPER SINGER

2008-08-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

I had never thot like, ma frnds would like ma previous post...It was rasika who commented first!! Then as usual ma machan!! n many followed :) Hmmm, so planning to write more!! While thinking bout what to write, sitting inside ma room, my sister was watching tv in the Hall. The music sound was keep on differing n i assumed that she is scanning the channels. Suddenly i heard an awesome lady voice singing some song. I came out n it was AIRTEL SUPERSINGER in vijay tv!! Am not a good singer, but still its ma dream to participate in that program!!

I sat in the sofa n started watching it!!

Couple of months back......
I saw the AD for first round audition in tv. Its in Coimbatore!! Immediately lots of thoughts in ma mind!! Let us go to Coimbatore, Well its too far away from ma place so we'll go to second audition in trichy, Why cant we wait for chennai audition??....All got jammed in ma mind!! Atlast i decided like, attending the audition in chennai!! Told ma friends, as usual none encouraged me!! ha ha, tats usual actually. They used to tease me alot, but i reckon they would love me singing in that competition. They are just doing all these for fun. I had been seeing them for the past six years. I can read their mind. Days passed, I practiced alot in bathroom :D, ha ha ha. Tats the best place in the world to sing :P
Lemme tell bout ma friends. They mean everything to me. For a long time, we guys planned for outing for a week or so lots of times. But it'll flop :(. This time, we all were in our semester holidays. We decided. This time, we made sure tat its no more a flop show. OOTY :), The queen of hills. I had been there many times, but this is the first time with ma friends. So its something pretty special. We made all the arrangements. Booked the train tickets. Booked the hotel rooms. We made everything ready before a week. We guys started dreaming bout our trip. Its our longtime wish n we guys were happy tat its gonna come true in a week. June 22nd, 11.00 pm, we are supposed to catch the train. It was a day before 22nd june. I was scanning the channel in tv, n i saw the ad for chennai audition. I was thrilled to see it, was curiously waiting for the date, atlast they informed the date!! Gosh, it starts on 23rd ends on 27th. One day before our departure from ooty. I was in a state like, don't no how to react. Sat there for some 30 mins. Told ma mom. Awesome lady she is, she felt pretty bad. She asked me to cancel the trip. Of course, its one of ma dream, being a singer, n this is a golden opportunity.

I was thinking bout what to do, n immediately ma friends came in to mind. If i back off, none will go. Such a wonderful guys, i don't wanna disappoint them. I decided, am not gonna attend the audition. Friends are everything to me. If i miss this chance, I'll surely get another sometime in future. But no chance to get back the days spent with ma friends. It was 22nd 8pm, I started from ma home to station. The next one week, the most unforgettable days in ma life. We guys had fun to the core. I reckon, i wouldn't have felt happy like this, even if i succeeded in SUPER SINGER. 28th afternoon, I returned home. Again was watching tv, n i saw a ad like, Super singer telecast will start on next week. Ha ha, I dint felt bad, instead i remembered ma trip :)
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You are spot selected, told the judges to that girl:) She jumped in joy n the program ends.......I came inside the room, started writing for ma blog:)

Two years in VEDAVALLI VIDYALAYA:)

2008-08-21T00:50:00.000-07:00

Well, being jobless at home, I decided to pen down something about my school life..
Am not a good writer, so don't mind for any mistakes in my writing!

Here we go....

After my 10th grade, I planned to join vedavalli as my cousin was studying there. Everything happened so soon, and it was ma first day in vedavalli Vidyalaya.

When I entered the classroom, it was kind of pretty new atmosphere where Girls and Boys mingled together!! To be frank, I had never been in to such kind of classroom as in my previous school, a guy talking to a girl was considered as a greatest sin.

There was no place for me to sit and a guy stood up.
"Dude, get up and give him a place!!" that was Nithyanandam!
I felt like I was being teased by him, but I just told him a thanks and got seated in the first bench! That was the first time in my life, I am sitting in the first bench. I felt pretty uncomfortable.

Immediately my eyes started to search for girls. A typical boys's attitude..
I found two girls laughed at me and still I am wondering why...
Well, the girls in my class were not up to ma expectations though!

Two days passed and we had another new joinee to our class and that was a girl. I haven't noticed her in the beginning but it was during the General Assembly, I saw her as she was standing parallel to me.
I called Ramu
"Ramu, who is she??", I asked
"New admission dude", tats all he told!! He dint know her name and I was pretty curious to know her name I asked someother guys but all invain.
We came back to class and we had language class.
The teacher was taking attendance and I was very keen to know her name and atlast I got succeeded.

Days passed and I stopped checking out her then and I got some awesome frnds. We had fun to the core. Did all kind of nonsence in the school and I started love my new school!!

I am now some six months old in Vedavalli Vidyalaya and here comes that GIRL again!! I spoke to her for the first time and found her pretty cool. I started liking her and we started to share a good rapport.

Days passed again. and on a fine day, we all were informed that the seatings will be rearranged by our HM. The plan was avoid the gap between girls and boys and made girls to sit between to guys which I felt weird. I had never been like that, sitting next to a girl, but my heart was pumping fast.

"How awesome it'll be if she sits next to me!!" I prayed god but everything went invain. She was in the first bench, and I was in the last bench!! First time in my life, I felt too bad for grewing tall.

Days in school life was always awesome and it always amazing to think how fast the time passes.
We were heading towards our 12th grade and as expected everybody started to advice me!! Gosh, I hate advice. But being helpless, I heard all those patiently.
Lots of stress, tution, assingments, test. I am not a Geek, but a average student. But even then, I felt like I am under stress and in between this GIRL started to move pretty close with me!!
I felt some different feel inside me and I guess it was all cinema effect.

As days passes furhter, everybody found that me and she are pretty close and they started to tease us which is pretty common in school life. And the problem went a step further as our HM found out that we both are pretty close.
HM asked both of us to come n meet her in the evening. I was wondering why as I had no idea about for what she had called us. But when we went, there was loads n loads of advice for us. To tell the truth, we both are just friends at that time, but my HM imagined all nonsense and started advising us as if we both are lovers.3

"Its just an infactutaion, and dont get distracted by this, concentrate in your studies." She continued for almost an hour
I never listened to any of her advice, but i started to have some different kinda feel on that GIRL!! I really don'no what am doing was right or wrong!! But, I was not able to divert myself.

Atlast I was in 12th grade. We were asked to attend the special classes some 20 days before the school reopens. I was in cloud nine, just because I thought that I could mee her all the day!! Fortunately, we both sat next to each other, and there were no words to express how I felt at tat time!
But confusions started to grip me tighter as I was not sure whether its a friendship or love. I reckon she too would've felt the same. I started to realize tat it may be some infactuation as my HMtold. But, I was in a mind set like, even if its an infactuation, am not gonna stop it!!

Even though lot of people teased us, my frnds stood behind me. I don'no what they thought bout us, but they dint object anything. I felt like, i was gifted with such kinda frnds!!

Days passed...

We all enjoyed our time in schoo to the core!!
Morning tution with frnds, then school and again in the evening we had tution!! Days moved damn fast!! But, again lots of stress!! We were made to write test daily and I started to hate studies

One fine day, myself and her sat together and started to discuss about our future.

"How good it'll be if we both continue our career in a same college", I told her.
But, I know its pretty difficult. Coz she is a GEEK, n am pretty average!!

I saw in many movies, a zero will be a hero if he's in love, but it never happened in ma case.
Revision exams started and my highest mark in the entire 12th grade is around 72% but her score will be not less than 90%. I tried my level best to match with her in studies thinking that atleast we will find a chance to study in a same college.

Board exams came and it was feb,2004 we were given study hols for a month.
I started to work hard, keeping her in mind. Sometime when I think about it, it sounded funny, but still i was able to give up her and it pushed me to work hard.

I wrote all the papers consideralbly well. But even then I had some fear in me thinking whether I will be able to score good marks so tat we both can study in the same college. We had a big break after our exams and I started to miss her.

But later, I started to miss my school more than her. For the first time actually I felt like that.
"I had been in this school for 2 yrs, but never felt like this and whats up with you now??", I asked myself.
I felt like crying and with all these worries I never enjoyed my holidays.

One fine morning, I saw in a newspaper that the board exam results will published the next day. My heart started to beat fast.
And my situation at that time had forced me to travel to banglore to meet one my cousin and I went there on the day of my result. and being there, I was not able to check my results as we dint have net facility and also mobile phones are not much familiar that time among the students. And after a huge struggle I managed to get my results and I scored 86%. That was the first time in my life, I crossed 80%.
Thanks to her n to my SCHOOL!!

Now, I was curious to know her marks. But I was not able to find it on that day.
The next day morning, I called her, and her mom told that she got some 90+%.
The first time in my life, I felt like, I dint study well.
But it was too late to realise!!

She joined some private college in chennai then and I joined in the nearby college in my locality.
My school life came to an end and its one of the hardest thing one will come across in his/her life!!

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Four years went pretty fast! To be frank, we both are still in love, and its no more an infactuation. Fortunately we both got a good job now, and we're bout to join our conern very soon.

Well, it was just two years in vedavalli vidyalaya, but it gave me a perfect meaning to my life. Its not just b'coz tat I found ma love in this school, but I got some gem of friends. They are my everything now. We guys do meet daily nowadays and we visit the skool often, no matter we're invited or not.

I can't even able to imagine how I'll be now, if I had not joined this school. Thanks to Vedavalli Vidyalaya. It rocks!!

Some of ma creationssssss!!!

2008-03-06T21:53:00.000-08:00

Comments r welcomed:)

Example of groundnut / KADALAI!!!:)

2008-02-19T22:31:00.000-08:00

Ithukku per than Kadalai ya !!!

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He calls She

She: Hello!

He: What the doing?

She: Ippo dhaan saaptu mudichen. Sir enna pannitu irukaaru?

He: Ippo dhaan 'Suttum vizhi sudare' paatu paathen Sun Music la

She: Nalla paatu.

(And then she hums the line 'mazhai azhagha veyil azhagha')

He: hey!!!!Nee ivlo nalla paaduviya

She: *giggles*

He: Hey. Innoru vaati paadaen

She: En room mates ellam thoongita. Ava bayandhuduva

He: Come on! Please!

She: Poada. I don't sing that well

He: It was really sweet. Please paaden

She: Enakku odd aa irukku da

He: Idhula ennama irukku. Nalla paadare.

She: Nee dhaan sollanum

He: Ippo paaduviya maatiya?

She: yaenda paduththare

He: Sigh! Ok

She: I don't have that great voice

He: hmmmm

She: Seri. Ivlo kaekkare. Unakaaga ore oru stanza paadaren

He: Great!!!!

She: Endha paatu paadatum?

He: Hmmmm. 'un perai sonnale' from dum dum dum?

She: Nice song. But enakku lyrics gnabagam illai

He: Chinna chinna aasai?

She: Illai indha paate paadaren

He: Cool

(She clears her throat, hums a line and then)

She: Illai vendaam. Am feeling very shy!

He: Paadu she paadu. Un isai endra inba vellathil neendha odoadi vandha
ennai yemtradhe she. Paadu

She: Galatta panre paathiya

He: No no. Nee shy aa feel panre illaiya. Trying to make u cool

She: Hmmm

He: please paadaen

She: naaLaikku paadatumaaa?

He: Seri maa. Unakku eppadi thonaradho appadiye pannu

She: Hmmm

He: Good night

She: Good night

After a while She calls He

She: Thoonigitya

He: Illai ma. Match paathundu irundhen

She: Seri. Nee match paaru

He: Hey. Its ok. Pazhaya match dhaan.

She: Illai. Did u feel bad I didn't sing?

(Since it is a tricky question, He thinks for a while)

He: Bad appadinu solla maaten. But I want you to be comfortable first.
naaLaikku paadaren sonne illa. So me waiting

She sings 1 stanza from the song

He: Wow. Too good!

She: Poarum. I know how kevalam my voice is

He: Hey you really sing well.

She: Poada...Nee sollanume appadinu solre

He: Cha! Cha! Un voice nalla illaati naan ivlo kaekkave maaten

She: Hmmmm

He: Nee ivLo nalla paaduve enakku theriyaadhu

She: Hmmm! Seri good night

He: Good night!

She: Take care

He: You too

She: Nejamaave en voice nalla irundadhaa

He: Nejamma! Ofcourse.

She: Nee poi solre

He: Not at all. You sing very well

She: Hmmm. Ennamo solre. Good night.

He: Good Night!!

Cheers
Raja Mohammed:)